This Made My Week. Trust Me--It Was Needed.

https://www.militarytimes.com/news/pentagon-congress/2024/07/24/pentagon-to-review-20-medals-of-honor-from-wounded-knee-massacre/

Meta Needs A Competitor--Out of Asia. K-Social Media, Por Favor.

Anyone who was "Friends" with me on facebook during my test drive of it, last to this year, notice that, amongst the bugs, or demons, noticed while I was out there, it's still messing up, since my latest reboot of my Page, not even allowing any of a substantial amount of Public Posts to show at all? And OF COURSE, Customer Service/a Help Desk doesn't exist...

Drishti Of The Day Archived Today:

"Any pure and proud nation that wants to have a future, of any kind, go directly opposite of the way the United States is going, on marijuana and Technology alone. The decline of the quality of men and women here has been exponential, and they refuse to be led in the direction of saving themselves or the very earth on which they stand. Literally. I've gotten no phone calls, for years, to bring all of my Gifts to bear for this country. It's officially out of my hands and in God's, alone. There is scarcely a high-functioning person who is sober 100% of the time to even trade a look with on this. Can you imagine the next 5, much less 10 years?" -Amy Jin

I Have A Running Hypothesis.

There's a Communist country--called Meta--or Social Media, in general, that's already taken over this country, and therein lies the problem.

Drishti Of The Day Archived Today:

https://www.google.com/amp/s/amp.cnn.com/cnn/2024/01/16/asia/north-korea-kim-unification-arch-intl-hnk/index.html

"No." -Jin Hee of the Koh Clan...+ The Other Half.

"The Ancestors Decide."

🌌 https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=aE3dWL093HY&pp=ygUeR09PRE5JR0hUIGdvb2RuaWdodCBoeWVtaW5zb25n ❤️🇰🇵🇰🇷✊️. 🚫⚔️🔫. 🚫🪖.

😎🛫🇰🇷😍🥳

Yes...I am. 🌌👑

Drishti Of The Day Archived Today:

"Especially where exactly the right tool can be known, the work of accomplishing so many things in life is doing the work of procuring just that--exactly the right tool--to your preferences, to accomplishing that thing. The stress sometimes isn't even about the work it takes to accomplish that thing. And it's not even figuring, or finding, out, but procuring, the tool you need, in the first place." -Amy Jin

Drishti Of The Day Archived Today:

"The Devil loves average, or common, people. He knows he almost always has an instant in." -Amy Jin

Revelation Reminder of the Year, Possibly:

I stay away from men, and sexual pleasure, because especially pertaining to a Korean man, it would open a direct portal to my still-missing mother and my lost country, which I still grieve in an every-10-years, involuntary sob, when it breaks through the corruption and required, whether I like it or not, warriorness of everyday life in the U.S., taking over my consciousness as front and center.

Look what a pure, unfettered heart and strength in integrity will do, without 10's of 1000's of $'s in questionable therapy, at best, if allowed to Lead.

I need to find my mom.

Drishti Of The Day Archived Today:

"Your Homework Assignment for 2023 is to read this entire website--(Remember, Top to Bottom on the Archived List on the Left [2.1.2023: Sorry to those who were following earlier instructions to "Bottom's up!"]--)and my compliant Profile, per DePaul University's wishes, "Koh, Jin Hee/Amy Jin Schmelzer," on LinkedIn.com and do something about the people and issues raised, as a New Year's Resolution, living Large for God, for once, not yourself. You know what Mahatma Ghandi said." -Amy Jin

No Retouching. No Filters. Except Messing Around On Snapchat In This Social Media Exploration--LOL: ROKstarAmyJin

On My 2023, Almost Academic Stint On Facebook, Thus Far (We'll Call It "Adventures In Baby-Sitting"), And YouTube Suggestions For All:

When an entire side of the family is missing, half of the other is, your original nuclear one is...You have accurate reflection of everything already detailed here. When it takes 4 months--Not even--to realize, "I never liked, or needed, this before, nor has any form of Social Media ever produced anything positive and material for me, other than maybe WOM, hopefully positive and clarifying, in some long overdue cases," and you pull off, and that first day turns into the peace you forgot you normally live with everyday, an ungodly amount of time to actually be productive elsewhere, and movement on finally finding a job (you might actually like and be better suited for you!) back, you might consider getting off a platform whose lack of Community Standards--Bullying, Harrassment, Fraudulence, and Sexual Harrassment, and let's not forget Racism & Stalking!, just this mo., alone, all condoned--make it LOOK like they're the ones dumbing this country down and somehow wanting it to turn into Martial Law. And most of the people, period, much less of significance, to me in over the last half of my adult life, are also missing on facebook, one way or another. Let's be frank. Shady characters aren't Friends, but maybe Social Media's giving people the option to be that, instead of solid. I haven't been on it, so I wouldn't know.

It has often been a GORGEOUS Spring, here in Dubuque--I can't remember the last time I've been able to report that (Sun's still too hot, though!). I went for a great run across town. :) I had actually gotten a lot done during the week, so I had time to catch up on months, if not longer, of YouTube pieces I'd intended to "Watch Later." I actually cruised through quite a few of those. Here are some suggestions for those in my spheres in 2023:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VbhJalwmGq4
-I'm not gonna lie. This is the coolest thing I've watched in years, TV, Film, online streaming, Music Video, or whatever form of Mass Media.
-Looks like the North Korean Armed Forces got cool, better uniforms. ? That's good.
-(Shaking my head) Some of the older (Senior Officials) look like they've seen some stuff...
-They allowed the South to film this? Were they invited? That's interesting.
-Only CC in Korean???...That's good, actually.
-75 years...Yeah, 75 years, all right. Ladies and gentlemen of Korean descent, there's the other half of the dating pool NO ONE's going to have access to his/her entire life.
-Everyone Korean should watch this.

...Hmmmm. It seems like the latter needs to orient themselves completely around the former, on these two:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6TqhcZsxrPA&t=600s
&
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RAAzmQuLnpw
-Hard to believe I'm now an adult in full bloom, and this is our current Congress. It's horrifying. As is what it implies.
-I have always thought Nancy Pelosi was an amazing woman, Leader, and citizen. I don't know her, though, and wouldn't know how my critique might change, if I actually worked in San Francisco--or D.C.

As some of you know, I have inevitably named my vehicles since DePaul University, and when I decided to add a cell phone back to my life, several years ago, those, too. I have been brand loyal to LG and give a loving shoutout over the waters to them for years of generally flawless experience, on their part. Due to their segue out of the market, however, :(, I have gotten a Big Girl phone from the larger Chaebol--Thank you, SAMSUNG--and given it, for the 1st time, a Korean name, pronounced "Nae Wanbyeoghan Jeonhwa..." until I found there's actually a word for "cell phone," so now it's "Nae Wanbyeoghan Haendeupon."

Someone needs to do something about the problem in Ukraine.

Drishti Of The Day Archived Today:

"Put down your weapons, but first, put down your cowardice. If there's one thing I know for a fact, in this country, you likely didn't even try saying anything, powerfully, about it first." -Amy Jin

Drishti Of The Day Archived Today:

"I was fortunate enough to experience formative years where the bad guys were known, the abuses either condoned or 'normal' enough for pretty much everyone to navigate. Where that started to diverge is taking a Path laid before me by God, requiring level'ing up even the most excellent moral standards, calling for almost superhuman strength to suffer the persecution of humans, abandoned in their now-exposed participation in evil, trying to get you to participate in their downward spiraling patterns. You might notice, as I did, that the greatest offenders try to eliminate words like 'victimization' from your vocabulary as a sick and desperate, fruitless attempt to deny their own insidiousness and harm to humanity. Regardless of circumstance, follow my lead. The mortal suffering, in Purity, Steadfastness, & Right is nothing compared to those who lose their Soul by representing the world of illusion, materials, & limitless Hungers, abandoning both Justice and Goodness to do so." -Amy Jin

FIFA World Cup Win: South Korea Over Portugal

When I was a "big" athlete, which wasn't even that long ago, they were JUST starting Women's Soccer at Wahlert. No joke. And I remember thinking, after I went to DePaul, even though we had a pair of cool, Kuchii brothers at DPU on the Men's team, "I don't know if I see Asians ever playing this sport."

I'm not one to follow the FIFA World Cup, especially when hundreds of people had to die creating the infrastructure for it (???!!!), but kind of following Korean Soccer and hearing about Son, Heung-Min (Also #7), listening to KBS World Radio news the entire pandemic, I've been keeping my finger on the pulse of how they're faring in Qatar.

I am typically a cry-once-every-five-to-ten-years type of person, but I caught this rolling by on my YouTube feed & literally involuntarily burst into tears, for myself, the Peninsula, and the Korean people the world over, watching it: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eK8wuE0mfD4

Cristiano Ronaldo's hot (and married--Respect), but it looks like the Golden Race has both the Golden Boot and hot boys of our own...Maybe next time Cristiano's in Seoul, he'll actually respect his Korean fans enough to get off the bench & play.

Time for some "National gymnastics" by sokodomo.

If L.A. & NYC Called Beauty Dead In Chicago, Years Ago, You Should See Iowa In 2022:

fringe, Body & Soul Wellness Center and Spa, Designworks previously written about, and every place in town, over the years, now including salons in Cedar Rapids, Iowa City, & Davenport have conclusively led me to believe the following, after tonic SALON AND DAY SPA today. Contempo literally had the Owner tell me, just before that that not a single person on staff, currently, was competent or willing to work with me, being Asian. Since the Estee Lauder? takeover, AVEDA has become a hardened, racist entity, though it has long used Asian inspiration, spirituality, and Models. All 3 salons in Dubuque have always struck me as that, problematic, and likely out of compliance, brand-wise. Buyer beware. Every single thing from that Halloween assessment was validated today!:

"tonic SALON AND SPA just Bait & Switched me right out of the building. The Industry in Eastern Iowa is officially dead. I also recently found out 1 of the Co-Owners is Julie Lott, Slumlord Landlord #1's, Sister-In-Law. No you won't--BYE! ⚡ -24 cc'd"

"And my observation about island Asians being generally more likely to be creepy crawlers than the Chinese, Japanese, or Koreans just got a tally mark by the new Asian chick there I was trying to help out who I'm pretty pos. is Thai. 😕"

"Side note: One of the 1st things I wanted to be when I grew up, that I showed clear ability in, was Hair & Beauty. When time came to make those decisions, I realized how much smarter I was 'than that,' which has even stopped me from going back later to join in. Women, specifically, who can't be legitimate Business women in, e.g., Consumer Goods, corporate America, or the Financial sector, don't stand by their work, or expect people to pay them for fraudulence because they're incompetent need to be taken out of Business. They're like, sometimes are, drug whores, peddling Partial Foils in a brothel for other women, under the guise of a professional environment that could actually be spreading Beauty, not horror."

Drishti Of The Day Archived Today:

"If you don't like how he drives, don't go anywhere with him." -Amy Jin

Drishti Of The Day Archived Today:

"There is Beauty of the Soul, but even the most Beautiful Souls must choose to fully represent and live in alignment with the depth and breadth of it in order to fully experience the power of that Beauty and alignment. I do feel that the phenotypic expression of a person is reflective of that experience, or lacking in it. Personal Beauty is almost always directly tied to 'extent and intelligence of love.' Even more important than beauty, however, are honor, virtue, and standard-bearing. Beauty, especially for a woman, should be a basic carrier of that most important messaging and something to frolic and play in, after the fact. Frankly, I think men already got smart to this and adjusted their radars, accordingly, a LONG time ago, even if their decision-making on these matters is lagging behind, possibly because they feel they have no choice, due to lack of better options." -Amy Jin

Unbelievable: In Good Ways & Bad Ways, Respectively

So this Artist mildly annoyed me until I recently was swayed into looking into his artistry, itself. For those following my musical journey, here's some more otherworldly, should-be-getting-play-here R&B to add to that K-Hip Hop, from the Korean diaspora: DPR Ian. Bad language on the second one, but Ian, I think Mexico might've really, really liked you!--https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=KlEbnOZ9DZQ

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=i9dz5Y7qC-4

And then here's my follow-up, from Election Day, on that Halloween piece:

"If ever there was daily verification that my prophecies are correct--See the link below for dissertation--the guy who's going to get called in about at Asbury City Hall, just before, is. As if his being a d**khead when I stepped up to him to vote wasn't a welcome wagon enough, his responding to my comment I wanted to ensure I was at the right Polling Station with announcing to the packed room already staring at me we were about to see if I was 'eligible'...I thought of this piece and held my tongue from telling everyone he was right--I was a North Korean spy & had just found my target. I got the feeling telling him, even louder & definitely clearer, 'Oh, there's no question I'd be eligible--The question is here or downtown,' did the same thing. Power to True Americans, who walk the Truth Path: http://whatitispoweryoga.blogspot.com/2022/10/kim-jong-un-hero-for-asian-americans.html?m=1 -25+ cc'd"

Kim, Jong-un, Hero For Asian-Americans And Asians, World-Over.

The real, creepy thing, this Halloween, is when the rhetorical questions finally have answers. Rodrigo Duterte, Xi Jinping...As Asians, we may not personally be able to say we'd be, e.g., willing to kill off our own to accomplish a personal, or God-given, Utopian vision of the world order, but are Asian-Americans so used to playing power-hidden-under-weakness, quiet, and/or acquiescent to evil Americans and White Supremacists and slug-life, other-racial peoples, on this planet, that they've even bought into that strong, fearless Asian leaders are instantly the "problem" or "bad guys," against clear and obvious evidence?

Time for Koreans, specifically, to ask ourselves these questions, and move forward--I'm being nice, polished, and matter-of-fact about my life, in my writings here, and historically. That is almost non-existent in the 21st century, even within traditional Journalism. And I have already indicated I haven't even told you a large portion of what I could--yet--with names, organizations, locations, and details. I'm an efficiency person, and beating a dead horse is not. Therefore, read what began as a purely intended, Santa Monica/Ashtanga-based, encouraged website by a following, but turned into, "Oh my God. I'm being attacked," from the bottom up, meaning the whole thing. Is the United States of America an "ally" or Enemy #1, in reunifying our people, and in general? Do allies rape, pillage, vamp on, and abuse and attempt to devalue and disintegrate your children, to, or past the point of murdering them off, after they say they'll not just take good care of them but "make them our own"--and more bastardly, BECAUSE they're Korean, and we have things they covet and could never have? Vladimir Putin recently called the United States of America "Satan." I've been saying that for years. Did he think he was being smart, savvy, and/or insightful in saying so? Can you imagine what he'd think if he actually lived here and experienced a fraction of what some of us have? How did so many millions of Koreans die during the Korean War? God forbid it was "allies" and their inability to hit a target, getting to commit another racial "cleansing," claiming heroism on their clear value of quantity over quality--and, LOL, then someone "in charge," who's Korean, is f**king squid enough to OK and/or open up the doors WIDE to a quarter of a million of us, some of us purebred and Royal, leaving in their "care?" Is there a question why "South" Korea has questions about if they can make enough babies to replenish the population, in 2022?

What would happen if Seoul swapped out the U.S. for its actual blood, meaning the North? Nothing is set in stone, and no one is destined for helming that except who is, should reunification occur. And clearly, Koreans are not afraid of a good ol' fashioned overthrowing, especially, ideally, if they're moving on God's best interest, not some dude's. In fact, what would happen if we kept the nukes, until we could lead the entire world in getting rid of them, agreed to formally dissolve both governments, keep best practices in Military, level'ing up substantially with the renewed strength of finally being together again, being completely open to ANY form of government that best serves KOREANS, getting rid of all non-Koreans before, during, and after this process? Isn't soulless starting out evil, having no vision, and "f**king," drinking, drugging, & "f**king" anything with holes as your way of staggering, with red eyes, sallow, or vampirically sickly complexions, and almost muscle-less bodies, into that abyss of a future? Have you ever spent any meaningful amount of time in the Mad Hatter's party you, at least historically until maybe you got smart, aspired to, in order to see what it does to your almost completely opposite people, to see what this place looks like, alone? Is "death wish" an aspirational look? Isn't all the Freedom in the U.S. supposed to actually be unifying the world and propelling all nations into the best, authentic versions of themselves, not sucking them into the Hell they've created because--What do they say?--misery loves company?

Are people of European descent capable of excellence? At what point do non-Whites start to agree, and shift their handling of them based on "they will always be a danger to themselves and others," rather than being mind-controlled into selling their goods, and souls, to, well, the aforementioned? Do you notice how rare it is to find a truly Good one, by Policy, Law, or God's standards, including by the standards of the countries and religions they, themselves, have created? Do you notice how they rarely correct themselves, apologize, much less genuinely, or evolve, altruistically, over time, or how they lie, cheat, and steal, deny, and gaslight about everything, and exacerbate, instead of fix, the football field-sized mistake they just made, stealing other people's Civil Rights when they have an inkling of feeling bad about it? Or avoidance. They love to isolate, ignore, and/or ostracize the people, places, and things they can't help but f**k up around. Do you notice how even the rare ones who do try to self-correct might try to kill you, first, after you present them a mirror, such as even this writing, but then MIGHT go correct themselves, but then steal the credit for why they just became better? Or how not even one who realizes him or herself as above the others ever stays high-flying, like a herd of something all chained together, forced off a cliff? They will wildly scramble to sin and err HARD since they haven't an iota of how to stand in Power alone--even for a half hour--because apparently "White privilege" is just crushing the "competition" with quanity, not quality, suffocation, psychically, because that's all they've had over anybody, bottom line. There's never been anything "superior" about it. At least since they were all purebred, and I think I've personally gotten to see a few of the last of those, and even they like to cliff it with all the others, in the 21st century.

I've been wanting to be wrong for decades, now, but the study is conclusive.

I would encourage said monsters to Repent and Change. And that starts with being the one thing none of you are, like the Constitution and the Good Books of the world, period, idealize: Honest.

I leave you with a fun little ditty that crossed my YouTube path, the other day. Remember, reality check: We're all Japanese over here, or whatever they need us to be, in order to continue trying to murder us off for continuing to show up, in their presence, Superior to them. These guys would want you to "honor" them on Veterans Day. The Award for Nuclear War Precedent Setter of World History belongs to one place, alone, still trying to be a country for the first time since they killed all the Native Americans off--or tried: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NF4LQaWJRDg

That Which Just Happened In Seoul/Itaewon

As soon as I caught wind of this, Sat. night late, something stuck out to me right away--the report that one survivor said he? was pushed. That many Koreans trampled on their Home Court? I smell a Bad Actor.

Drishti Of The Day Archived Today:

"The veil, or Maya, continues to come down as true colors, forces, and characters, or lack thereof, are revealed." -Amy Jin

Drishti Of The Day Archived Today:

"The noise outside President Moon's home is bothering me, all the way over here. Go home, pick mates who will continue to idealize our bloodlines, and create someone who can do everything you think he didn't. He will likely be the first person to cheer him or her on." -Amy Jin

Drishti Of The Day, Archived Today:

"It occurred to me today that since the country started, without hesitation, 'grossly overqualifying' me, as witnessing Business heads have asserted, outside of my own Self-Actualization Movement, I have become, in those contexts, like the Protector and Defender of myself, oftentimes from the most Midwestern, blue-collared, Union fighter, or Goddess parts of my being--Either way--Funny how they seem to come out, in emergency circumstances, when they must, almost simultaneously...And then I get to go home and be the trophy wife I've wrinkled my nose at, to myself. Such is the Path of Samadhi. The Yin and the Yang. Full gender balance. And I don't even need to call it anything or require anyone else to. Perhaps that's the direction we're all supposed to move in. Then, from there, full cups may, or may not, find other full cups. And those are the best people for procreating." -Amy Jin

I Just Talked To HR About Some Of These Exact Data Points, And Look What Rolls Out In AOL News Yesterday:

https://www.aol.com/finance/asian-american-women-fall-off-220139435.html

Drishti Of The Day Archived Today:

"'As long as the body is in my body, murder is my own business' doesn't fly with me. A doctor on 'NBC Nightly News' has just said it would be (nearly) impossible/take forever to create a list of exception scenarios for abortion physicians see (I add 'for consideration'). A.) I think many doctors are not as bright as we may think, anymore, and B.) That's called 'work.' Fancy anyone doing that, much less going above and beyond in that arena, in this country, in 2022. My deep concern is that citizens in this country will all be headed toward the qualifiers of 'dumb, racist, nuts, and/or on drugs' as the fate, the result of too-bad Karma not a single one of them had the wherewithal nor the Greatness to make a speck of a dent in, much less turn all the way around. Hint: You can personally start by living your life honest, which includes being able to handle the truth. Tip: If you recoil at that, currently, it is likely because you deal in lies, and the entire life you've created is based on them. I'd get to work on undoing that necklace chain knot. Too busy playing God...You think you can make up your own Gender, and uneducated!, but you can't/don't ever think to stop the racism, at you, you're even conscious has been handed down, as a bad pattern, on your mom's side. Dumb, racist, nuts, and/or on drugs. A.K.A. Worthless." -Amy Jin

Drishti Of The Day Archived Today:

"To Japan, I would say let this be some oddball, J.F.K. moment, and never again. At least on some level close to full consciousness, I respected Shinzo Abe, looked up to him, and wished him well but cannot help but wonder if he was in tune with this plotting on his life, adding to his health concerns. A nation with barely two-digit shootings per year is almost 'what it should be' at none. The world should mourn any World Leader taken in this way who is not a criminal against his/her own people, and likely not even then." -Amy Jin

Drishti Of The Day, Archived Today:

"Let the voices, and the truths, of those who have Suffered, who know marginalization, ostracization, and unlawful victimization lead the course correction of this society. As I started saying during the last Recession, if you're doing well, as opposed to successfully surviving, through all of this, that should make you suspect as part of the problem. No Powerful leader would grow their personal net worth while leaving a vast majority of those who deserve far better behind." -Amy Jin

On "Free" Tuition: Wrong Segment

The valuable, wasted members of society who deserve free tuition, if at all, in these recent conversations, are the incredible amounts of full-grown adults and older people who have proven their worth, ability to not commit crimes, work ethic, and tested Goodness, oftentimes slapped in the face, treated like s**t, and discovered as talented in a number of ways that common people are all aware of, but no one does anything about. Academia should become a vettimg system(, again?,) accurately determining rank amongst the people and driving Industry since it naturally studies all of them, rather than the other way around. This has been addressed in my Teachings since their inception. Why do we keep creating jobs that are derogatory to the levels of education, human advancement and evolution, and types of intelligence we have, in finite numbers, in front of us? That is the definition of insanity. What will this society look like when we are finally happy to let the robot have our job because it's too obvious we were past that in Grade School? Part of creating soul-level Strength and true Beauty, in children, is teaching them how to accept their lot with dignity, and grow from there in good faith. All the mollycoddling, lies, baseless compliments, and freebies in the world won't make them full of love for this life because they know that they are composed of Source God.

Drishti Of The Day Archived Today:

"Where you have placed fear, put love into the fabric of this society, and watch your need for 'answers' dissipate into thin air." -Amy Jin

I Received Recruiting Letters From West Point...A LinkedIn Supplement To Repeat Offender #1XXX, Kwik Star/Kwik Trip, Inc.

One of my favorite games, on childhood family vacations, in the car, was "Mad Libs"--Always a Creative/wordsmith. I've filled in the blanks for you, though, on this one. Mass text from May 21, 2:34P--the point when you know even you can't take knowing any more about how deep the rabbit hole goes in a place that took off with years of your life:

"Remember, my credentials are top student, much less + Cpt. Athlete, from a top-notch school, pioneer of things that have healed and saved the lives of countless people, incl. in major U.S. cities...Remember the h.s. grad-girl Kwik Star kept promoting from WI Dells, incl. to return & take over the store when Jacob quit? And Jess, who was ringleading talking behind my back while I was on sabbatical to help the Fed. Gov't because "I had a thing for/with Jacob," &/or vice versa (Slander), while hitting me up about how to help her back, yogically (The only female--from NYC, & Italian, & a grown woman/mom--remember, pulls me aside during Census time when I come in as a Guest, to implore me to leave the co. because "You're 1 of the most Amazing, classiest women I've ever met. This place is the most f'd up, dark place that has no limit...Here is what is happening...They're doing the same thing to me. I think Jessica wants to suck Jacob's d**k, & she, & they're, all threatened by you.")? As they were Discriminating me out, last Fall, told that I will not Lead them, I'm told I WILL respect their chosen Managers, who will be with them for a long time. I tell them they will speak to me in a manner consistent with my Education and level of Business, or not at all, and walk. I knew something weird was happening over there lately, & it took one of my subordinates from Panchero's, 15 years ago?, who now works at Medline f-t, Dodge St. p-t, but she's been gone for a while...walks up to me when intuition said to go in there today, & she says Sam, from WI Dells quit. Walked off the job. Brandi said it had something to do with her shotgun wedding husband, a Trucker, & making sure he wasn"t cheating on her (I had counseled her on a dramatic break-up with the previous fiance who did, after she orig. got promoted over me, as an Asst. Mgr., after I started there). They move Patty, the G.M. at Dodge, over to my former store, motherbleeping make Jessica the new G.M. at Dodge, moving Jacob up to Kitchen Mgr., where he's been laying low as Kitchen Asst. Mgr., likely because his Mom & Dad work there. She says, "He's weird. I think he & Jessica are f**king. We think that." Dodge was made a $1M store last year. Jessica Balk's resume says "Hempstead," & nothing more. This is not American Business. It's a third-world country's. -30 cc'd"

1. I am declaring now that I rarely speak in absolutes, but if my bothering to share the stuff of life, here, in the past 10-15 years, isn't proof enough, I think I can fairly absolutely self-report that being described early as a "High Achiever," capable of doing so in high-stakes/highly competitive environments with a great deal of poise and under sometimes incredible pressure, I would have to agree. And that I am miserable in environments opposite of, at best, still performing at a high level, but getting to neutral, at best, on my thoughts of the place while doing so. No one deserves the things I'm reporting here. And, oddly, no one, in the wide swath of humanity I know personally, knows anyone who has been put through this, on purpose, almost endlessly, as I have.

2. Side note: My comments about, e.g., demographic attributions in prior writings follow the same rules as everything I rap about in class. Then again, you'd actually need to be on this site because you're looking to learn something and have been in my class, or have wanted to be, not stalking me or this Movement. I'll say, for clarity's sake, however, that I specifically mean demographics within The United States. I speak with authority to things I have experience and/or expertise in--Do you? I highly recommend it.

3. Every entity named in any of my writings, via any form of communication, or any platform, when used at all, past, present, or future, almost without exception, has done so consciously, willfully, and aggressively knowing about some of the other traumas written about and, most importantly, a pre-existing condition that can result in death.

4. You cannot "get" an Attorney, no matter how many people do implore you to take people to court, especially when, say in Dubuque several years ago, not a single one will call back. Years later, when you've been multiple-times publicly tortured, and you're still the one talking in a calm voice, saying the things that make sense to people, at least they call back, apologize, claim they've already represented the latest torturer, and hang up. And, like most recently, they pass you around Eastern Iowa like a hot potato, some of their Staff continuing to reiterate something you've heard since youth, "YOU should go to Law School." How about when I'm not on the brink of extinction and have Shamaness'd this pre-existing condition out of existence? Fact: About the time anti-Asian racism was at its peak during this pandemic, Iowa Legal Aid, who has helped before, definitely, but not nearly enough to take the football past the goal line, "is no longer taking Discrimination cases." LOL.

5. ("Upside Down" by KANG DANIEL is playing in the background)

6. I'm warning everyone in this country who cares that I've identified what I call "high school diploma-only" and/or "cesspool" strongholds vastly replacing what used to be known as "American businesses." Dubuque has yet to prove it contains even one business, in all of the 21st century so far, not operating on what is a disintegration of blue-collared values in a positive light--something I have never stopped embodying, across every part of this country.

Powerful.:

I knew I let them pepper spray me for a reason (C.P.A., The Year 2017)--And like the man at hand said about the Courthouse. And, if there's ever a next time, YOU will effectively respond to the drugs in the building so I don't end up having to put on my big girl boots and find out for you, getting mauled in the process. I appreciate it: https://www.telegraphherald.com/news/breaking/article_e9ff91c3-06ef-5151-9c78-2d7702281435.html

"Dubuque County Law Enforcement Group Issues Vote of No Confidence for County Attorney"

Fun side note: The level of crime is such in South Korea that, just recently, on KBS World Radio, it is reported that female candidates applying to Law Enforcement will now do the same push-ups as the guys--Knees down no longer allowed--though they have to do, say, 50, and their male counterparts have to do 58.

Respect these people, and their willingness to do this job. And revere the really, really good ones.

Drishti Of The Day Archived Today:

"Peace Treaty to reunify North and South Korea. Now. I'd apologize to anyone that may inconvenience, but I really don't care--and they haven't either, which is why the entire world continues to suffer over the issue--not just Koreans everywhere." -Amy Jin

Parks Seem To Have It--

Mass text: "Another breakout Korean, this time -American, star in L.A. He can sing--https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=bt7FlR20tMg--& crazy but he looks like Adam Waggoner, whose family moved next door to us, and were in our Adoption Support Group, when we were kids, who I used to baby-sit, but now is an adult & works at Dupaco Credit Union--LOL. Here's a more recent release--Him being Adam Koomthong out in L.A. 😂: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=htztsl5onME -24(+3) cc'd"
Big P.S. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=t0Sw3cnKBMA
P.P.S. Ted Park is from WISCONSIN???--!!! LOL

Enlightened Nations Would Not Legislate On Abortion Because Their People Wouldn't Be Able To Conceive Of It.

You come to the United States of America in the 2020's: You revert to calling yourselves "Black and Brown," rather than at least more ancestrally honoring nods of and Anthropologically sound--I prefer "Korean-American, international, interracial Adoptee" for mine--You call people "folks," rather than people, even citizens. You run for Office with a felon spouse. Some of you are the criminal, oftentimes continuing to commit your crimes of choice in a position that should hold the country's best role models. You want everything for free, feel confident only in your own fear, lack of trying, lack of life-on-the-line fight, which makes you normal, or safe, in other words, so DUH--Everyone's doin' it. That's what you lead from however in God's name you won your race or got your job--LOL--so now you're literally a Leader of the Free World. Everyone running around donating and giving to everyone else's self-inflicted traumas makes for the most common, at this point, uneducated, "Americans" interviewed on the News saying that, of course, everyone should get to attend college for free, because tiers of proven supremacy in those schools has stopped mattering, anyway, because there's so many of you, and you lynch your proven leaders on your sales floors, while you're working there with your h.s. diploma, for igniting more of your unfettered character flaws and 7 deadly's, when they walk in and own the place legitimately, maybe for the first time in the company's history, no matter how long you've been there performing at a fraction of their competency level, then make sure you tell them, through narrowed eyes, that Higher Ed.'s nothing, anyway. That kill-off of a REAL American is not just job but CAREER security for you--because that wasn't just the real boss but maybe the head of the company, and God knows they're like an Endangered Species, at this point--Might be the only TRULY amazing bastard you'll ever have to get rid of while you get fatter, and fatter, like your bank account, or the clogs in your arteries...Meanwhile, you scream about Civil Liberties, skipping work (again) to go hold up a sign, high on (fill-in-the-blank), with, you know, buddy 1 or buddy #2, maybe both, while, on a daily basis, taking them from others, because THIS Democracy has no boundaries, including the ones it needs...including its own Laws, rightly enforced...You give yourself a license to be a slut because, frankly, you can't compete with other women of your own Race, or women in general, according to even acceptable rules by the most fair and reasonable of your peers, so you date interracially, subconsciously or outrightly holding yourself above them, even though being a slut is what got you an in there, too--LOL--because no amount of slutting will make you hot, much less noble. This gives you license, though, to go with your kid(s), out of wedlock, on all that free stuff, unabashedly, to those protests, like a victim, a patriot, a superior person, yet again, on all your inferior lacking. We're not even talking a spark of thought about self-realization as an idea by 22--much less a brain cell, or a foot, literally, forward on doing so. This makes you worthy of pity, but you'll shoot someone, or have someone else shoot them, if they call you pitiful, which is what everything we've just discussed IS, by definition. Therefore, again, because this is all so "traumatic" and stressful on you, even though your lack of everything important is what got you there, everything must be free. You are a pile of flesh with eyeballs that work. And sex is as not-sacred, not-anything as scratching your a**, which you did a lot at that last protest, as opposed to scratching your head, which might actually give the rest of us a spark of hope there was anything valuable going through your head because there was actually cognition there. And, thus, abortion, Roe V. Wade situation or not, has never been a thought in your mind other than another way to play God because you really give no thought, much less deference, to Source. It's birth control for your animal-like "f**king!" (Everybody's doing it--like Meth, Weed, pills, Fentanyl, whatever, in some generations, specifically, more than others?)(And yet, again, look who's taking up space in the lead role model spots). And the fact that you're actually murdering your own kid off is no real consideration since a lot of that seems to be going on, nowadays, even after they're off a bottle, safely out into the world. Or so we thought. And, yet, no worries, because it's factually the "Black and Brown" people doing it, as they scream (and protest) they're not the stereotypes the White Supremacists say--while calling themselves "Black and Brown," which used to be a Civil Rights circle sin, not that long ago. As opposed to realizing that members of a Civil, critically thinking society, ideally, at some point, collectively so enough to reach levels of enlightenment as a group, don't create situations--or human life--in circumstances, or with other people, not conducive to it, in the first place. And the sheer number of people at that level is so high, engaging with other people isn't like a walk though a mine field, in terms of being hurt or harmed, despite your best efforts. So keep screaming and protesting for "Freedom" without bounds, without even knowing what that is--because you'll end up creating full-fledged freedom, or ability to choose without retribution, in Hell--Seems like we're already there--at which point, every decision will be met with punishment--even the good ones--because God's Law, and Order, are already written, written into the manifest, and can be experienced in a pleasant, even humbling-in-a-good-way way...but if you think you're God, there's enough of you Disconnected enough to literally try to rewrite the Script--Not just the Laws but EVERYTHING--in spite of God's Will within yourself, and within others, you may look up, and up WILL be down, and you'll get exactly what you've worked so hard to create--Madness. So here's some advice for the Red AND the Blue--Instead of Free as you can be, shoot for Intelligent as you can be until the day you die, and maybe, at some point, the Red and Blue of the United States will mix to at least show signs of making Royal Purple again, rather than the color of human waste.

Drishti Of The Day Archived Today:

"Family is a Gift from God, however we end up there. Unconditionally loving them means you fight to keep them, to the death, and you know when members have created a holy fissure that they, ultimately, are accountable for--to whomever they have harmed but more importantly to God. Though it is likely substantively documented, at this point, that that loss can sometimes destroy a person's best efforts to do what he or she might otherwise, loving our family members, in perhaps natural layers of intensity from nuclear out, is the first priority of sanctity, sometimes preceding the crucible of life within." -Amy Jin

Fist In The Air To Amazon Staten Island!

I'm standing in my office yesterday and am stopped dead in my tracks when NPR announces the News, and a huge smile spread across my face, and the air around me I swear smelled and felt more oxygenated. And I identified that air as "returning Freedom." When our Brothers and Sisters feel better, we feel better. It's not rocket science. It also reinvigorated a feeling that has maybe been missing for most of my adult life--I was viscerally moved by an undeniable feeling of PRIDE in my fellow Americans. It felt amazing.

And that is in perfect coincidence with this Playlist showing up on Spotify I want to spoon feed all y'all Millenials and Gen.Z'ers, specifically, so you understand. It's called "90s R&B Hits (Top 100)," with a graphic that more aptly says, "90's R&B RAISED ME." And if you're here in Eastern Iowa or the Midwest, in general, and you were actually COOL--LOL--you know I'm not lyin', so it begs the question, which has been pondered aloud before on this website, "Where did they/these go?" We stop playing Music from all the parts of life, disconnecting us to ourselves and each other. I'd happily trade out a handful of the songs on this Playlist for the Hip Hop that was in my Walkman, but relatively speaking, it's accurate in its curation, and let's be frank--If you can still remember almost every word on an entire Playlist of over 100 songs you haven't heard since (fill-in-the-blank), including those e.g. you made up a dance to at your friend's house in 6th or 7th Grade, and you have to start your own Station to have it in the mix on the planet, outside your own lonely creation of the rockin' Playlists you DJ to yourself, your listening neighbors, your community from your ride, or your Power Yoga peops, because you DIY everything, as an adult, something's wrong with our collective relationship to Music and the Artists who have literally shaped our lives...

Drishti Of The Day Archived Today:

"I'm thinking that from the start of the Academy Awards, until humanity destroys its own planet, or it dies by natural course, you would never see a White person walk up on stage and hit another person, period--LOL--ever. And so, again, you're trying to put them under fire for their racism in their Awards tradition, but what have they always said about the African-American community? They're wrong, right? And, on a greater scale, our Federal Government finally pushes acts of racial lynching to the level of severity they should've been from the start. Besides George and Ahmaud, Christina Yuna Lee also came to mind in terms of those who deserve that consideration." -Amy Jin

Drishti Of The Day Archived Today:

"Valentine's Day 2022 'mass text:' ...a gentle reminder from this Yog that Love is not the goal but the Way." -Amy Jin

On The Supreme Court and the Current State of Affairs

Choosing someone based on their Race, for something that our Civil Rights Laws not only cover but should radiate as an Example of, is the same as so blatantly discarding the idea of said human being because of the exact same demographics. Ivy League institutions must make up for their illegal Discrimination, and force both other minorities and those of European descent to COMPETE and work together with the best that apply, whomever they might end up being, and humbly accept their lot. I am still waiting for any other person of color to show up on our national landscape who is actually evolved past just looking out for their own and being as ignoble with power or affluence as their condemned oppressors, even masters. I am still waiting to see any minority demographic rise up, inside of themselves, and not to prove anything to White people, try to pathetically whine to be them, like children, after decades or hundreds of years, because that's the most you could figure out!, coveting what they have, but rather, feeling the purity and perfection of their own heritage, and Healing the world on behalf of that Greatness, and that God-given ability alone.

On Ukraine and Russia--

Where there is Greatness, or Power, and also possible, mutual mistakes, Diplomacy is essential. Is there a Diplomat, Generation X and Y? We're up. Or shall we let the Baby Boomers, "Greatest Generation," Millenials, and Gen.Z continue to muck everything up by stealing our Shine, place in the chronology of history, and even our rank from us, due to career and other pedophilia and comprehensive, pathetic weakness, and the lust for fruitlessly trying to steal things they will never have, namely our place in Consciousness and the flow of generations, respectively? Or are you out there like a wannabe of any one of those named generations, instead of standing up and Changing the Game, with me, as only our generation(s) can and MUST. Hmmmmmmmmm. Remember: YOU CAN'T TAKE IT WITH YOU. Worship Source within, not your own kids, and teach them to kill their technology, not their fellow man.

Yogic Tapas: Pay Your Taxes

One of my biggest pet peeves--Condoned(, or not,) underreporting or fabricating deductions you don't have, from Servers who have no clue how to genuinely earn the tips they vamp out of the weak-willed, to White-Collared professionals who apparently don't know their lack of integrity shows up as detraction from their appearance, in their (energy)field. Better hope humanity never evolves, and most people can't See.

Drishti Of The Day Archived Today:

"There is an entire hierarchy, in the East and the West, and Above all Races of Men, including the Angelic one, covering, excluding no one, everyone. And all of that which Knows Far Better would remind you that your body, your mind are infinitely sacred and should be cared for, and protected, as such, always. That focus should not replace them in your life but be carried out as a sacred Duty for them, while recognizing that Duty in others, as well. Try those boots on the ground on for size to revolutionize some things." -Amy Jin

Drishti Of The Day Archived Today:

"To aggress, or knowingly, or even unwittingly, move your Life Force to do harm to those who don't deserve it, don't have the karma for it, or at the behest of your own cretinism so that your victim could really be anyone--Wouldn't matter--is equivalent to your demise. Standing up, when it is morally required to do so, is not the same as giving your demons or unadvanced parts free reign to show up as you. Conscious evolution is not the spice of life. It is the only reason We Are Here. And it is clear The United States of America, and its people, deplore it and anyone embodying it, or its ideals." -AJS

Wow. Add These To Your Playlists:

Sometimes I feel like I'm almost numb, due to the complete absence of truly amazing songs, across genres--the kind that earn some kind of award or precedent-setting honor in your historical witness. I can't even call these songs bops. They both cross boundaries but bring all their Goodness along--"Slow Down" by Skip Marley feat. H.E.R. and MINO's 2nd solo album, "TAKE," are played loud, here, at the moment. "Pow!"=Do I get up? Do I move? What do I do next? This defines next level. "Wa" feat. Zion.T and the opener, "Love And A Boy," are other favorites. Inspiring.

Drishti Of The Day Archived Today:

"So...I didn't take an interest in the Kris Wu situation until it came to me in Spirit to take a look at, recently, & 1. I actually love his music and presence in Hip Hop. 2. What a waste of decisons, not to mention good genes, for all the Supermodel Chinese girls his own age who can cook a mean meal, have an exceptionally high I.Q., and are probably masters of some ancient Chinese weapon--LOL. I mean, let's skip those for just normal-pretty females who might be able to remember the color of their last diaper. Nasty. Just recently, I'm hearing chemical castration in Korea for some sexual criminals, and the www transmitted China considers Rape criminal to the level of Death Penalty. Kudos to one Race left on the planet that actually holds down standards. Personally, I hope Wu is ineligible to be killed off when, as previously mentioned, even the least of men here go scot-free for that type of psychopathy on a regular basis. Let's vote for his realizing he could probably choose amongst a sea of some of the hottest women on the planet, while they're completely sober--and consciously affirmative on it--after he gets himself Right. Frankly, I can't help but wonder if U.S. Hip Hop Darkness, and maybe some of their 'sauces' didn't get him bent in the wrong direction. Let's hope the Chinese gov't lets him make Music, regardless. Or at least go back to Poster Child'ing for Louis Vuitton and Porsche. Wasted talent is wasted talent. (Language, but bottom line:) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0_fLamP56FQ & https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vkiRnHvDEJc. Just speaking down that generational ladder, like a Boss." -Amy Jin

Drishti Of The Day Archived Today:

"The practices that speak to your soul deserve something back. Do not forget to Tithe, preferably in financial gratitude shown, as well as in thought, word, and deed. You owe your life to God and should treat others with basic dignity and respect as you give your life to glorifying Him and your people, however that is defined." -Amy Jin

Damn Right We're Spicy!--On CL's Latest Elucidaton:

Over 10 years ago, caught in the hell of Recession #2, I'm Serving in a god-forsaken Buffalo Wild Wings, again, as the person they wouldn't make hierarchical Management because I was "a Model" and "corporate" (Makes no sense, as the pattern continues...), though I was receiving career-related visits and solicitations for consult by the District Manager on any number of cesspool issues...And Management DID walk up to me one day and stick one of the wing sauce labels onto my nametag. He said, "You're our Asian Zing," as if to say it was the obvious consensus. Like I said, "Spicy." And, to me, that has always meant a penchant for the Truth. And then Korea puts out this song, like President Moon reiterating stuff I've been writing about on this website for years, including using East and West Germany as an example of possibility for Korean reunification, and she even shares it with the whole team! To the extent the point can be isolated and is, in fact, true, she's right. You're rockin' with the most fly Asians. KOREA FOREVER!!!! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QMwJtMJLXE0

Drishti Of The Day Archived Today:

"All of the world must come from the Spiritual. If Religion gets you there, so be it, but the Spiritual is the ever-present reality that is already the glue. It requires human attention, though, to make manifest." -Amy Jin

Dumb Jocks Is Right: On State Of Iowa & Division I Volleyball Peril

It's 5:09A. I still haven't slept. I'm realizing, after yet another Iowa Civil Rights Commission form, as the way I've spent an inordinate amount of my time at home, here in Iowa, in my adult life, that some other interesting things have happened, perhaps as I became a "big Yoga Teacher." First, someone told me about the mess of a book, by the "TH," the local paper with a rep that would explain it. Then, there was the Athletic Hall of Fame. Should I care? Should I not care? Does Ashtanga-based Yoga count toward continuation, when I've pioneered & mainstreamed it? Apparently not. I was reminded tonight, in some online, random, 1st-time searching on classmates & teammates that "The Des Moines Register" didn't even give me an Honorable Mention on their 2019? Greatest Iowa Volleyball players of All Time List. LOL! Maybe that's because no one wants to talk about what I went through at DePaul, & how they couldn't help but throw the royal crown of the big Jean Nordberg Award for impeccable everything at me--twice, so I show up, oddly with the most heroic accomplishments of my career missing, in these Dark chronologies, if at all. I have had to celebrate all of the 1st's I was, including in Sport, anywhere I was, as a Korean and Asian-American female, by myself, in my own quiet realizing. I would not doubt if I was still alone in noticing or acknowledging how powerfully important and unprecedented that was. I am the only athlete, at any level, that I know whose story reads, especially as my prep career did, overcoming 3 season-ending injuries--2 in high school, 1 as I'd finally gotten all the stupid people drama out of my way, going into Sophomore year at DePaul, caused solely and completely by my own teammates, severely and grotesquely. This last realization just occurred to me, prompting me to write this Post. I have always felt that the Evil tidal wave of racism sent these obstacles to me, but it has never seemed so obvious as now. I was bullied and viciously ganged up on--by the upperclassmen on my own team--for starting and outshining everyone in pre-season, as a Freshman...but I was still the one coming across the finish line 1st, then going back for others to push them across the line, in team running drills, since they didn't do their summer training...or just weren't that athletic in other ways. Then, around 2012, when a certain highly influential group of Wahlert constituents & parents came to me, believing I might be the Messiah of the yogic world &--Could it be?!!--of Wahlert Volleyball, as well. What do you think? Some of us, during the REAL Wahlert Volleyball Empire were almost flawless in the Back Row, but we wouldn't have thought for a moment about touting ourselves as Olympians and above our own idols unless we played all around. Don't get it twisted. Players of the year on a nationally ranked team watching dumb jocks with no class play a sack of potatoes for impressive stats, talking smack outside their lane, dishonoring our sacred tradition means you LOSE. Everything. I turned down the path of a Scholar and Division I Coach ("You will never pay for School again"), before I left Undergrad because I saw this coming, and then I was solicited by a U.S. Diplomat to be one. What are you? Weaving tall talers, with no merit, except your physical, like a slave, eating Wheaties, trying to pound an endless stream of bulls**t out of that leather ball, like a Neanderthal in 2021. Sport used to be about Intelligence, Style, & Grace that demanded that from its context. Looks like that left the scene when I did. Dumb jocks it is, then!