Roots Of Many Kinds

Roots Of Many Kinds

T Night, Wed A., June 26th, 27th, 2018

A Different Perspective

A Different Perspective
I'm Cruising Jay Park's "Welcome" Video, And I'm Realizing I'm Seeing An Asian Love/Sex Scene For The 1st Time In My Entire Life. And Once I Was Fully Present To The Total Asian-ness--And Korean-ness, Specifically, Of It--And Gorgeousness Of It, Like Lickety Split, I Sat There In Horror As My Next Thought Was, Almost Immediately, "Oh My GOOOOOODDDD!!!--Just Don't Put It In The BABY BOXXXXXXX...FOR THE LOVE OF GOOOOOOODDDDDD!!!!!!!" No "LOL" On That, Either. (Image Of Jay Park Courtesy Of The WWW/"L.A. Weekly"'s Hot-As-Hell Shoot) -Sat./June 30, The Year 2018

Natarajasana - (Royal Dancer)

Natarajasana - (Royal Dancer)
Amy Jin - Courtesy Of "The Pitch" & Angela Bond

Come to Class!:

  • ~September 27th, 2012: Love Yoga: The Movement is now endorsed by NICC and is being considered for regularly scheduled class times and within-the-semester-system presence on both campuses, based on leaders from the school's personal experience in class. Look for additional class times & learning opportunities as they become available! Big ups to Northeast Iowa Community College for supporting enlightenment and higher intelligence with both feet in!
  • ~~UPDATE: TH./October 4th, 2012: Word is NICC is not interested in adding anymore "Fitness" classes to their system, 4 the time being. I said, "Yeah, Power Yoga is Fitness if fitness means your whole life!" Oh well. It is what it is.
  • -The Dubuque Community YM/YWCA has been abandoned as of SAT./12.14.2013. Jill Scott's song "Slowly Surely" is thematic to Love Yoga: The Movement's practice location needs today.
  • P.S. A householder cannot be a yog, by definition. And history. And the truth about it today. Especially here (this country). The best you can do is live and practice within its teachings, like anything, and let your heart lead the way from there. I hope you do. It has produced too many miracles for me not to say so.
  • **DUBUQUELAND/THE WESTERN WORLD: Fair warning--though those involved have already been warned!--There are far more false yogs in this country than people truly on a path of self-knowledge and Truth. Oftentimes, "teachers" are not even certified. Please ensure that they know what the bejesus they're doing be4 running around saying you're practicing yoga. What it looks like, to any Eastern person, no matter how Americanized said person may be, is that there has been a hostile takeover of something ancient & sacred that belongs to US by a bunch of looney toon idiots who would happily bastardize something rich & powerful by making it insane & fraudulent--not to mention all-around ugly. Karma always doth cometh.**
  • ***M/6.2.2014: The Practice Of Love Trumps All Things--Dubuqueland/Iowa/Midwestern authentic peops who R in it to win it, I think you're about to see a practice schedule here in a healthy, sane setting that will lend itself to true connection, sans all the inhibiting forces, to help you become perfected in your physical-mental-emotional-soul-Source-thru-Earthness. As always. There are so many of you on the planet right now capable of so much Good. Develop yourself via will so long as U live.***
  • ****At long last! Starting M/JUNE 16, The Year 2014!!! NEW!--THE DUBUQUE ARBORETUM PAVILION (3800 Arboretum Drive, Dubuque, IA 52001, www.dubuquearboretum.com): $17 Drop-In (Cash Or Check For Now), $14 For (Bring Proof!) Students, First Responders, & Veterans. UPDATE! SU/6.22.2014: Love Yoga: The Movement has some Mega-Guardian Beings. Your 1st class is *GRATIS!* to help everyone experience this class. Additional Love Offerings are always welcome for both Love Yoga: The Movement & The Arboretum from The Movement. Feel free to ask about the Team/5-Or-More-Affiliated-People discount:
  • *Bring your own mat! Min. 4 per class! Payment will be taken, upon reception, before class. Sign-in will include signing off on an "I-take-full-responsibility-for-my-health-&-safety-during-this-practice" acknowledgement. We will change, flow, & adapt for the Good Of All as we go, so walk, run, 2-wheel, & carpool to class, & if this area is to become a home to a founding Love Yoga: The Movement shala, it will become a reality from here.*
  • -M/5:45-7:15P-The ORIGINAL Dubuqueland ALL LEVELS EXPERIENCE!--Ashtanga-Based, Santa Monica Power Yoga!
  • -W/5:45-7:15P-All Levels
  • -TH/10:30A-NOON-All Levels
  • *****And then, just like that, by the same treachery as always, life & Santa Monica Power Yoga evacuate the area due to fear & lack that characterize "normal" there. Ask current practitioners for the skinny, & read what happened in my writings below right. Love Yoga: The Movement has left the Dubuqueland area as of F/7.5.2014*****
  • ******MINNESOTA, I look forward to serving you, if nothing else, because I like the way you speak. I'm available for Personalized & on-site work, classes, workshops, & events in the Red Wing, MN area. Please contact EternalLove47@aol.com to schedule, including such learning experiences which require scheduling & travel. Gratitude.******
  • *******HMM...It's hard to serve Minnesota when you have to go back to Iowa & CONSIDER LEAVING THE COUNTRY because it's BUNK!!!*******
  • ********Tick tock, tick tock...Waiting for an impeccable space from which to teach the Power Within...SU/12.6.2015
  • *********W/JULY 20, 2016: Nothing like a 2 year pause button to teach from the mean streets in these times, fighting for my life and this Movement, in "crisis," with some spotty Personalizeds with shady aspirants, in the meantime. Meeting tomorrow, everyone. Downtown Dubuque, Iowa. SU/9.4.2016: Nobody's home so far, peops. Well--LOL--except me.

Big Ups!

The City Of Dubuque's Citizen's (Police) Academy (Dubuque, IA)(2017)
Bored, stuck in Dubuque, waiting out the laying down of the Universal Hand, I followed up my Ride-Along last Fall with the 21st Annual C.A. for our city, thinking it was a big picture, 10-week, Thursday night class in City Operations and the role of Law Enforcement in quality of life. It was actually a course in policy, procedure, and hands-on learning experiences in Law Enforcement itself, complete with encouragement to get sprayed (OC-style--The pepper kind)(i.e. "It's just a spritzer!"), as well as another Ride-Along (on a different shift). An excellent, much appreciated immersion in yet another world untouched by my academic, holistic, spiritual, and worldly studies, perfectly timed in applicability to considerations in Business, Loss Prevention, my own shala, Law/Graduate School, and life experiences, in general, including those shared on this website with Law, Law Enforcement, and city infrastructures in this country.

The City Of Dubuque's/Human Rights Department's Intercultural Competency Leadership Training (Dubuque, IA)(2014)
At their request, so bravo to them, bravo to me. Provided presence, experience, background, & feedback, while simultaneously taking in, getting updated, refreshing past (academic & other) learning, & showing up to add Love Yoga: The Movement/Amy Jin flava to the current diversity-improving model that has already started infiltrating City Government, businesses, institutions of learning, & organizations of all kinds via rocking choice, recognizing a next step needing to be established in consciously evolving Dubuque's intolerant, ignorant, & bigoted past, setting an example for the world.

Voted "Kansas City's 'Best Yoga Teacher" by The People & The Pitch (2007)

http://www.pitch.com/kansascity/BestOf?oid=2211700


Santa Monica (Bryan Kest) Power Yoga Instructor, Trained & Certified (Quintana Roo/Tulum, Mexico)(2005)

A 3-week, 200 hour in-depth immersion in yoga thought, philosophy, and practice including but not limited to 100 hours of Hatha practice and meditation, 100 hours of learning the multi-dynamic possibilities of asana and meditation, as well as Satsang, Sanskrit, kirtan, noble silence, juice fasting, and a 10 hour master Iyengar course.

Spiritual Illumination & Leadership (Kansas City Metro Area, KS & MO+)(since 2002)

Expert on the Indigo/Crystal Children phenomenon, healing, and in-the-Light, all-natural lifestyle-related topics, featured in The Edge, KC Wellness Magazine, http://www.childrenofthenewearth.com/, http://www.planetlightworker.com/, and The Kansas City Star. Featured & requested speaker for the Psychic Studies Institute (Unity Temple on the Plaza), UMKC's Communiversity, The University of Kansas Medical Center's Interdenominational/Interfaith Alliance, Gardens of Delight, UCOP (Unity Church of Overland Park), Unity Temple on the Plaza (independent event), holistic healing centers, & spiritual bookstores across the country, The Dubuque Community School District Board, etc.

Full-Ride Division I Scholarship Athlete (Volleyball), Summa Cum Laude (3.95/4.0 G.P.A.)(DePaul University)(Chicago, IL)(2000)
Conference USA All-Freshman Team Nominee. DePaul University Athletic Department’s Jean Nordberg Award recipient (DePaul Athletic Banquet), given for excellence in leadership, personal character, and academics. (Senior year Co-)Captain. DePaul University's College of Commerce's Honors Marketing Program(, by selection). Bachelor's of Science in (Honors) Marketing(-IME).

The State of Iowa's Class 3A Player of the Year (Largest Class at the Time)(Volleyball), Salutatorian (3.99/4.0 G.P.A.)(Wahlert High School)(Dubuque, IA)(1996)

+ (Athletic Stripes in Reverse Chronology) Mizuno 1st-Team All-Star Selection
1996 Class 3A State Champions
1st-Team All-State Tournament
1st-Team Elite All-State
Mississippi Valley Conference "Athlete of the Year"
1st-Team All-Mississippi Valley Conference
The Dubuque Telegraph Herald 1st-Team All-Area
Team Co-Captain
Female award recipient of Wahlert High School's prestigious Galen P. Thomas Award, given for excellence in academic awareness, citizenship, reliability, and participation in other activities in and outside of academia (Nomination by coaches).

...and a powerful story of overcoming all obstacles and odds to get there.

Yeah, Buddy--

Yeah, Buddy--
Resurrection Raiders, Representin'.

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Spiritual Warrior Soul: Roman Catholic Warrior Leaders On The Hardwood ROCK IT On The Yoga Hardwood, As Well.

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Asians Aren't Known For Verticals, But This One Was. Likely Sept.-Oct. 1995, Repping Our Top Ten Or In-The-Teens? Standing, Playing Other Nationally Ranked H.S. Teams At Mother McAuley In The Chi.

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On The Plane Again--It's Not Glam, But At Least We Got To Shower. Well, Some Of Us Did.

Chi-Town Chinatown Love: Word Up To All My (Astrological) Horses, Worldwide!

Chi-Town Chinatown Love: Word Up To All My (Astrological) Horses, Worldwide!
A Little Adventure With Some Of My Iowan, Chinese-American Compadres, To See What Was Cracka-Lackin' In One Of My Former Places Of Residence--In My Tried And True "Protest Jeans" By 7 For All Mankind--Thank You, L.A.!, Sat./March 21.15

Post-Photo Shoot, Sat./10.29.11

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New Paradigmatic Enlightenment Services:

This Movement is committed to the spiritual power of individuals who are dedicated to their own spiritual growth and existence while they R here. Therefore, all prices are negotiable for those who desire to become more enlightened, ascended, Christ or Buddha-like, and additional donations are always welcome towards this informally begun non-profit Movement.

If U are sincere and have pure intentions, you will immediately be seen for that. These prices reflect an acknowledgment of the capitalistic society in which we live, believes that the best in class deserve to be paid accurately 4 their gifts, and that, in an ideal society, the enlightened would flow money power, if such a thing even existed. It also believes that $ means nothing to the truly powerful, but creating Utopia, so to speak, according to the rules until they R different, is also the place to be.

I find that my practitioners/students who invest and do the work, individually, with me, especially in conjunction with regular attendance to the asana classes I lead, see tremendous benefit, including pretty immediate "huge" revelations, releases of pent-up emotion, a "synchronistic" or miraculous event, or a job promotion, to name a few.

  • · LEARNING (Ashtanga-based)(Santa Monica) POWER YOGA &/or MEDITATION (with many types of influence—primarily Zen Soto [Buddhist], New Age/Metaphysical, & “the kind yogis do in class”) WITH ME-$85 4 1 Personalized Lesson. U may purchase a pre-paid group of 10 sessions for $800 (8-mo. expiration from date of purchase, intended, ideally, for use within 1.5-2)(Non-refundable, non-transferable, however, unused sessions may be donated to other students in financial need prior to their expiring). No “traveling” fees in this Movement, except over 20 miles.
  • · EMF BALANCING TECHNIQUE (Phases I-IV) and SPIRITUAL ILLUMINATION SESSIONS-Advanced Energywork connected to the Indigo and Crystal Children Phenomenon, also known as the "Martial Art Of The Heart," and Spiritual Teaching & Guidance Sessions-for truth & healing to the center of your being from an “awakened forerunner Indigo/Crystal Child” (That means “Spiritual Luminary with a high level of spiritual acumen & accuracy”). Typical topics that emerge or are brought to the latter are Work, Relationships, Life Purpose, Core or Untapped Gifts, including Spiritual ones, and past hurts that require higher perspective to be unwound into free-flowing energy. $200 per session (Typically, 1 hr.-1 hr. and 15 min.).
  • · SPIRITUAL ILLUMINATION-BUSINESS DEVELOPMENT and IMPROVEMENT FROM WITHIN for sole proprietors to corporations. Cost depends on project & can be adapted to fit your budget. Please inquire.
  • Cash, check, & money orders are acceptable methods of payment. Amy Jin may be reached at EternalLove47@aol.com with inquiries or to schedule.
  • Spiritual Illumination Sessions can be done in person, by phone, and also in writing (electronically or hand-written). Energywork can also be done over the phone.

Titthibhasana - (Firefly Pose)

Titthibhasana - (Firefly Pose)

Honorable Giving: Generous Love Offerings Power This Movement

Honorable Giving: Generous Love Offerings Power This Movement
Feel good about contacting EternalLove47@aol.com to give and receive (M/7.29.2013: Feel good about knowing that this has already begun, more officially than ever before, since my return to Dubuqueland on 12.31.2011. Let's keep it flowing Big on behalf of Source). Needed immediately (Contact Amy Jin [EternalLove47@aol.com] for details):

  • -Donations to back a stand-alone Physical Location/Income for my teaching and this Movement
  • -Increased donations/backing to fund positive Activities, spreading Santa Monica Power Yoga-based teachings and lifestyle, traditional Ashtanga Yoga, traditional meditation, and wisdom teachings from myriad traditions that help to awaken and enlighten a people, regardless of physical location
  • -Others in Mass Media to donate Promotion of the ideals/ideas examined here for the enlightenment and spiritual dimension of those who would benefit from this Movement
  • -A Contemporary, Cutting-Edge Web Designer on donation/trade with the Movement to provide 'Net presence
  • -A Network of Elite Healers to Exchange Holistic Healing/Spiritual/Conventional Medicine/(Holistic) Dentistry Work on Trade, who R committed to excellence in their practice, with teachers and leaders of this Movement, as it develops

Urdhva Prasarita Eka Padasana - (Standing Splits, Y'All!)

Urdhva Prasarita Eka Padasana - (Standing Splits, Y'All!)

2011 Lovers of This Spiritual Movement & Amy Jin's Work: Given Resources, Products, Services

  • Jessica Schifman*, Power Yogini (Overland Park, Kansas)(Kansas City Metro Area): Intuitively and custom-made lifestyle products-Please inquire about intuitively-made Power Yoga Mat Straps. My latest is about the beauty of the ancestors (Native American power!) and the Buddha.
  • Sarah Brent, Amy Jin's Co-Captain from DePaul (Volleyball)(Bella Vista, Arkansas): $ supporting the Movement!
  • Lauren Naylor & Focal Point Salon (Phoenix/Scottsdale, AZ): Haircut & rockin' purple hair color *TRADE*-turned-Love Offering to Love Yoga: The Movement. A beautiful team effort on Mayo Blvd. to rep Beauty on this list (www.focalpointsalon.com).
  • B.J. & the Metro Motorsports/RideNow Powersports Peoria team* (Peoria, Arizona)(Phoenix Metro Area): YAMAHA Zuma 125 TLC & industry friendship. And they still have my hot chocolate! Become less of a burden on this planet by supporting the rockin' hype color, fun, sensitivity, creativity, style, & opportunity for self-mastery, better operation of all motor vehicles, & personal expressiveness through Motorsports wherever U R (http://youtu.be/lWCK-pq3qDQ)!
  • KEY: $=$1-500, $$=$501-1000, $$$=$1001-10,000, $$$$=Over $10,000

2012 Powering-The-Yoga Supa Humans/Collective Efforts!

  • Jessica Schifman*, Power Yogini (Overland Park, Kansas)(Kansas City Metro Area): An Amy Jin-encouraged Power Yoga mat strap line, finally developed! I was rockin' one on mine while teaching in Kansas City before any yoga brand came out with similar concepts. "Gold" has been donated to Love Yoga: The Movement (www.lillybit.com).
  • Dr.Joseph A. Magno***, Author, retired Associate Professor of Philosophy at Loras College, and healing practitioner (Dubuque, Iowa): $ for the journey/to support me/the Movement!
  • Sarah-Mom and Sam-Dad Schmelzer**, former Dubuque Internal Medicine Business Office Woman & Golden-Day John Deere Dubuque Works Laborer, respectively (Dubuque, Iowa): $ to raise the current official vehicle of the Movement, my YAMAHA Zuma 125, from the dead and get it back on the road for the first time in Iowa!
  • Northeast Iowa Community College, one of the top ten community colleges in the nation (by the Aspen Institute)!(Peosta, Iowa): Provost approval and leadership (who R Power Yogi/nis!) hoorah!s to post Love Yoga: The Movement flyers and class times at both the Peosta campus and the Dubuque Center locations. U can't get more enlightened than that! Amy Jin & Love Yoga: The Movement, both, support the development of enlightened human beings, a more conscious, intelligent society, and delighting in the enchantment of learning thru whatever excellent means necessary!
  • Brett Albarado***, fellow Light bringer, a former colleague at the horrifying Unity School of Christianity at Unity Village, MO (Red Wing, Minnesota): $ given in the truest spirit of tithing to this Movement.
  • Please note: All Love Offerers are listed with their permission. All who support The Movement R encouraged to receive due recognition and karma for their actions thru this section. Please be aware that there are also those listed who since have been terminated, in regard to their relationship to myself and/or Love Yoga: The Movement but, by my choice, will continue to be listed until I determine to axe all mention of them. As always, may all beings receive their due and righteous karma. As a Catholic schoolgirl, I learned it was once said, "Whatsoever U do to the least of my people, that U do unto me." It wasn't mentioned what would happen when U hurt or harm one of the most significant souls, or on that same token, help them, because it hopefully requires no explanation:
  • *Hmm-mm.
  • **On spiritual/psychic probation by Source. And by Source, not humans, because spiritual invasion or psychic stalking by other humans is not only creepy as crap but against Spiritual Law. Don't break any laws. Simply arm yourself with the truth, and do not stray from it.
  • ***Energy no longer allowed to affiliate with Love Yoga: The Movement. Period. Until further notice. S/6.7.2014: And until Wrong is made Right, where possible. I would, if I were you, but I am not. The question is, "Will U?"

The 2013 Honorable Love Offerers of Love Yoga: The Movement

  • Wal-Mart-Dubuque, my hometown's location of the American retail giant (Dubuque, Iowa): A gift certificate ($) to provide all-natural/organic food for the upcoming Ashtanga/Power Yoga Film Pow-Wow & to Love Yoga: The Movement, in general! Thanks to Jennifer, Cash Manager, for taking the time to hear my vision, the resistance to help by other Food & Grocery people in town, & taking about 3 seconds to respond enthusiastically that "Yes!" they'd help and "Thanks for all you're doing!" in a society where genuine gratitude is a rarity. Now, that's Power Yoga leadership. Way to step up to the mic, Wal-Mart!
  • Brett Albarado***, fellow Light bringer (Seer, Channel, Reader...), former colleague at the "The-Indigo-Children-Will-Need-2-Get-Their-Own-Movement!" Unity School of Christianity at Unity Village, MO, multi-purpose Maintenance Mechanic, vehicular healer, & an all-around amazing incarnate Angel (Red Wing, Minnesota): $$$ donated to Amy Jin, Love Yoga: The Movement, & the spread of wise, conscious, intelligent creation of the world's future, from ground up, as a celebration of the existence of universal love that transcends belief.
  • Monks Kaffee Pub* (Dubuque, Iowa): An original, A&E & consciousness-supporting concept on Bluff Love Offering the space and media equipment for our Love Yoga: The Movement May 26th Ashtanga/Santa Monica Power Yoga Film Pow-Wow & Satsang, giving everyone another home off our yoga mats!
  • Bill Finn, President of Scorpio Productions & one of the first "regular" Power Yoga practitioners in this area! (Dubuque, IA): For being the bridge that led to the connection for the event with Trish Feldman, Monks Kaffee Pub's awesome Co-Owner, who relayed, "They're TOTALLY excited to host it!" Music & chai officially makes the world go 'round.
  • David C. Moeller*, Lead Tech Coach for the Dubuque Community School District & dedicated, front-row practitioner in practice! (Dubuque, IA): $ given with gratitude, in class & with class, to Amy Jin & Love Yoga: The Movement for the spread of Is-ness on the planet.
  • Anonymous (4 now)!***, Food leader of the new paradigms represented by Love Yoga: The Movement (Dubuqueland, IA): $ generously given in faith to The Movement, exemplifying keeping one's word, leadership by example, the power of right alliance, & working positive karma in integrity. Cheers to alliances kept solid thru enlightenment & real effort on both sides. "Clean food" is also about chi. Think "U R what U eat."

The 2014 Love Offerers' Wall Of Celebration & Is-ness--

  • Brett Albarado***, Maintenance Mechanic, Aspiring Power Yogi!, & embodiment of Faith in the Truth (Red Wing, Minnesota): $ above & beyond the Suggested Love Offering for individualized work, as a way of giving & expressing love naturally & perfectly, & funding to help establish the 1st Tapas Workshop in this area as fact!
  • Frank Bonacci, one of a cast of all high-caliber professors chosen, but Amy Jin's 1st! English prof, at DePaul University, now a Grant-Writer, a certified teacher of Kundalini Yoga, as taught by Yogi Bhajan, AND a steadfast practitioner of Love Yoga: The Movement's Work! (Schiller Park/Chicago, IL): $ in Scholarship & Love Offering toward the "LOVE YOGA: THE MOVEMENT’S VISION: On Life & Flow—The Tapas Of A Modern Day Yog/ini" Workshop & the continuation of brilliance all over the world, moving on inspiration, producing results, as dedication always does.
  • Wal-Mart-Dubuque (Dubuque, Iowa): Sadly, Jennifer's gone, but Wal-Mart has stepped up again this year to provide a little charitable $ love after our "On Life & Flow" Workshop, thanks to Karen K. & the Accounting crew! Eventually, I'd like all area businesses, big & small, on board with eco-friendly, happy, healthy reality-creation. Our Tapas couldn't be more needed or relevant today. A bow of gratitude to one of the only places whose prices I still trust on organic, all-natural, vegetarian sustenance.
  • The beautiful Dubuque Arboretum (Dubuque, Iowa): This venue, under the leadership of Sandi Helgerson, Executive Director, has offered a "supporting landlord" place (more like support that's otherworldly) to put Ashtanga-based, Santa Monica Power Yoga classes back on the map in Dubuqueland/the Midwest! after many months without a physical location to call "home." The magic, peace, and perfect partnering of this space--a strong presence & opportunity to experience natural beauty in the city for 33 years on volunteers alone--with the destiny of this Movement has infinite potential in both synergy and spark for both individuals and our nation.

2015 People Who "Get It"--Love Offerers Who Keep The Lights On!

  • Frank Bonacci, one of all high-caliber professors chosen, but Amy Jin's first English prof, at DePaul University, now an independent Grant Writer & seminar provider, with experience in grant-writing in Mental Health, a certified teacher of Kundalini Yoga, as taught by Yogi Bhajan, & a steadfast practitioner of Love Yoga: The Movement & enlightenment on the planet (Schiller Park/Chicago, IL): $ funding safe spiritual refuge in 2015, in clearly hostile territory.
  • ...and many others who have stepped forward and have yet to claim recognition, representing Kansas City, Phoenix/Scottsdale, Dubuqueland, IA, & all the places you've gone to school, lived, worked, & called home before...You prove that there are everyday heroics--of all Races, nationalities, religious backgrounds, occupations, economic statuses, educational levels, etc.--being performed every day by "everyday citizens" that effectively battle that which hurts, harms, and takes innocent & important lives, with the kind of love we are all meant to give and receive. You are heart-blooming awesome and are literally changing my 2015 and the course of my life through the love you show, in the absence of all of those who were supposed to be there but turned to shadow, instead.

2016 Love Yoga: The Movement Backers Of The Year:

  • Frank Bonacci, one of all high-caliber professors chosen, & Amy Jin's first English prof at DePaul University in Chi-town, Grant seminar Trainer, certified Kundalini Yoga Teacher, in the lineage of Yogi Bhajan, & powerful practitioner of Love Yoga: The Movement's ideals & enlightenment on the planet (Schiller Park/Chicago, IL): $ & complete moral support, creating the gift of safe, spiritual sanctuary, again, which is becoming harder & harder to find. All the more reason to stand tall and staunchly in conviction that bases itself in the Truth. The existence of F.Bonacci should make all Italian(-American)s and Brazilian(-American)s proud of their peops.
  • ...as well as others in this (final) time of protected class refuge and bigger Decision. There are no words for trust met with solidity. My only demand is that it stop being the exception to the rule.

2017 Love Offerers To Love Yoga: The Movement!:

  • Anonymous, L.A. native and positive connect of Amy Jin's and to Civil Rights leadership in the U.S. of A. (Kansas City, MO): "$100 in honor of Amy Jin Schmelzer to the Kenya Service Trip at Clarke College, Dubuque." $

Urdhva Dhanurasana - (Backbend)

Urdhva Dhanurasana - (Backbend)

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I Love The "WSJ," & This Is The Definition Of Hot: https://www.wsj.com/articles/seoul-presses-u-s-to-hand-over-wartime-command-of-south-korean-military-1509047186

From Said Exile: Year #X

From Said Exile: Year #X
"Jesus said unto them, A prophet is not without honour, but in his own country, and among his own kin, and in his own house." -Mark 6:4, The King James Version. Word To Ya Mutha. Monday, January 15th, The Year 2018

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Wednesday, September 26, 2018

Drishti Of The Day Archived Today:

"Chicago minority youth, put down your phones, put down your guns, and stand up against racism and protected class violations wherever you are--in your homes, in your schools, your neighborhoods, and the city, at large. If you die fighting for anything, give your lives for that. Use your being, your words, and your actions to annihilate the Oppressor wherever you find him or her, through public awareness, policy, and Law. Make known those who harm you therein, and do not stop until the world hears you, making Justice our final Banner. Your people have endured to help right the soul wrongs of the past, paving the way for many peoples who detest the pain that has been inflicted on your purity, perfection, and sovereignty." -Amy Jin

Monday, August 13, 2018

Drishti Of The Day Archived Today:

"What's incomprehensible, at this point, is people flocking to their nearest town square or to the actual border to condemn, literally, illegal activity by others, called trying to break into the country, period, outside of the protocols in place to ensure Order, as all Law exists to do, yet they'll literally turn and walk away when their neighbor or cubicle neighbor or BFF gets laid out by classic, blatant discrimination. It's called 'loquISIMO.' So stay at home, dig your heels in, and throw up a sign or wear that t-shirt for your sister's husband or co-worker's in-law or coolest person ever you just met in town who just got passed up for that job AGAIN or got passed over for the home loan or didn't get the interview due to Race or Religion or Age or Gender or too much education or just too hot for this job and do what 'Americans' used to do, which is toughen the ish up and SUCK IT UP, likely apologize, and to yourself, and SELF-CORRECT when it makes you self-reflect, and you admit you don't even do the most basic things any even 'average' person would do with a glaring ethical dilemma in front of them. Most citizens here have proven too low to allow the cream to rise to the top unless, of course, it's them--even if they're not the cream. Even more head-shaking is that everyone runs to the border and acts like this nation isn't the absolutely top leader and consumer of only one thing for sure--the conscious, willful purchase of illicit drugs, whose ringleaders we keep trying to shelter from punishment and whose abusers we treat like victims, like animals who have no free will, as if each and every one of them isn't selfishly entwining this entire society in violence, hell, and repulsiveness that knows no limit. Where are the reality checks about THAT, as well as the limits of the current cultural milieu here never shifting enough to let other things lead that could clearly do better? Instead of 'Just Say No,' it's become 'Let The Lesser Have Their Fill And Create Lesser Law.' Condoning the bad kids, instead of declaring war on them and their absolutely conscious choices, has become the way of the spiritually void who far outnumber the enlightened. Those foul decision-makers kill off the Talented, Pure, and Gifted kids to lower the bar because it isn't as hard to reach. The thickness of the bell curve that shrugs life off instead of standing in the fire has become just another overdose because, as usual, no one cares to represent anything higher--and they've already seen what happens to the people who do. And the perfect immigration process never gets written into Law because, bottom line, it's Walt Disney World after Walt dies, and apparently the Vision for Utopia died with the Founding Fathers. And the Medical community continues to desperately seek to remain relevant, as things like true Yoga expose them as such, selling their souls to isolation via high-in-the-sky paychecks with corrupt prescriptions written and targeting the DEA, then calling the results a new 'disease' just so they can be the ones to profit off of 'healing' it. Really? Do they ever? Such an attachment to life and keeping it going, however invasively, seems to cover up an equally intense fear of dying, the heat of that intensity seeming to reveal a life lived not of valor or noble or saint-like choice and contribution but of dirty deeds done really expensively. To whom it may apply, as always. Reality check #2: Geronimo and the Apache are still acknowledged by the United States government as the only Force of God, by Him or by Man, that has ever effectively, and totally, kept the southern border clean and clear of foreign, illegal invasion. Fact...What happened to those guys, anyway?" -Amy Jin

Friday, August 3, 2018

This Is "America:" Pete's Thai Kitchen & Hirschbach Motor Lines, Dubuque, Iowa

      My official statement to my U.S. adoption agency has now joined the voices of the "mass exodus" of Adoptees who have used their lives and voices to bring adoptions to the U.S. and out of Seoul to a "trickle," due to the violence, abuse, exploitation, and gross neglect we face while our home nation, and families, are deceived, promised otherwise.
      This reads bottom up, as always. If you want to read it backwards, that's on you:

-----Original Message-----
From: Amy Jin
To: *A Lot Of Peops*
Sent: Mon, Jun 25, 2018 9:36 pm
Subject: Sorry--Here's The Missing Link!!! Re: 1 More Thing On That--Re: ***The Continued "How Low Can You Go" Of American, Capitalistic "Business:" Cutting Ties With Pete's Thai Kitchen. From Amy Jin Schmelzer And Love Yoga: The Movement, F/6.22.2018***

https://www.aol.com/article/news/2018/06/25/asian-american-gop-official-says-party-members-have-called-her-chnk/23467697/

-----Original Message-----
From: Amy Jin
To: *Those Peops*
Sent: Mon, Jun 25, 2018 9:24 pm
Subject: 1 More Thing On That--Re: ***The Continued "How Low Can You Go" Of American, Capitalistic "Business:" Cutting Ties With Pete's Thai Kitchen. From Amy Jin Schmelzer And Love Yoga: The Movement, F/6.22.2018***

      If I had children, they would be reporting to me about how they're effectively making the world a cleaner place by FIGHTING BACK, as strong, proud Korean/-Americans, with the mind their mama gave 'em--or they'd be disowned.
      To be clear, the definition of a "ch*nk," and a completely inappropriate response by any Asian/-American present, for any amount of time, in the face of any kind of -ism relating to their people or their ancestry, is to literally "be nice" and do nothing if they're not genuinely transcended above it. What that is is allowing me, or children in schools, or Asian-American talent in Corporate, Government, Entertainment, or any other industry, to be attacked for no reason other than protected class. From a collective standpoint, this is a no-go, as an effective strategy.
      It is worth noting that both TAIKO Japanese Steakhouse & Sushi Bar, & Ichiban, disclosed to me that they had large rocks thrown through their windows--multiple times--Ichiban before they even opened, if I'm recalling accurately, and there was no question that it was racially motivated--with Indonesian, Malaysian, Taiwanese, Chinese, & Korean Adoptee employees around to look upon it since no one was Japanese in the building--with "White," some with Native American ancestry, Staff also privy at the former.
      On a positive note, I watched a Documentary by a Muslim female on Netflix on Saturday night about modern-day White Supremacists/Nationalists, including those mentioned in past E-Updates, and at least they all seem far nicer and willing to Heal than the ones I was privy to in research in Academia and subsequent Civil Rights involvement.

Wishing You Some "Summer Madness" (Kool & The Gang), Playing In My World,
Amy Jin

Sent From The Tablet 🌽💌

-----Original Message-----
From: Amy Jin
To: *A S**t Ton Of Peops, Relatively Speaking*
Sent: Fri, Jun 22, 2018 9:32 pm
Subject: ***The Continued "How Low Can You Go" Of American, Capitalistic "Business:" Cutting Ties With Pete's Thai Kitchen. From Amy Jin Schmelzer And Love Yoga: The Movement, F/6.22.2018***

*My Stare-Down Self-Taken Picture In My Black John Deere Hat*

      Around the time the last without-a-doubt debacle in income-earning in this country occurred, Darryck Dean (See my LinkedIn profile and website below) was still contacting me, outside of orders, with the still-unknown meaning of the send of the track, "Redbone," which we both heard for the 1st time, during a DOJ/Darryck Dean "recruiting" trip to Kansas City at this time last year, when it became clear that a life of standing up for Black people, and all people treated inequitably, was actually being answered, in a context of what was becoming years, at that point, with so-called "leaders" in the African-American community in the Dubuqueland area making a concerted effort to join the White racists and religious bigots in this area in wiping me off the map, likely permanently...It looks like they were that desperate for something to "unify" about since, the real way, it seems, I alone have the answer for...BUT they tried!
      Interestingly, following my recent News send on Harvard University and the lawsuit(s) against them, I have yet another situation to relay since I've seen a number of you at this location already, and the words of another timely Childish Gambino song come to mind, "THIS IS AMERICA..."
      Please note that, as far as I know, my Civil Rights are still unprotected by The City of Dubuque, per Crenna Brumwell (You can find details by responding to this E-Update by e-mail or going to my worldwide web website in the Signature below, or refer to previous E-Updates, where applicable), in which case, for lack of other options, thus far, I'm allowing Karma to take its course. Bottom line is, if she's right, I will be exposed as a liar and fraud, where my Purpose is concerned. And if I'm right, everything the death and destruction, in my life, that decision has touched, will not only continue to boomerang back, but the power of its full exertion will belong to me and, therefore, belong to Just ends, as determined by God, with my full support.
      Again, and again, Civil Rights violations are crimes. The White majority has been attempting to do a hostile takeover of Asian Spirituality in this country, excluding us from settings that facilitate our intellectual and comprehensive growth, and, now, similarly taking over our places of culture and ethnicity, like thieves in the temple and Animal Farm. Request the previous E-Update on the Asian Exclusion Act and "G.I. Jews" on IPTV, if you wish for more on that.
      If you are part of the Asian-American community, or the larger, international Asian family, regardless of national lines or animosities, you have the choice to defend, in whatever way is yours to do, our shared, ancient, sacred heritage and our RIGHT to be here, in The United States, contributing, fully protected from what has become rampant, condoned, and complete ostracization and destruction of our lives, most often for being superior in far more ways than not.
      Adoptees have been fighting for recognition and correction in our send-off in Seoul since I graduated from DPU in 2000.
      If you are Asian, what do you do to represent all of us in your individuation, and to attempt to bring us together, for all of our sakes?
      You can be part of the stereotype that is insidiously fed to us and harm all that lives by selling your soul to the lost demons of this nation, or you can rise up and establish what we know to be true, lasting, and powerfully good, via the wisdom of the ancestors in all of our DNA.

From www.WhatItIsPowerYoga.blogspot.com:

*The Rev.Dr.M.L.K., Jr. Image From The Website*
Image Courtesy Of AOL Image Bank

*Image of Malcolm X From The Website*
STAND UP, ASIAN-AMERICA.-Amy Jin/Image Sourced From www.MalcolmX.com

      If you are part of the White majority, you must decide, as I have so clearly stated before, whether you will fight for Justice and Freedom for the entire human race, or not. If you stand for nothing, you will fall for anything, as the old adage goes. And Soul Weakness is prey to everything under the sun.
      I am conclusively stating today that after many years representing all-encompassing Spirituality that leaves no Path behind, and watching the world crumble to lack, every kind of weakness, immorality, a lack of pride, discipline, self-mastery, personal evolution, and doing the right thing when it matters most, including the takeover and subsequent bastardization of American Yoga--all these things most notably within the "Business" world of my original grooming, which, at this point, clearly no one is schooled in who's actually in it, and clear, structured environments based on merit and "best" has been replaced by people's drinking or drug connections and/or who they're connected to, sexual-history or baby mama-wise, the enlightened lose hours and jobs because they have no illegitimate children or addictions to feed, including for material possessions, like everyone else, so are punished, rather than held up and rewarded, people who are clean are seen as having something wrong with them because personal hygiene and the Health Dept. have gone out the window, and the endangered species who still have the dying "Iowa work ethic" and can actually put their cell phone away to use it, are told, then, to do everyone's work, while everyone else looks on, but then looked at with disdain for making everyone self-reflect and not like what they find...that there is no reason to go down to the border for a nation of people who still watch their friends and neighbors, their own family members, in some cases, taken out by racism, bigotry, religious intolerance...a fundamental breach of contract...and that there is no reason to hope for equal treatment for the LGBTQ community when the color of someone's skin is still a reason for such ill treatment at work that literally every single colored person ends up illegally terminated or treated with the goal that they quit, like suicide, doing the majority cohort (controlling the money and power) and their sometimes-minority cronies "the favor."
      The generation that fought against the Vietnam War, fought for Diversity and Civil Rights, but also showed us the dark side of sex, drugs, and Rock N' Roll, as their legacy, apparently wants, out of all of those things, not to end the fruitless, and asenine, practice of war, as veterans off themselves like popcorn popping, nor to ensure that Civil Rights are almost totally solidified with the clear Law Enforcement that they deserve, before they outta here, but on watching as drugs, and their potentially spread legalization does (purposeful?) population control on the weakest of weak, to improve the gene pool of a vastly unconscious, mixed-into-oblivion populous with no power of bloodline, no legacy, no pride, literally no nobility, no racial or ethnic understanding, much less appreciation, and, I hesitate to say, no Soul, except where certain individuals have been spared, as an act of God or the rare who actually consciously breed.
      How can you share anything when you "know nothing," including about where you're originally from? Do you care about the nation of your original peoples? When Bankruptcy or natural disaster or atrocities find them, do you feel pain in your psyche as you're walking down the street, or have you so disconnected from your own truth that you are owned by no one and, also, seems like, CARE for no one, either?
      What do you teach when you avoid relating to just about everything because you "don't know" about just about everything, including yourself?--!
      What do you think the impact is/will be on Education in this country? On the products of every school in this country?
      Do you think that children who know, without hesitation, who they are, and are sure that where they come from is essentially, and provably "Good," constantly say, oftentimes in psychological turmoil, "I don't know" and think to blow up a school or shoot other kids?!
      My message in participating in the School District this year, as opposed to "teaching the masses," as has been the usual, is, and was, all things are connected, as Chief Seattle reminded us...and we are grooming either all the people named and called on the rug on my website, and in the various forms of my Teaching, or we are creating the Game Changers who will lead the way truly because they are the select who actually see it.
      This Sight is not the creative power vested in all people.
      It is a Gift that requires no ego effort to access and is given to those that Fate has created for that Purpose.
      This is employer #10,000 of sad, American-Wall-Of-Shame repute that still wanted to talk to me "about it," but like the last several employers of the exact same ilk, I'd need to send an invoice because you're not getting free consulting from me, too, after doing what you've just done.
      (Read from bottom up--A few simply typos have been corrected therein):

(Note: Hirschbach's final statement, even though I think Amanda was open to my continuing to tell her how things SHOULD be handled, but it's a waste of breath--is that she cannot even apologize, nor speak to a possible end to being power tripped on for showing talent and having other employees come to you with questions or needing guidance, as an example, when you have no agenda or care about if they do, but are willing to help, because, "they have full faith in Lindsey." I said, "Even when she show up late, as in late enough to literally wonder if she's OK? How does a Manager even reprimand the bevy of people who are going delinquent on their shifts or showing up whenever they want, if people on Staff are literally asking if she considers it a job or not??" No real response in the place this world's become, from a Millenial, likely schooled in the area, "We have full faith in Lindsey." "What about when she never shows up at all, leaving some of us with background to have to literally scrap and run the place, without authority or compensation?" "We have full faith in Lindsey." "You are giving no provable results showing that you're addressing the workplace harrassment and bullying I'm citing, after everything I told all rounds of interviews, and after Brad seemed to want to believe I was making up how the world was, outside your doors--and now he understands why I told him he was naive, as I was, when he asked. In these times, that type of demeaning abuse in verbal, mental, emotional, or physical is o-kay you, is literally what you're saying." "I'm not saying it is, but I'm not required to speak to you, in any way, about what we are or aren't doing there." "I feel I'm owed an apology." Pause. I say, "You realize that what you're saying is literally insane. By any Business School standard, you're violating a number of laws (Note: including the same interstate alcohol purchase as their "Consultant") and standard Business policies by handling my reports, which could be seen as a Consultant's Actionable Items List--I know I work on them every time I'm there--with not only refusal to take accountability but asking the person who's been victimized by workplace violence and inequity, like all the others, to abandon their job because you won't bring your place up to code and law. This has been the same nightmare I vowed to myself I would never get into again."
      I could tell she wanted to continue the conversation after her meeting she had to go to, but I think she could tell the feeling wasn't mutual.
      Like Kohl's Department Stores, Inc., and all the places in Kansas City, right before I came back this stint, HR in 2018 is about using protected class violation to "protect your own" and punishing those who aren't, even if those places literally end up non-existent soon after.
      If you want to focus on revitalization of the North End, focus on the beauty of the Bee Branch because there's no hope in what I've just experienced with this restaurant. American Nightmare.)

Amy Jin eternallove47@aol.com

To:

      LOCO. !!!

-----Original Message-----
From: Amanda M. Mulholland
To: Amy Jin ; lindseywallace920
Cc: cowboy007
Sent: Fri, Jun 22, 2018 01:05 PM
Subject: RE: Next Week's Availability

Amy Jin,

Please call my desk directly. 402-404-2206

Thank you!

Amanda Mulholland, PHR
Human Resources Manager
2460 Kerper Blvd, Dubuque, IA 52001
Office: (402) 404 – 2206
amanda.mulholland@hirschbach.com

Hirschbach-Logo

From: Amy Jin [mailto:eternallove47@aol.com]
Sent: Friday, June 22, 2018 13:05
To: Amanda M. Mulholland ;lindseywallace920@yahoo.com
Cc: cowboy007@live.com; Brad Pinchuk
Subject: Re: Next Week's Availability

      I wasn't resigning, and the number's 563.556.3524!

AJS!

Sent From The Tablet 🌽💌

-----Original Message-----
From: Amanda M. Mulholland
To: Amy Jin ; lindseywallace920
Cc: cowboy007 ; Brad Pinchuk
Sent: Fri, Jun 22, 2018 12:45 PM
Subject: RE: Next Week's Availability

Hi Amy!

I left you a voicemail at the number you had listed but I wasn’t able to reach you.

I appreciate the feedback on Pete’s and for your time spent there. For coverage purposes in the restaurant, we will accept your resignation effective immediately and do not need you to report to your scheduled shift tonight. We will, however, pay you for your scheduled shift today.

Thank you!

Amanda Mulholland, PHR
Human Resources Manager
2460 Kerper Blvd, Dubuque, IA 52001
Office: (402) 404 – 2206
amanda.mulholland@hirschbach.com

Hirschbach-Logo

From: Amy Jin [mailto:eternallove47@aol.com]
Sent: Friday, June 22, 2018 07:53
To: lindseywallace920@yahoo.com
Cc: Amanda M. Mulholland ; cowboy007@live.com; Brad Pinchuk
Subject: Next Week's Availability

(Note: Showed I was above more juvenile mind games--I go to source first, where appropriate. In addition, this was normal communication that normally would've been had with Lindsey at the restaurant--but I still had no schedule for next week, there was a possibility it wasn't even made yet, and Lindsey had not shown up [again] last night--at all. Things went much more smoothly without her there, as they did at a Lunch when she failed to show)

      My counsel, both internally and externally, says that after how my initial offer was handled, a clear exit would've been called for, and that's a euphemism, by other people's takes.
      Amongst the highlights of last night, my section had 8, Afton's had 28. In the absence of any sort of Manager, again, it seems we've been working together, as "Servers" to do that, and my lines, now, on that are clear. I had a nice group of older women who were well traveled in Asia this week, unsolicited, tell me I was a great Server but far too educated and "using my time better elsewhere" to be serving in "this place."
      I notice I am the only Asian in the Front of The House and that I am routinely talked down to, and that the $5 base wage by a questionable Consultant dropped to $4.50, after employment, then again to $4.35, in spite of inquiries for clarification.
      No one communicates things such as drastic changes to the dress code so that it looks as disparate as it feels, operationally.
      I believe it is best, and I will finally take that counsel, to use next week to finally work on my Resume and continue my search for very well-fitting, commensurate work.
      My Specialist in Iowa City this week solicited my attention to P.A. School.
      I will see the restaurant tonite!

Amy Jin Schmelzer

Sent From The Tablet 🌽💌

-----Original Message-----
From: Brad Pinchuk
To: Amy Jin
Cc: Amanda M. Mulholland ; lindseywallace920 ; cowboy007
Sent: Sat, Jun 16, 2018 12:34 PM
Subject: RE: [POSSIBLE SPAM] The Restaurant
(Note: In retaliation, and unprofessionally, if he's really a CEO?, he copies Lindsay--If it's really an "e," so be it--Like everything else, no one seems to know)

Amy:

I’m not actively involved in the operation of the restaurant. (Note: O-kay, so who is?) Please work with your supervisor, Lindsey Wallace, on any questions or concerns (Note: Just shaking my head). Amanda will provide HR support to Lindsey and her supervisor, Pete, as needed.

We’re aware of the heat issues in the kitchen and actively working on a solution. We treat all of our employees with respect and will insure that they are in a safe environment (Wrong. As a very poignant example, they only got a restraining order on another management candidate, who actually had a lot of true things to say about this restaurant, from the text stream I was shown, after I handled that situation, literally, after interfacing with him directly on my 1st day of work--!).

Respectively,

Brad

-----Original Message-----
From: Amy Jin
To: Brad.Pinchuk
Cc: Sara.Henze ; Amanda.Mulholland
Sent: Sat, Jun 16, 2018 8:27 am
Subject: Re: The Restaurant

"with blood"

Sorry about the other typos, but I'm penning this on the go.

I also shared with Staff and Lindsay yesterday that sections should be equal, unless crafted specifically otherwise. I love the section that I was in, however, from Th. to Fri. it was cut to 8, instead of 10, while sections on the pther side had 22 as a head count.

AJS

Sent From The Tablet 🌽💌

-----Original Message-----
From: Amy Jin
To: Brad.Pinchuk
Cc: Sara.Henze ; Amanda.Mulholland
Sent: Sat, Jun 16, 2018 08:20 AM
Subject: The Restaurant

Hi, guys,

I am still in the system as "Schmetzer." Can you please change that to "Amy Jin Schmelzer?"

Brad, what I told Jillayne continues here, too, (Note: Lindsay attempting to talk down at me and make me look bad at work, though it's not working) though people seem quick to correct themselves, when confronted. Apparently Lindsay was telling everyone I was delinquent in showing up yesterday morning when the way she said "good-bye" to me Thurs night was modifying my schedule by taking me out of Fri. A, at my tequest, with no problem. When asked why she did that, she muttered "I don't know..." and walked away backwards.

Afton is also trying to be Mgmt., pre-Title? She acquiesced when I asked her about that later, when she came in for Dinner and tried playing disciplinarian about my Lunch shift that dodn't exist. When I told her what really happened, she said, "Oh. I don't know, then..."

Customarily, Server's Assistants, or Bussers, make a very small fraction of one's total sales, and not any, in some settings, especially when they've stopped helping you because they notice the "Manager" has, also, for instance, doing her self-stated job at the Bar, and it's generally noted how fast you are tocare for your own section.

This is perhaps worse than the Alice In Wonderland stuff I noted in rounds of interviews with your company.

Thiltgen said Setving wage was $5/H, as a selling point. Lindsay was telling all of us, in spite of my reporting otherwise, it would only be $4.50.

I think, had I not made it a priority, the Restaurant would've been operated withoutblood all over it last night (Note: The restaurant, while keeping the Kitchen open at 110+ degrees, with broken ventilation, became the site of the recent hit and run on the North end).

Yesterday, today, we are in active heat advisory, with cooling centers around town. In the event of Ventilation breakdown, you may want to check to see if any Health Code/OSHA policies exist about the heat in the Kitchen...Certainly I would say that seems inoperable, from an immediate assessment standpoint.

I also had a customer make a blatantly racist comment to me in front of many people, in 2 days there, as this type of bigotry seems not reserved for the area outside building walls. We might take a look at protocol on that, rather than have me handle it on the spot, as usual. For this to happen in an Asian restaurant so early is not a good sign. (Note: There were a number of no-no things going on, racially, specifically, on a regular basis there. One of you said, "That's more than a microaggression," when I called it that, just calling the the real thing. I'm willing to call real things microaggressions sometimes now because that's how regularly I'm having to deal with this again)
...
-----Original Message-----
From: Amy Jin
To: lindseywallace920 ; Brad.Pinchuk
Cc: Sara.Henze ; Lindseywallace920 ; Amanda.Mulholland
Sent: Mon, Jun 4, 2018 6:57 pm
Subject: Re: [POSSIBLE SPAM] Scheduling The Sit-Down--

      Great, Ms.Wallace! You seem very nice. I'll see you then!

The Jinster.

-----Original Message-----
From: lindsey wallace
To: lindseywallace920 ; Brad.Pinchuk ; Amy Jin
Cc: Sara.Henze ; Lindseywallace920 ; Amanda.Mulholland
Sent: Mon, Jun 4, 2018 6:53 pm
Subject: Re: [POSSIBLE SPAM] Scheduling The Sit-Down--

I will be in at 3:15. See you Wednesday!

Thank you,
Lindsey Wallace
(563)213-9906
--------------------------------------------
On Mon, 6/4/18, Amy Jin wrote:

Subject: Re: [POSSIBLE SPAM] Scheduling The Sit-Down--
To: lindseywallace920@yahoo.com, Brad.Pinchuk@hirschbach.com
Cc: Sara.Henze@hirschbach.com, Lindseywallace920@yahoo.com, Amanda.Mulholland@hirschbach.com
Date: Monday, June 4, 2018, 4:53 PM

(Note: How in the world are they wanting to start me without my I.D.s or any HR paperwork...and also cannot seem to keep my phone number written down...or use my correct name?)

Good Afternoon!
      I'm a bit disappointed I was the only one who followed up on Action Items from my last meeting there, but yes, if I'm on the books, you're going to need my Driver's License and Passport. Are you available at 3:15P? We can discuss where things are at, on my end, then.
      I go by "Amy Jin" as my First. My Middle, which is the 2nd part, is Korean.

TY!

Sent From The Tablet 🌽💌

-----Original Message-----
From: lindsey wallace
To: Amy Jin ; Brad Pinchuk
Cc: Sara C. Henze ; Lindseywallace920 ; Amanda M. Mulholland
Sent: Mon, Jun 4, 2018 01:23 PM
Subject: RE: [POSSIBLE SPAM] Scheduling The Sit-Down--

Hello Amy,

The hourly wage for any orientation thru the restaurant will be minimum wage, $7.25 an hour. If you’d be interesting in picking up some serving or hosting hours this summer we would love to have you. They are flexible depending on what you are looking for. If you’d like to come in on Wednesday around 1 pm we can discuss hours and scheduling. Also, Amanda from HR will be there to go over the paperwork side of things.

Thank you!
Lindsey Wallace
(563)213-9906
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On Mon, 6/4/18, Brad Pinchuk wrote:

Subject: RE: [POSSIBLE SPAM] Scheduling The Sit-Down--
To: "Amy Jin"
Cc: "Sara C. Henze" , "Lindseywallace920@yahoo.com" , "Amanda M. Mulholland"
Date: Monday, June 4, 2018, 11:59 AM

(Note: W.T.H.)

Amy:

Lindsey Wallace, cc’d, is going to manage the front of the house for Pete’s Thai Kitchen. She will follow-up with on the next steps.

Thanks

Brad

From: Amy Jin
Sent: Monday, June 4, 2018 11:54 AM
To: Brad Pinchuk
Cc: Sara C. Henze
Subject: Re: [POSSIBLE SPAM] Scheduling The Sit-Down--

(Note: I had to send this because Mr.Pinchuk said that he would send me the Wunderlich (Spell check), which I found an odd way of selecting people starting, minimally, at $45K, at Hirschbach, but whatever--I'm not afraid to be vetted, whatsoever--but never did, and he had already confirmed that the weird psychic feeling I was getting that he actually was expecting me to come down and start running the Front of House Management role they'd advertised, that I'd applied for, that they subsequently told me they didn't have the money for...but were wanting me to do without a Title, or pay???, was actually true. And because I didn't, and possibly because I exposed I was spiritually aware of that mind game?, a Hirschbach employee's daughter, who was quitting at Brazen, who was the new girlfriend of my divorced? ex-co-worker from the downfallen TAIKO Japanese Steakhouse & Sushi Bar, where I also managed without pay and stayed employed continuously during a turnstile of weekly hire/fire/rehire/quits, including former strippers from East Dubuque, Lindsay, was "stepping in to help." I think he noticed this did not injure my ego because there was no ego to puncture, and I was still getting a feeling that there were really bad things going on down there, which is why I was in no hurry to start. REAL NEWS. What's REALLY wrong with Dubuque--and per my Dropbox video sends--what always has been).

      Hi, guys--I was wondering what the hourly is for the Orientation hours for the restaurant. Sarah said last week, after I let her know I'd completed my Onboarding, that those hours had already been logged but didn't know the $ information.

      I also didn't know if you were still interested in my taking the Wunderlich, therefore being able to assess where things were at.

      Either way, I wanted to be sure you didn't need to see my identification to complete the HR work.
I believe tomorrow is the last day for the School District and would like to start moving forward with summer plans from there.

Thx!

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-----Original Message-----
From: Brad Pinchuk
To: Amy Jin
Cc: Sara C. Henze
Sent: Mon, May 28, 2018 12:34 PM
Subject: RE: [POSSIBLE SPAM] Scheduling The Sit-Down--

Amy Jin:

Unfortunately, I’ll be out of town on Thursday. Tuesday & Wednesday look good for me.

Brad

From: Amy Jin
Sent: Monday, May 28, 2018 9:57 AM
To: Brad Pinchuk
Cc: Sara C. Henze
Subject: [POSSIBLE SPAM] Scheduling The Sit-Down--

      Thursday would work best here! Rock it out this week in test runs!

AJS

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-----Original Message-----
From: Amy Jin
To: Brad.Pinchuk
Cc: Sara.Henze
Sent: Sun, May 27, 2018 09:45 PM
Subject: Re: Pete's Thai Kitchen

I apologize--"Power Yoga (Add: 'shala') (school)"

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-----Original Message-----
From: Amy Jin
To: Brad.Pinchuk
Cc: Sara.Henze
Sent: Sun, May 27, 2018 9:42 pm
Subject: Re: Pete's Thai Kitchen

      Hi, Brad! In my endurance test of searching for finally-commensurate work, yes, Sarah (Thiltgen) is encouraging me to talk to you about the Front of House leadership role, as a step in the right direction. Perhaps it's too last-minute, but anytime after the school day, this week, would work, especially Tues. or Thurs. I could likely also make tomorrow work, preferably around 2:45 or 3.
      I'm glad that you guys were able to make part of a vision I've been pitching my Power Yoga following, as well as local leaders, a reality, as I was also trying to encourage a number of companies and people from major metros where I've lived to come to this area/Iowa, assumably as I'd be building my own Power Yoga (school).
      I look forward to hearing about what Sarah has said is a diversification of what seems like your already-strong core competency, that being Hirschbach.
      Also, I go by my 1st & Middle as my 1st ("Amy Jin").

In Gratitude,
AJS

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-----Original Message-----
From: Brad Pinchuk
To: eternallove47
Cc: Sara C. Henze
Sent: Sun, May 27, 2018 08:30 PM
Subject: Pete's Thai Kitchen

Amy

Sara and Jillayne let me know that you wanted to spend some time talking to me sometime this week.

Sara Henze, CC'd, will schedule a time that works for both of us.

Brad

(Note: I was told in my 2nd-round interview with Sarah, which also took hours, in spite of time constraints, that she wanted to set up a meeting with Brad to see if he could help with career, not a short-term fix, meaning likely commensurate work at Hirschbach or one of his contacts, so this was immediately a strange e-mail to me, on top of calling me outside of my preferred name there. AGAIN. My practitioners know I call this my "racist litmus test")

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From: Amy Jin
To: Sent: Fri, Jun 1, 2018 08:28 AM
Subject: Pete's Thai Kitchen

      "...And I don't know what part of 'not right' has been setting off a subtle but constant alarm about this place since they finally picked up on me a couple weeks ago?, other than they're another Buffalo Wild Wings or Kohl's, but all steps of the process have looked questionable since. Another marathon 'meeting' with Brad Pinchuk, head of Hirschbach, who talked to me about a # of directions, then had the audacity to hint that I seemed 'to be in a # of directions,' simply because, what?, I could outperform him in all of them? He shut up when I said, 'And thank God, right?, because if I wasn't gifted enough to be in any direction I chose, I'd be dead by now.' (He was in the Army). He's also employing the shiesters, Anne & Natalie, of the Kohl's management team quits or firings? while I was tortured there, too. Anyway, had to put him in his place a couple times, and who I was as a yog seemed to silence him there (He & Jillayne do private work weekly with the former owner of Twisted Root Yoga on Bluff). I think he noted I had some subtle comments pertaining to that. He kept me until the building closed, from after school at 3:30, even though he knew I had limited time. He was supposed to have HR send me the Psych/I.Q. test he uses for placement at Hirschbach, but now I have Sarah Kluesner, now Thiltgen, their consultant (Note, 6.22: Star Brewery, crust, the German Bank building), still breathing down my neck about getting on the floor to 'help Pete'--as a Cashier (Server), even though they've all acknowledged the patterns of activity against me (Note: exploitation thru abuse, waste, and fraud in gross overqualification and/or underemployment), especially where 'employment' is concerned."

      Don't do the crime, if you can't do the time.

Conscious Consumerism. You Are What You Eat, In More Ways Than One.
AJS

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Tuesday, July 24, 2018

Korea, End That Weak Record-Making. On Physical Alteration:

"South Korea is the plastic surgery capital of the world. It's been reported that one in three South Korean women between the ages of 19 and 29 have gone under the knife." -"'Harper's Bazaar' Staff," "What Korean Women Really Think About Plastic Surgery," "Harper's Bazaar," https://www.harpersbazaar.com/beauty/health/a20114059/seoul-plastic-surgery/, May 1, 2018

Sigh. Beware of the big, round eyes, and big, round God-knows-what-else, of women who, ironically, don't even mother their own offspring but yet want bigger t**s, like sellout sluts selling their faux purity and creamy white skin to the uncaring masses for pay...of a people who start going against the grain of their shamanistic, Buddhist roots--Roots that speak of the preciousness and sacredness of the natural world, of enlightenment, and of natural healing, not fabrication via scalpels that misrepresent, to the whole world, what the best of what our pure-blooded people naturally produce, Beauty-wise, really look like.

You put on a show for peoples who wouldn't love you, no matter how "perfect" you manipulated yourself to be. You're Asian. They will never even like you, much less concede your off-the-chartness. Clearly, you attempt to show them, then, that you're dumb as a box of rocks, even if you're now all cut up and put back together again, just to feel like you deserve to get up and live in the morning.

LOVE to all my beautiful Korean and Asian peoples who rock whatever eyes their mama and abeoji gave them, with no alterations. There's no Glory destined for a people made of plastic.

Sunday, July 8, 2018

Drishti Of The Day, The Korean Peninsula Series, Archived:

"So, let me make sure I understand this right. Rather than walk back a clear misstep, about the 'Libya Model' by, again, someone who has no business helping run a country, especially of this sort, especially in these times, it's followed up by threats to, now blatantly, kill off North Korean leadership, likely more millions of innocent bystanders since accuracy's never been a strength, coming from The United States of America, and 'overthrow' the North Korean 'regime.' To WHAT. With the high bar of what's been, and is, running The White House deciding?!?! First, only over the weekend, is the U.S. of American public hearing, for the 1st time, the reassurance that these are, actually, self-defense drills that, from any sane person's standpoint, should likely be run, and communicated, as such, to the North Korean government, if Peace is what is being worked toward with the utmost delicacy and strength, as anyone of any level of intelligence would do on the continent of Asia. Second, who enters an opportunity to make a huge difference in World Peace with all-around bigots shooting their mouths off this way, speaking for an entire, vast nation?!!! You DON'T. The children, in this country, still ask if I'm from 'China or Asia,' so the question of their critically thinking about what their country and soldiers go out into the planet and do to the amazingness in others that can be found in the world is a moot point. North and South Korea, ideally, will be One again. I am grateful to Kim Jong Un for the most pinpoint accurate, timely addition of the word 'dotard' to my vocabulary, and South Korea leads the world in its Education system. In fact, The State of Iowa has modeled the entire vision of Education in the state off of it, and other top nations, as a bar, and, as you know, Iowa has widely had the reputation, at least in my lifetime, of leading this nation in Education, at least where performance-based results are concerned. In a nation where its soldiers and children, literally, are offing themselves, as a matter of course, now, and its stagnant world religion that has been corrupt, pretty much since its inception, in pretty much any way that's possible (And didn't all these other 'Christians' come off the Roman Catholic Church, which started with St.Peter?), continues to coerce and act in complete opposition to that faith, highlighted in their not even questioning, at this point, the choice to kill...because when you've fallen that far from God (e.g. Satan, whether metaphorical or actual), you start to believe that you ARE God, or are equivalent to God, and, therefore, the Laws of the Spiritual no longer apply to you...I think it's imperative that the everyday people of this nation start to ask themselves what they might do if they woke up one morning and realized that what they were really living in was Nazi Germany, but bigger, trying to finally have its way. I can't imagine seeing this activity, these problems, or this evil from, for example, Buddhism. Wisdom, however, is not something bred in a country of egos. It doesn't seem to occur to them that their lack of answers, revelation, or 'a better way,' on Sundays, or any other day, when they finally turn back to Law as default setting, is a very clear sign that God's simply not talking to you because you're NOT a clear or pure channel, and everything He/She/It gives to you, you go out and use to do WRONG." -Amy Jin

Tuesday, May 22, 2018

Drishti Of The Day, The Korean Peninsula Series, Archived:

"So, from my perspective, the very best thing happened after the Winter Games. Good and bad, right? Other than invading and leaching off energy, The United States, in the decades since the Korean War, was supposed to be helping the fissured Korean Peninsula make Peace, not War. Not getting that accomplished, of course, Korea, in perhaps the least likely time, brokers its own deal, in spite of the supposed strengths of our current President, somehow producing the response from Pyongyang that they're interested in denuclearization, which we all should be doing. I'm sure led by the U.S., U.S. and Seoul-based forces then proceed to run more military drills after that happens (W.T.F.), thereby producing another missile launch by Pyongyang. The idea that jealousy or invalidation, again, of people who can do what you can't, wouldn't exist at the level of national leadership, right? And so, I'm thinking, 'There's either something we're not being told, or we might as well scrap everything, give the Native Americans back their land, and start all over, letting them lead, because this is a bunch of planet-destroying nonsense.' When people ask me, 'Are you from the North or South?,' I say, 'It should be One. Everyone involved knows it. And that's my final stance.' The soul nobility of my generation will be determined by whether or not we can do what our predecessors have not, which is prove that we can broker the only deals that matter, which has to do with Peacemaking, from root to plant, not just deals that profit our personal bank accounts. Fortunately and unfortunately, I've been seemingly barred from participating in the latter, in spiteof my gifts and acumen therein, likely as protection from the Cesspool that is humanity by the Higher Power, as part of that cosmic reasoning." -Amy Jin

Sunday, April 15, 2018

Drishti Of The Day, The Korean Peninsula Series, Archived:

"North Korea is right about many things and takes the hit for Human Rights violations in Korea when things like 'purification camps' went on in South Korea, including before the 1988 Olympics when, ironically, U.S. Sportscasting put Seoul on blast for being the baby basket of the world, just a softer version of the same claim by N.Korea that it has served as a 'whore' to the U.S. And, God, to do that, you'd hope the 'guy' would at least be worth it!!!! Amongst those violations should be considered international adoption of its 'unwanted' children, sometimes just months old. Not from a People so ancient, so regal, and so ethereal, brilliant, and wise. In Reunification, it is required by Source that the Adoptees be sent lines back to the Peninsula. Not unlike the women tortured, raped, and slain in the sex slavery camps by Japanese and U.S. soldiers, you, our own People, have raped us of our souls, attempting to sell us into slavery, as if you had no idea what ran through our bloodlines. Your Suffering does not give you the RIGHT to cast us out, alienating us from knowing our Beauty and Destinies, rather than fix the culture and demand nobility from the rest of the world as we emanate it. If we all perish, let it be living and dying for that, if we are forced to Battle. Every day of my life has been that Battle, because of the choices you have made, in which I had no voice." -Amy Jin

Monday, March 5, 2018

Drishti Of The Day, The Korean Peninsula Series, Archived:

"I would like to see the U.S. pull out of South Korea altogether and see Seoul reunify with the place of its Creation myth, wielding the power of our Ancestors and sacred sites to create more solidity in all Asian nations through the Healing process, and instigating synergy in helping to ensure every Asian person is cared for, its peoples sound." -Amy Jin

Monday, February 12, 2018

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It will be interesting for me to see, no matter what happens, how, and when, The United States finally concedes the superiorities and innate amazingness of the Asian Race, and actually absorbs them, both internally, as part of the American Pie, and internationally, honoring their timelessness, their sovereignty, as President Trump, for instance, says.

And Aaron Onglingswan! ⛩

What is for sure--The sheep herd in this country, however, en masse, completely, and treacherously allows itself to remain more like animals than critically feeling or thinking homo sapiens as to the other parts of that Pie, and more so, the rest of the planet.

As an example: A.) Did you know that some basic online querying--Who knows what's best, in terms of data sources therein, but validated by my own cross-checking--shows that the average height, for instance, in South Korea and The United States is actually the same, by some sources, or close? www.disabled-world.com cites the male avg.s, South Korea first, as 5'7" & 5'9-1/2," the females as 5'2" & 5'4." It's being highlighted now that South Korean women, specifically, have skyrocketed the past 100 years to 8" of growth as the U.S. citizen #'s continue to shrink. More bad food and immigration could not alone account for that change, is my initial feeling, but I'm not the researcher. In addition, Chinese average height is actually notably different based on location within the country, as perhaps it is in other nations but is not notable enough to note.

B.) In more ancestral popping around in my time here in Tauke-side territory, I noticed 2 things about this Ancestry.com thing. First, it cites my DNA as being 99-100% "Asia East." After waiting for way too long on hold, I was finally able to get a phone agent who defensively, and inconclusively, tried saying that the 1% or less might be room for statistical other-ness. I said, "That's weird, though, because doesn't everyone who's of mixed ancestry have tons of pie slices that have to add up to 100?" LOL--which led me to my 2nd realization, which I realized came up for me when, in their database, some of my further "distant cousins," or the images I WAS able to see, would've indicated possible non-Korean bloodlines...and I realized the definition of what I was 100% of was actually a wide swath of Southeast Asia, including island Asian States, Mongolia, and Russia! This tells me that if people are spitting into a vial to clarify that they're not Irish at all but German instead, and as a Korean Adoptee, a demographic set that often is lied to about how their life began, or who was responsible, and has flawed data in terms of their own birthdays, for example, but especially given the pure-blood beliefs of Korea, how much help was the spit test, other than saying we aren't Caucasian? Like everything else, clearly the history of Asia is all sidelined together because the peoples with the real identity crises on this planet are getting the detailed attention. Given the timing on my birth, I'd presume that my mother wasn't a victim in a Japanese or U.S. sex slave camp...but a bunch of my ancestors were('?') It'd be good to know.

There are good people in this country, and by that, I mean according to my standards, but in a time when people like my former "boss" at The Center of Redemption is not only still operatonal but being interviewed locally, now, about finally-being-touted State Bottle Bill revisions that would address everyone's concerns involved--except mine. This tells me that the Dept. of Labor, in a state on fire with corruption, especially around money and execution of policy and law, could care less about the fact that I won't get a W-2 from them because they were that unwilling to add me to the payroll, much less about the discrimination in scheduling in mutually agreed upon horrible times, nor about the drugs or in-house orgy that should disqualify it from operating in a nation that tries to call itself "civilized." I have found solace, in recent weeks, moving through change and transformation for myself and this Movement, based on this, in things like hearing former Secretaries of State weigh in on, for instance, North Korea('--This is in my website writings'), and enjoying memories and hearing from some of you, as, if nothing else, I have been grat('eful') for times when I have felt so ecstatic about the various opportunities I have had to speak Truth to power and, simultaneously, magnetize some of ('t')he finest people the communities had to offer, from all the dimensions of my high standards. You have literally given me reason, at times, to live, to continue, and to believe in anything about anything.

Some people, especially my age or younger, don't realize that until ('what occurred following') the Vietnam War, to be a veteran in this country was not always accompanied by the word, "hero." Like this country, and to my grave concern, lacking the public witness and weigh-in required for a truly unified nation-state and not putting all of us in danger, the('re') have been, and continue to be, behaviors, deeds, and atrocities done under the guise of "American bravery, supremacy, and Goodness," and exemplifying its stated, preferred Christian orientation (which used to be seen as a cult to Judaism--Thank you to one of you for bringing up) that would make any truly good human being, OR "American," run for the closest border and denounce their citizenship.

Recently run articles, even, locally, in "The Telegraph Herald," have detailed the effects of Evil done by this country overseas. I have always regarded Hiroshima and Nagasaki amongst them. Do you know what it's like to still be living amidst landmines, have an infrastructure consistently competing in and coming out on top in international affairs who have to deal with deaths and maiming from trying to disarm them? The effects on civilians from nuclear satanism? On beautiful children and mothers who had no say in whether or not the country even went to war? On citizens kept from or left without family members because the U.S. only talks about the 33,651 U.S. soldiers (www.cbs.com) who lost their lives, not the substantial part of the Korean population in military and Korean peoples that most sites report at 3 &$@#ing MILLION people. I've also seen 5 million. War crimes, reported and not. Rape and sexual assaults, beyond counting, in countries we're supposed to be "helping." Bullying, corruption, drug use, and sexual assault internally. A trembling suicide rate because it is now documented that there's nobody who'll agree with me more than the ones who started telling before I even asked--especially amongst Generation X, Y, or younger. There's no one who's more in touch with the gravity of situations--and if they're a hero or not-- than a warrior who has kept his, or her, sanity, and can still live to tell about things like ('motivations'), reality, and impacts.

I have always held warriors of any kind with great honor, but more so the ones of old who required skill, and endurance(',') that modern-day "soldiers" would know nothing about. Just as the population of The United States has become degenerate all alround me, in the short but critical span of my adult life, mentally, emotionally, physically, and spiritually, as exemplified, ironically, by facts in the North Korean defector's story in President Trump's speech last night. ('I would widely regard any given American as literally incapable of surviving through that, much less making their way across a continent, without being medicated, one way or another, on crutches.')

A "Christian" country that does not harness the strength in its diversity that IT should be humbled and grateful to have, while showing up as the ultimate hypocrite of that religious path and all the rest of their ideals will be so weak and lost and mixed into an oblivion, at some point, that it would (No: 'a') hardly require a take-over, conquering, or anything like to cease to exist.

Until we are no longer biological, ('t')he strongest have, and will, always survive, and the decadent will literally handle themselves in accordance with their abuses, exploitation, lack of virtue, and the like, of both everyone else and, more importantly, each other.

I have been proud, in my time here, to offer direct opportunities to combat that and see that my exile is clear and obvious evidence that it is far too late for lesser spirits in this country('--spirits that are the powers of the status quo').

('Research says most Chinese and Korean peoples have lineage back to the Hans of ancient China, & Google-search a map of an Asia united under Genghis Khan.')

De-Nuke This Planet, & Seek To Allow The Flowers To Grow Again In The Forms Of Diverse And Separate Peoples Who Can Stick To Themselves But Also Love To Get Along. ('Do Not Wish Upon People's Countries Of Origin What You Would Not Want Done To Yours, Or You're Placing An Order. God Fulfills').

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Thursday, January 25, 2018

An Example Of Most Important Intergenerational Engagement:

On now--Former Secretaries of State Kissinger, Shultz, & Armitage speaking from their understandings, acquired wisdom, and lifelong experiences on the state of the world and how they feel it best to move forward: https://www.c-span.org/video/?439996-1/henry-kissinger-george-shultz-richard-armitage-testify-global-challenges&live

Wednesday, January 24, 2018

On The City Budget Meeting...

I'm glad, in my online popping around to see what's going down in 52001/2/3/4, actually, that I saw that Ms.Larson, who popped a squat right behind me, when she dashed in, also captured me there on camera, which confirms 2 things I already knew, and those 2 things alone. A.) It was definitely a bad hair day, but, in spite of just getting out of the shower, I did, in fact, take off my hat in Council Chambers, just to show respect, and with no external pressure to do so, of course, but what's more disrespectful--the remedial hat, or the now-clear and obvious HAT HEAD? B.) I've been overdue for a whole new wardrobe, but when L.A. is on fire, and then raining mud, and finally-did-it! trips back to even Woodfield, this stint back, turn into trips of mourning about the funeral of my favorite stores of past repute, like GUESS, bebe, even THE LIMITED, American Apparel, just cuz it was L.A.-based, and I'm STILL asking, now YEARS later, "Yeah, and for WHAT?!!" because to spend any budget, one has to have a goal. And to have a goal, you need a clear Mission, Vision, & Values statement..however, that also means that everything you've endeavored upon hasn't been, non-stop, blown up and life-boat-destroyed by thieves, Satan's spawn, & vandals...So what I will say is this--I'm glad some things never, ever get old, like being right, like GUESS "Runway" boots your mom says you look like a "hooker" in, even as, for the nth year in a row, before ANYONE was willing to say "Me too" about anything, you were young, powerful, and getting tortured with "poverty" and pulled "opportunities" because you kept saying "No" while every other woman's default setting was buddying up with Mr.Wrong or Whomever, & like seeing that "The Telegraph Herald" didn't just leave out Larson's dog park input, as she tweeted, but clearly my "up the ante on Civil Rights & real jobs that breathe life back into people," because they assumed that it was a "personal" issue--and more so because I was invited to meet with the City Manager and the Workforce Development Head, as well as what ended up being Kelly Larson, of The Dubuque Human Rights Department, about my ideas, so they would take care of it? Civil Rights for ALL protected classes takes ALL citizens getting on board with the Laws and Mission, Vision, and Values that Channeled through the Founding Fathers of this nation...I mean, to even ATTEMPT to take a remedial action on the way the Native Americans were massacred, they would need the best from every corner of this planet AND God. Here's to Kate's Hispanic roots, which I didn't know about, conclusively, since I talk about roots and culture cuz I'm right with mine...and the nation still can't dialogue about theirs successfully because...Yeah, that's what I thought. Just like your favorite pair of Rockstar, will-wear-on-2-wheels-no-problem-or-run-in, getting-high-fashion-especially-for-the-Midwest-I-said-be-nice-to-Black-people-Oh-so-I'm-a-threat-now-and-for-which-thing boots, you gotta Rock what your ancestors gave ya, people, and I mean that--hat head or not.

Here's to abstinent Supermodels.

And, no, I'm not one.

A Supermodel, that is.

Telegraph Herald @TelegraphHerald A dozen residents and stakeholders turn out to share their thoughts on projects they would like to see funded by the @CityOfDubuque in FY19. https://mobile.twitter.com/TelegraphHerald/status/928412238540664833/photo/1 (Image Above) 6:01 PM · Nov 8, 2017 1 Like

Wednesday, January 17, 2018

"It's A Sign!!!"

As things got deeper here on unconscionable today, I exhaust all effort that can be done, on my part, to create my own reality, & on "NBC Nightly News," they announce in semi-disbelief, seeming to not know how to feel about it, that not only are the two parts talkin', but they're gonna BUDDY UP on training, swerve in unified, and have at least one frickin' "KOREA" team together.

No matter how today went, I involuntarily started jumping up & down (seated, of course,) on my bed & thought, "I am PEEING MY PANTS!"

That's a metaphor.

Holy rockin' rice paddies, World--The ancestors are working their Magic from The Other Side!!!, and perhaps my telepathic, remote signals, all these years, landed on perked-up ears, especially on those famous bolts down the street, sending all myself over to the ROK.

Tuesday, January 9, 2018

The Mountain Moved Today

The only thing that can make sitting in the details and conclusion that I do tonight, being able to call this, in fact, maybe, one of the best days of my life, and allowing the sacrifice of one's own life, perhaps, to be the most powerful reckoning and chess move made, both, because there is no way of replacing it, worth any amount of human experience is knowing that all the life force I have sent over to the Peninula, through Korean(/-American) bloodstreams and systems, and others who could make it known, is knowing that the phone got turned back on today, and those handshakes may have been full of wrath, hatred, Love, and Knowing, all at the same time, but the truth is that it happened--and over the celebration of Sport and national pride, in this case which is still shared. For the first time tonite, I say with my whole being, about a nation of people not The United States, that I'm moved to tears when I think of you, of the decades of pain and wrongdoing endured by our people, and I am you, and you can never be other than my clay...and in spite of, and because of that, I am finished with bliss in an existential way, and proud of a country not called "The U.S.A." for leading the world in what must be done, and a central part of that is Peace beyond infinite hurt or harm. This Asian athlete who went first, in so many ways, is breathing deeply into the stars over a Healing Korea tonight. I love you. Nothing here means anything compared to who you are to those you have created as the expression of our ancient soul. There is no country for either side that is more perfect than the other.

Friday, January 5, 2018

Haha!

Two validating moments for me in the past 24 hours, with access to a TV: Meghan McCain doing battle with intelligence & similar assessments vs. Joy Behar & the typical women on "The View." See my previous, Archived E-Update about people who expose it's time to retire.

Put that together with "Young Sheldon"--another weird mixture of ingredients from my own life--and here I am.

Sunday, December 17, 2017

Scratchpad

      Somewhere between poetry, lyric, nonchalant flowing...In the end, words, not weapons, are going to win the war.

11.30.17 p.m.

XXO
___

I'm dreamin' of a day when you'll see things my way.
      The riches pourin' out, they won't mean a damned thing.
Cuz I got all the power, like a bolt of lightning.
      I'll strike you down without you knowin' how. Fast--Aim.

Now, I can't be no sweeter...You say that I can be a beata'.
      I'm sure that we can find a meet-up
      if you like the fast lane.

Won't you take me in that same old truck
& turn the music on, man--Hurry up.
You've had it all now for a while
I don't want to do
anything to hurt you.
I'll wrap you up & ask for kisses you give me hugs with.

I'm dreamin' of a day/time when you came to me to press rewind.
      And the memories poured on down like rain. They were everything.
And they had all the power of the lightning and the thunder
      They struck me down 'til I was humble.
Now, it's a shame we can't be honest. You press rewind. I'm 'bout movin' forward.
            Our love has stopped, don't you feel.
      Should we try this again?

Won't you take me out to that same old stop
      & turn the music on man. Hurry up.
I've got all of the things you need.
      Promise I won't do
      anything to harm you.
I want that kiss you wrap me up with.

Oh Lord--What did I ever do to fall in love.
Your kisses enlist me, & I can't get enough.
I wanna be with you, boy. I'm soaring high, all on you.
And my filter is my disease.
I want to give you all that you need.
           ...but I can't yet!

Won't you take my heart, & love me up? Don't get stuck.
Just turn the music up, boy.
Cuz your design is what I need.
      You know I won't do
      anything to stop you.
I'll hold you, keep you, love you 'til the end of time.
      Just let me love you.
Just give/I'll give those kisses...you wrap me up with.

Sass
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I got it bad. I got it bad. I got it bad. I got it good.
I'm open. Have to be miles open in
case you would do that thing know-i-n-g-ly.
On the down-low to raise it up consciously cuz
you know what I like & what I want so tell me
what you want. Let's be perfect.
The feelings that I have inside,
stay within--inside the lines. I'm wondering if your inner
pride's worth it...I want you to open up & be with
me. The silence is really you deceivin' me into believin'
we just can't be together. I know it. We always be together.
Cuz we have faith in one another, but you belong to
her, & I belong to He, & in the sadness & the noise seems that
little's guaranteed, but I find myself awake all day
to your being being with me this way. It's like tic-tac-toe
every day. Who'll be the first to crumble? Under the
weight of that storm. Know I'm gettin' warm. U stumble
'round dutiful when I can see the magic that
u keep. Locked up & away for a rainy day. I'm not saying that
I'd change you cuz I won't. I think that it would be
disaster if I let you own me...be my master...I think that
u'd be down for the count. Forever.

      You're welcome, baby dolls! Love who you love!

(All persons, representations, fantasies, inspirations, and seeming coincidences in this piece are incidental to life, my having a large pool of males around, at any given point, and sitting down and opening up that Channel on whatever comes out about the human condition--Try not to take it personally until it is).

Thursday, December 14, 2017

Drishti Of The Day, The Korean Peninsula Series, Archived:

"You know, just to test what I may have been erroneously told or led to believe, it's occurred to me to toss off this yogic Bramacharya thing for a while and head back to the Peninsula to do my own research in regard to the men of my own Race and nationality, specifically. I'm thinking that I'd have to date a minimum of 100 of them for good, scientifically solid data...but after a Bruce Lee marathon, realizing I can count the Korean guys I've known barely on both hands, I'm thinking I would have to probably make that 1000, not 100...and, in the meantime, I can start Teaching in a place where Buddha and Sanskrit run far deeper than things people put on t-shirts or on their phones and get the answers far faster since, as you all know, magical things like Revelation happen frequently in class, including for the Being Teaching the class." -Amy Jin

Monday, November 27, 2017

From The E-Update Flow..."First Citizen Award Nomination: Captain Kevin Klein Of The Dubuque Law Enforcement Center"...Take Notes, Y'All!

-----Original Message-----
From: Amy Jin
To: *E-Update List*
Sent: Sat, Nov 25, 2017 2:12 pm
Subject: ***First Citizen Award Nomination: Captain Kevin Klein--From Amy Jin Schmelzer & Love Yoga: The Movement--Saturday, November 25th, 2017***

      After helping Dad submit a submission for "Wags" at the Veterans Freedom Center, it occurred to me that I had my own submission.
      If you agree, send your two cents &/or additional Resume or personal testimony in at: https://www.telegraphherald.com/firstcitizen/--or make your own case, based on your personal witness!:

(...Submission for Jim Wagner...)

The best for last!:

Captain Kevin Klein, Dubuque Police Department Leader and Head of The City's centrifugal Community-Oriented Policing Division
The City of Dubuque and its DLEC

The Fundamental Duty of any Law Enforcement Officer in The City of Dubuque demands an exemplary expression of Integrity, Compassion, Competence, and Open-Mindedness, preferably in an equitable and just way. In the past 4 years, I have worked with local Law Enforcement, as well as state and federal officials, on a number of profoundly intense situations, that any citizen of conscience would consider necessary, that were both deeply personal and collectively and systemically damaging, including part of the work of my Power Yoga Movement, which is staunch on the use of substances and related lifestyle issues.

In this, Captain Klein has become a highly significant confidante, trusted advisor, to the extent that he is empowered within his role, competent producer of movement around issues at hand, and identified embodiment of the values and virtues of his occupation and, likely, anything he endeavors upon.

In consideration of awards that attempt to truly identify the very best of what any given something has to offer--in this case, a community--it is important to look comprehensively at what a person might be, both out in the open and in their personal, or private, lives, or at least gather that there is reason to believe that he or she might be fairly perfect all-around in these times of truth being told about how we are all truly living (o.k.a. "transparency").

In my time knowing him, his team, and the Force, in general, including through the experience of this past year's Citizen's (Police) Academy, I have known Kevin to be fairly flawless in terms of his ability to navigate all forms of sometimes stressful, or traumatic, data, circumstances, and issues with unwavering responsibility, diligence, hard work, efficiency, and top-tier professionalism, also speaking to his Resume experience as a(n Iraq War?) Veteran.

I am known for my rigorous standards, know a vast variety and amount of people in this country and in the world, can spot both special gifts and talent when I find them, and have found a Calling in assisting other human beings in optimizing their own highest potentials and moving fluidly through the difficulties and stresses that the walk through life naturally produces. Therefore, my idea of a noteworthy, or remarkable, individual has quite a bit higher bar than most people's standards. I feel I have solidly identified natural gifts & achievement in these regards in Captain Klein--The character in action, presentation, wisdom, balance, input-orientation, passion, centeredness, and overall impressiveness of his personage speaks volumes for City government, the talent within the city of Dubuque and the state of Iowa, and the leadership our Community-Oriented philosophy and hierarchy, of which Klein is a poster child, could offer the rest of this country and beyond.

In being privy to his team, I have also been impressed by both talent and adherence to the values of the Department. This discipline, applicant selection, and conduct, especially in light of recent issues in Law Enforcement and in drugs, sexual assaults, and crime in both the nation and the local area, is noteworthy and also is evidence of good men (and women) who are willing, every day, to do a job that the vast majority of citizens that they have to deal with and protect would not and possibly would not even be capable of.

As a Fortune 100-groomed, corporate Business leader, a somewhat visible Power Yoga Leader and Teacher, a pioneer in my generation of all things organic, all-natural, and Healing, someone involved in the improvement of systems and industries, across the board, a woman, a minority in more than one category, an attuned citizen, and a speaker of Truth, I see Captain Kevin Klein of the Dubuque Police Force, as a most viable individual, as an option for this Award, based on personal and professional track record, daily performance, consistency, caring, humility, love for all that he does and his chosen occupation, and his consummate embodiment of what is truly good about the Tri-State Area, Dubuqueland, and our state. He is a role model for all men and all people. He takes healthy criticism, vetting, and compliments and, without hesitation, makes them into comprehensive growth. And he is, quietly, solidly, and purely, one of the best people I know, who would need no award to do what he does as he does it, which is exactly who these awards are supposed to draw out and celebrate.

He is, by far, the most impactful Teacher I have allowed to be of influence in my life in 2017, regardless of the quality of my pool of contacts, at any given time.

Captain Kevin Klein is a citizen who Shines.

("Peace Without Rugs" Signature)

*To be removed from the Love Yoga: The Movement Database, simply respond to this e-mail and say that. This Database is reserved for Love Yoga: The Movement Love Offerers/Donors, paid Healing/Spiritual Illumination clients, V.I.P. colleagues, my connections in related industries, regular practitioners of the work itself, and others in the moment becuz I say so. Where it applies, those carbon copied are not, technically, on the List. They R considered "extended family" and may or may not be included on any given E-Update, based on my intuition.*

Saturday, November 25, 2017

Drishti Of The Day, The Korean Peninsula Series, Archived:

"The human being who can find the answer to the 'North Korea problem,' to start with, would not be demonizing anyone therein and would, for example, have found, the answer within yourself--to all things. Can you love, for instance, Kim, Jong-un? Can you do what Source orders you to do in his regard, rather than the dictates of your own, limited, ego will? The answer to the 'North Korea problem' is that the human field is connected via vibration, energy, and consciousness as the life and breath of God, that there are too many individual and collective, unrepented sins on this planet, and the illusion of any superiority other than moral, and spiritual, falling away is a Sign that the jobs we all need to be giving our lives to are right before us in our homes, our love lives, and our everyday human relationships. The ways that we destroy the fabric of God, which is each other, rather than demand and facilitate the Best from people, indeed, has shown us that we have willed Death and Destruction where there should only be Beauty, Nature, Wisdom, Excellence, and Peace. If you currently are in 'power' or have, materially, right now, question yourself. Deeply." -Amy Jin (Next day, 11.17, in-addition-to: Of COURSE we should start with freeze-for-freeze. The U.S. should've frozen its own ambitions toward insanity a long time ago...How old is China? How old is the U.S.? And it STILL hasn't fully owned its own back-to-back slave & Native American karma yet! What just happened to the Keystone Pipeline?)

Thursday, November 16, 2017

Drishti Of The Day, The Korean Peninsula Series, Archived:

"When this country's leadership says that they've tried 'everything' to create peace with North Korea, I think, 'You haven't even attempted a start.' Now, don't you think we should all get to know WHAT 'everything' is composed of? I'm thinking women taking over--everything. I'm thinking the word 'CREATIVE' solutions. Have the leaders of Generation X, Y, or Millenial even gotten a shot at this? Wouldn't you think a truly 'great' and 'brave' nation would literally try EVERYTHING before doing what we know some LONG overdue for giving up their seats REALLY want to do, which is what they ALWAYS do, which is kill, kill, kill, and fly off the handle. Time for X & Y to rise up and take over the seating arrangement--or whomever. Whomever's been hiding, running, or faking around their Purpose. Where are the idolized negotiation skills I voted Red for. They're not questions." -Amy Jin

Tuesday, October 31, 2017

Cleaning Up The Culture, Here.

Recent Ponderings:

1. When did it become o-kay for guys to hit women back? Cliched, but it used to be culturally normal for a woman to throw a drink in a guy's face, or even slap him across it with a manicured hand, after he was too forward...Now, I could literally see a guy pummeling a woman for doing that, or trying to do any number of violent things in reaction...Then again, women want to be dudes, now...I would never want to be a dude. I do not envy them, nor do I have their parts.

2. How did it get so that women judge female strength according to the outward display or even internal holding of biologically male strength, in this country? Gotta back out of that.

3. At what point will people finally start seeing this technology as so far out of hand, it's ridiculous, and start backing out of it? Mo' money, mo' problems. More technology created from the same, decaying consciousness, mo' problems.

4. I wonder if the recent bullying problems have stemmed from the fact that the computer geeks have taken over the world without healing their own ish, and they've just continued the problem by teaching all the mindless sheep children to get bad karma by making fun of the enlightened beings on the planet for not having the right phone, rather than being able to use their plainly available Bells & Whistles to i.d. them as enlightened and very here.

5. I wonder if immune system problems can be passed through people's mobiles while they're tryin' to cash in & Hollywood themselves by capturing a really good "selfie" of themselves and charging it up with, "Charge this up like I'm sayin'."

6. I wonder if any of these geeks who've gotten "famous" on Social Media has ever taken the time to wonder if they'd be anything the real way, & the harder way, which is to actually move to NY or L.A. and "make it." It's far harder to manipulate everyone, including what they see, in person.

7. I wonder if any of the "YouTube" stars realize that they actually have a body, and that body, even in a real-world A & E business deal would, as an example, maybe go up and shake somebody's hand in actual person. I wonder what those people's lives would actually look like if they actually left their bedroom.

8. Drugs--right or wrong way, including marijuana, back again in the U.S.--Simple compare & contrast. Inspirational?: Seeing a hot (male or female) going on a walk or a run down the street...or seeing the same person outside, stoned, wandering around, stank, in baggy, Goodwill clothes. Going outside to talk to your neighbor when you happen to both get your mail on a nice, summer's day, at the same time, about whatever's real & relevant or promotes positive relations...or wondering if you even have neighbors cuz they have dandelions and trash all over their lawn cuz they live inside, on their couch, looking to get high. The country gets overtaken. Every citizen, or whomever, has to literally get off their butts and take up arms--or something. Slingshots. The children can throw rocks. Your dumb a** neighborhood, which has become a safe haven for blatantly using and on-the-d.l. users and tokers, doesn't have a motor skill to speak of, in an emergency, wouldn't even have brain cells enough to call the Fire Dept. if they saw their own house blazing, and certainly couldn't be trusted to learn military intelligence on the fly--especially cuz they're "not violent," which is their big selling point for spreading their pain-under-energy-vampire-highs to as many people as possible cuz, you know what they say--Misery loves company.

9. Do people realize when they don't report or stop wrongdoing, they're condoning, approving, and spreading it like butta?

10. Do people in Academia realize there's a real world out here that's not always neat and orderly? Do people who are uneducated realize they're in a world that could be actually pretty perfect if they got learned and could see the exact same world through a neat and orderly mind?

11. How did so many Halloween costumes get "sexy?" Are people here either that sexually perverted and/or repressed? Are they keeping themselves from being at all sexy in their daily lives so that the only time they allow it is at HALLOWEEN?!!?

12. Who decided what punishment fits what crimes, what crimes are categorized as what, and why? Did they consult Human Psychology, Sociology, Anthropology, Human Growth & Development, or the 7 major Religions or the Native Americans? Are they trying to reform these people? Why are people not helping families--or putting the red flashing light on what they're going through--until their members end up in jail?

13. Why do people keep creating jobs, bombastically stroking their own egos about how great they are, in the most "advanced" country on the planet, that the robots don't even want to do, much less their enlightened, highly gifted kids or grandkids, and that's BEFORE higher learning. Or their retired, accoladed friends who actually experienced career success without cheating, lying, or stealing their way to it who, at least, deserve some dignity.

14. Do people stop to get blissed out about the puffy, fuzziness of a fat sparrow that somehow ended up that way? Or a hawk that takes the time to soar low over you, seemingly on purpose, like it's trying to show off its white-tipped wingspan? Do they even know there's still a gorgeous sky overhead when they're going cross-eyed over their Instagram?

15. If I had kids, would I instantly shave their heads & send them to a Buddhist monastery? Would I just say, "F it"--and go with them?

16. Besides me, if this nation has really gone 100% Nazi Germany or nut job, and completely self-absorbed, wouldn't that literally cancel out anyone else blowing the whistle on it? What will they end up doing to each other?

17. How is it possible for these d*bags who are somehow, currently, up so high, to keep their integrity and values so low? Who will displace, or School, them?

18. I wonder if there's Halloween in Korea.

19. I wonder what they dress up as.

20. The United States of WHAT--"America" is actually two continents.

21. I wonder if a massage could even work some things out of some people.

22. They need to make scream rooms, rather than shooting ranges, with a side room for bawling that's involuntarily triggered by the screaming. Seriously. Empty buildings on Central and Kerper Blvd.

Thursday, October 5, 2017

Drishti Of The Day, The Korean Peninsula Series, Archived--

"The things that have been done to me, as a result of embodying the Truth, and likely because of my 'minority' demographics, as well as Gifts, perhaps along with countless other people, on a regular basis, puts me in a position to have to conclusively admit, as I did, just today, that The United States is not a civilized anything. I am. And everything that has been done to me, as an example, in regard to my Power Yoga teaching, any form of 'work,' places of safe refuge for lack of a real family, the destruction of both my literal and conceptual ideas of 'home'...is no less than attempted murder, violence, and conscious, willful warfare. When all who have suffered, similarly, beyond possible repair, in terms of what has truly been destroyed, finally admit this to themselves, only then will the evil so commonplace in this country cease to exist. Warriors of Purity and Virtue will rise up and form a new Union. There is no sanity, much less virtue, in letting the Monsters buy or own you. I think there are some who are such Warriors who are hiding in the current milieu, even now. This is not only unconscionable but marks a potential end to all of us." -Amy Jin

Friday, September 22, 2017

Drishti Of The Day, The Korean Peninsula Series, Archived:

"There have been a number of things coming out of the Korean Peninsula that make me proud to be who I am at this time. One of those things is the current Leader in Seoul declaring that they will not be securing their own nuclear arsenal, pushing back on the U.S. and its usual pushing, bullying, and aggressive Western mentality, with no mastery in balance, because the goal is, and has always been PEACE, Healing, and true reunification. There have been some sordid efforts, to be sure, to ensure its 'pure blood' status by the people of my origin, including the exorcism of beautiful innocents, as opposed to unenlightened sex, from the nation, but this, Seoul, is you proving, to me, that you are not only pure but noble in your capabilities. All things that have come from our people require love in order to be purified completely. And only when all of our Intelligence is unified in its use will our lines be totally glorified, and those who should be together again, one." -Amy Jin

Saturday, September 16, 2017

Drishti Of The Day, The Korean Peninsula Series, Archived:

"This country's current posture and handling of the Korean standstill and missile activity is completely abhorrent. I'm calling General Mattis and Nikki Haley on the rug--and whoever else is that ignorant, somehow feeling they speak for us all--and up that high. You've got to be kidding me. Meanwhile, they're not noticing that karma is speaking plainly up the west coast, in Houston, potentially with Irma, and with nuclear desire pointed at the heart of this country. Keep burning mosques and act like God isn't allowing all of it." -Amy Jin

Wednesday, September 6, 2017

"Illegitimi Non Carborundum!"

      A share from a stellar product of the Asian-American diaspora--the Chinese-American community of NY(C?). Like everything I say, write, or put out there, to whom it may apply. "DON'T LET THE BASTARDS GET YOU DOWN."

Tuesday, September 5, 2017

Drishti Of The Day, The Korean Peninsula Series, Archived:

"Korea, I'm comin' ta get ya...comin' to get ya. And there may be no turnin' back." -Koh, Jin Hee/Amy Jin Schmelzer

Wednesday, August 16, 2017

Drishti Of The Day, The Korean Peninsula Series, Archived:

"I love Asian people--from the tiny little ones to tall Asian beams..the people in the fields to the Sumo wrestlers...their eyes, from simple, slanted, almond, and large...giving torrents of Knowing, Feeling, and Connection to those blessed with desire for understanding...Use these to erase flaw from our lines...One can never appreciate the Beauty that I see except, perhaps, when you have spent an entire life in isolation, not knowing the extent to which you were a Swan."
-Amy Jin

P.S. T/July 25: "World of Dance"-Kinjaz: "Asian-Americans aren't necessarily known as being sexy...so this dance is about overturning that (Paraphrase)." The boyz, right (Suzy Wong Sexpot original Asian female stereotype)? Speak for yourself...and I BEG TO DIFFER. I would rock your fashion, learn your battle magic, and support your perfect Asian gorgeousness cause for the rest of my life. LOVE and acknowledgement to the deep, soul SEXY of all my beautiful Asian men out there. A deep bow of Honor from this Warrior Queen.

Monday, July 31, 2017

You Know What's Hot? When You Can Bust A Bunch Of Corrupt Entities In One Strung-Together Situation: Kohl's Department Stores, Inc. & The Federal Official Who Saw & Ran, Brett Albarado ("Alvarado?" on Social Media?) & My Davenport/Multi-State Obsessed Fan Club, & Sam's Club, To Boot!--& The "Telegraph Herald" (That's Nothing New, Though)

Bottom('s) up, if you're drunk on "I already knew:"

So, not only did Sam's Club, staying privy to all of this, saying the exact same things most of you do (The guy managers), selling me on their M.I.T. program as a definite "Plan B" if anything bad would happen, another over 2 hours interview with Allison, the Membership Manager who's not even from Dubuque or Iowa, after the company starts having technical difficulties posting the now-available (around July 4th) program in Dubuque's territory to external candidates, they change their tune and are NOT going to offer it externally at all. So there's the full-time Membership Lead (under a Membership Manager), in-store position and a part-time MSS role I'm told to apply for, because I'd be golden with any of them. Well, apparently, A. she'd never hire anyone who'd mention they're "overqualified" in the interview. Then, why'd you ask me to speak to my Resume in recent years, and do you, also, abhor the truth? In addition, she shook my hand good-bye saying, "I think you're overqualified for this position...but I definitely think you'd be an ideal M.I.T." Suddenly, that's now a mark against me? Perhaps it's because they were already poo-poo'ing the wage I'd said I'd determined was a liveable one, and after saying he could get close (Dennis, GM--from Western Iowa), Allison shot that down, too, stating something 17% less. :) B. she'd never hire anyone who'd say anything "negative" about past employers in the interview. I stopped her dead in her tracks--"Wait--I never said ANYTHING negative. Negative? Or honest." Silence. That "negativity" was the factual data Dennis & Bryan were saying and that they used to propel my interest in the Operation, in the first place, while all this other shady s**t was going on! I was like, "You know what? This is actually good because I've been saying OVER and OVER and OVER and OVER again, in all this 'gross overqualification,' as INTERVIEWERS are saying!, that I'm LOOKING FOR A COMPANY ON THE UP AND UP WITH POLICY AND LAW, and basically you're saying you wouldn't stand up in support of either, but you're actively interested in further persecuting someone who's not only overqualified but perfectly capable of doing the job at hand with a smile on her face but would also further break policy and law as the work environment at hand. I would never be successful there, either, then, and I don't see any business doing anything but heading off a cliff with an attitude like that." "O-kay," she said. LOL. Then, when I finally land with another fallen soldier of this Movement who got back up again, after dodging another e-mail from Brett Albarado who contacted me again against orders, the "Telegraph Herald" takes off in the other direction after initially scheduling a briefing meeting to deliver newspapers in my old 'hood (Awwwww....shucks!) for Wednesday because Journalists stopped being capable of holding up the truth a long time ago? I LOVE what I'm seeing in Asia. And to the Law Enforcement Good Guys down at the Dubuque Law Enforcement Center that helped me deal with this over the weekend, MUCH LOVE. You guys are BOSS. Check out John Digman on the front of today's shady, cray paper! ;):

-----Original Message-----
From: Brett Albarado
To: Amy Jin
Sent: Thu, 27 Jul 2017 23:28

Amy Jin, I'm contacting you for two reasons. Reason 1, you have a couple of friends that let me know what is happening with you. I don't know why they feel they have to do that. Do you need help, in the way of monetary help. I have no problem with helping you. I prefer it be left anonymous, if I helped you. Reason 2, I'm going to be in Dubuque this weekend looking at a couple of vintage/restored cars and a Rat Rod. So don't freak out if you see me or my vehicle in Dubuque. I really hope everything works out for you. You are loved, Take Care of yourself

      Then again, maybe it was something I said (my "Letter to the Editor" last night):

-----Original Message-----
From: Amy Jin
To: THLETTERS
Sent: Sun, 30 Jul 2017 21:21
Subject: You'd Have To Not Use To Know--You Might Try It Sometime.

On "Much Ado About Marijuana"--And be one of the first kids to grow up in Asbury. The only thing that's dangerous is that your saying so without loving the 'hood at hand, not drinking, not smoking, considering sex and life sacred, and never having touched a substance yourself, noticing how much younger you look than people 10x younger than you, and watching a filthy, downer cloud of hell descend upon Phoenix, L.A., with the installation of "Medical Marijuana" joints, and more people than you'd ever want to know in your life becoming stoners and junkies in the one place you go to feel safe--your own hometown. The sad thing about it is you can't go back, reverse it, nor can you tell when that cloud has become what used to become pure air & clarity. And from my experience, far too many people using are willing to try and take out people who aren't, one way or another. There goes the life boat. I'm told I'm so fleek--and I'm still that "Just Say No" poster child. I like the Real Age and really showing up when I'm in person. If we rep the two divergent American ways, may the best (wo)man win.

Amy Jin Schmelzer
www.WhatItIsPowerYoga.blogspot.com
Everywhere, Asbury/Dubuqueland, Iowa

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-----Original Message-----
From: Amy Jin
To: nancy.robertson ; mark.loy
CC: Benjamin.Gamble + *The LY: TM Recipients*
Sent: Tue, 25 Jul 2017 20:47
Subject: ***Leadership From Amy Jin & Love Yoga: The Movement, T/July 25th, 2017***

      To put a final nail in the coffin of this debacle, I'm making my final point about the magic carpet ride you all have gotten to take WAY too long on my energy to a final song ("Slowly, Surely" by Jill Scott): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_CaA98cpWEo
      It's the same song I attributed on my website to The Dubuque Community YM/YWCA for "squeeze playing" me out in 2013 while I drew crowds and memberships to my classes, literally in spite of their vitriol and protected class-related lack of support and gross negligence in my regard.
      When you can't even get yourself to want the Employee Appreciation discount, in spite of this "suspension," you know is available to you, via policy, and that you've already budgeted purchases for, because other people have already launched a purchasing ban on a place because of what they've done to you, you know you need to chuck the loser and find someone worth marrying.

      Legal Aid has called this a "Civil Rights issue," and fortunately for the store, has no one equipped to handle it, making me right on every count. As always.
      It's all the same life. There is no hiding.
      Feel free to take over my locker. You can keep my kudos and M.V.P. Award still in there. ;)

Signing Off Doing The Only Thing I Ever Did For You--Lead.
Here It Is Again, As Annyeonghi Kyeseyo--Something Like That, Auf Wiedersehen,

Amy Jin Schmelzer

Peace Without Rugs
*Image of Amy Jin in Reclining Hero's Pose*
"True peace is never accomplished with shadiness, shirking responsibility, or shoving anything under a rug. Rugs are best left for (Ashtanga-based/Santa Monica) Power Yoga practice." -Amy Jin
*Image of Ashtanga Yoga Rugs*
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www.WhatItIsPowerYoga.blogspot.com
C.913.645.1237
United States of America

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-----Original Message-----
From: Amy Jin
CC: *The Love Yoga: The Movement E-Update List*
Sent: Fri, 14 Jul 2017 21:13
Subject: Re: Breathing Room--Re: ***I Love When This Happens--DOJ Treachery: From Amy Jin Schmelzer & Love Yoga: The Movement--Monday, July 10th, 2017***

"in (No: 'a') very"
"(L)ove Offering."

Thx To Someone Who Said I'm A "Bad A**" Mamma Jamma. Honestly, I Just Fail To Err On Being Honest. Wish Everyone Else Did.

-----Original Message-----
From: Amy Jin
Cc: *The Current Love Yoga: The Movement E-Update Database*
Sent: Fri, Jul 14, 2017 9:02 pm
Subject: Breathing Room--Re: ***I Love When This Happens--DOJ Treachery: From Amy Jin Schmelzer & Love Yoga: The Movement--Monday, July 10th, 2017***

      After some very serious stress regarding further contacts from Mr.Dean, he went back and forth several times before finally insisting that he help me find a place I will be "comfortable" with, with no further explanation for the dropped strategy in place to return to commensurate work than that.
      I am, however, in a very suitable accommodations in town for a commitment of two weeks, for lack of accommodations that are anywhere close to reasonably priced, even on love Offering.
      Acceptance of this happier ending came after seeing the damage at the house & in the neighborhood where I grew up, after the storm the other day. It was a little too much gravity, to be frank.
      Will be working some Magic on forward movement in the days I've been granted to do so.
      For what it's worth, the Owner of The Glenview Motel, with over a year of witness--and lessons meted out by me--bid me "Adieu" yesterday by hearing about the full scope of what I was dealing with, and apparently there are, presumably, Indian-American Hospitality friends of his who are looking to buy some of the area hotels. He said they would love to hire me--"hard-working," he said (Plus, he's convinced I'm a doctor [Wink])--and "they would give you 40 hours a week," not to mention more contacts who could possibly serve as resources to finally get to Mysore.
      I may not have to do that, however, because I also believe someone else local, potentially with a salary to offer, is interested in my person.
      A lack of traumas to those of you who, also, simply don't have the karma for it.

AJS

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-----Original Message-----
From: Amy Jin
CC: *Love Yoga: The Movement E-Update List*
Sent: Wed, 12 Jul 2017 11:01
Subject: UPDATE: ***I Love When This Happens--DOJ Treachery: From Amy Jin Schmelzer & Love Yoga: The Movement--Monday, July 10th, 2017***

      Have a good day, everyone!:

-----Original Message-----
From: Amy Jin
To: luke.david.norris
Sent: Wed, 12 Jul 2017 10:56
Subject: Re: ***I Love When This Happens--DOJ Treachery: From Amy Jin Schmelzer & Love Yoga: The Movement--Monday, July 10th, 2017***

      You have no idea who you're talking to.
      Your idea of "amazing" is a creepy stalker who I asked to stop contacting me last year. You now have documentation of where he's at, a year later.
      When I got stuck here, after Weston Point and the jobless abyss of that area left me to this type of thing, instead, down there, last year, I basically told Kansas City to fall off a cliff, including for leaving me for dead when I returned there after the Recession, yogically.
      Based on what I was seeing in Kansas City before and after the Recession, in the field of Marketing, including with Hallmark, I am confident I already have the answers I seek about opportunities down there.
      Your loss. Perhaps beyond what you could ever understand.

Good Luck With That.
Amy Jin Schmelzer

-----Original Message-----
From: luke Norris
To: Amy Jin
Sent: Wed, Jul 12, 2017 10:35 am
Subject: Re: ***I Love When This Happens--DOJ Treachery: From Amy Jin Schmelzer & Love Yoga: The Movement--Monday, July 10th, 2017***

Darryck is an amazing person. And deserves your trust and respect

I regretfully am not certain that I have the resources to help you.

I wish you the best as you consider a move to Kansas City.

Sent from my iPhone

On Jul 12, 2017, at 10:09 AM, Amy Jin wrote to Luke Skywalker & Chuck Norris' kid, who may be good to join a high-powered scooter club, if I finally started one--LOL!:

      I am going to e-mail him now, after sleeping on it, & tell him that at least making sure he hasn't endangered my life by providing me with whatever place to stay in the next month, as was planned for this Elevate U.S.A., City of Des Moines, etc.--thing, next steps--I would accept that. I have asked for 3 weeks off of "work" recently, as instructed, to follow leads he made seem were golden, & have trusted him basically with my life in a crisis situation. He has contacted me many times since this E-Update, against instructions, now profusely apologizing, acting almost like he's good again, likely because he's never met anyone as stable thru all of this as I am and, to be honest, has been taking advantage of that.
      Anyway, you have a cool name. I heard you ride a Vespa. And if you'd like, I'd still be interested in talking to you at 4:30P (CST).

Gratitude,

-----Original Message-----
From: Amy Jin
To: Darryck.Dean
Cc: *The Current E-Update List*
Sent: Mon, Jul 10, 2017 4:35 pm
Subject: ***I Love When This Happens--DOJ Treachery: From Amy Jin Schmelzer & Love Yoga: The Movement--Monday, July 10th, 2017***

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-----Original Message-----
From: Amy Jin
CC: *Are They Waking Up & Paying Attention? The A+ Students Of Life Do!*
Sent: Wed, 12 Jul 2017 10:41
Subject: P.S.: UPDATE: ***I Love When This Happens--DOJ Treachery: From Amy Jin Schmelzer & Love Yoga: The Movement--Monday, July 10th, 2017***

      I have been putting off going blonde again for the summer, due to, first, my meeting with Stephanie Rattenborg, where I was awarded my stolen $$$ back, then meetings with him--coming to Dubuque to do so, etc.
      Finally, while in Kansas City, being briefed about Elevate U.S.A., I directly asked if being blonde would be frowned upon for introductions to Ed Beasley, former City Manager of Glendale, AZ, involved in this, and a potential Board since it was all being lined up for me and informal, from what I was used to.
      Darryck's response was actually surprising. He was excited and continued to encourage it via texts in the last couple of weeks, talking about how he couldn't even imagine my being more "stunning" than I already was and that he thought that I should, therefore, go for it!
      I said, "Hair color, to me, isn't worth risking credibility points over. Once you get to know people, then you can see what their preferences are and take them into account, feeling more free to play. I'll be keeping my natural hair color, for now."
      I'm sure this is all icing on my impeccability and genius I.Q.--LOL!

Peace Without Rugs
*Image of Amy Jin in Reclining Hero's Pose*
"True peace is never accomplished with shadiness, shirking responsibility, or shoving anything under a rug. Rugs are best left for (Ashtanga-based/Santa Monica) Power Yoga practice." -Amy Jin
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-----Original Message-----
From: Amy Jin
CC: *The List*
Sent: Wed, 12 Jul 2017 10:22
Subject: UPDATE: ***I Love When This Happens--DOJ Treachery: From Amy Jin Schmelzer & Love Yoga: The Movement--Monday, July 10th, 2017***

      Not only have I been contacted several times since this E-Update by Mr.Dean, but 1 of Dean's contacts connected to corporate? Marketing in Kansas City I knew he was supposed to lunch with yesterday (about me?) proceeded to text me yesterday, apologize for missing me, and wanting to schedule a phone call. He has, this morning, at my encouragement, received my E-Update, promptly sending me his e-mail address. I have also told him of my decision to send the "Final Word" e-mail included in the stream below.
      Law Enforcement is aware of this situation, however, Dubuque does not have a restraining order except in domestic disputes, which I have long ago voiced as anti-wisdom.
      I believe Mr.Dean is addicted to my energy and person.
      Sanjita Pradhan, involved in state-level Civil Rights work, was originally forwarded the E-Update after I removed her from my communications at my own choosing, but, like Dean, has been removed moving forward, based on my sense of the overall situation, intuitively, and disclosed prejudice against my person.
      Last night's KWWL Channel 7: The former Republican (some party-affiliated consortium or the capitol's, in general?) Communications Director under the dome--blonde, possibly a little older, younger than myself?--testifying in a Sexual Harrassment case active in Iowa's state capitol. She testifies she was fired for reporting this and protected class conversation, attitudes, jokes, and harrassment spanning basically all demographics of Race, ethnicity, Religion, gender, and sexual orientation, in her examples on the News, rampant in the capitol building, from what I gathered. I tried to find this online but could not nail it this morning. She said women were harrassed ABOUT their sex lives. As an active norm therein.
      I hope that rather than hate, some of you, especially females, realize thru my sharing for the sake of all that exists, that sexual harrassment happens often while a woman is "down" and not while within structure, as a permission to gain her self-sufficiency back. If you are wondering how someone like myself can still be in the situation I'm in, you can count more contacts, interviews, and a**holes sexually harrassing me, or else, in that more important times than I can count. And, if you have 0 tolerance and 0 play as your personal ethic, you're 100% out in the cold--with your amazing virtue, though.
      From bottom up:

-----Original Message-----
From: Dean, Darryck (CRS) (CRS)
To: Amy Jin
Sent: Wed, Jul 12, 2017 9:31 am
Subject: RE: For what it's worth...

Wow.

I hope you have a nice day.

From: Amy Jin [mailto:eternallove47@aol.com] ;
Sent: Wednesday, July 12, 2017 9:26 AM
To: Dean, Darryck (CRS)
Subject: Re: For what it's worth...

      Actually, she would likely be QUITE impressed by me--just not with you.
      Choose your final choice. You will be held reponsible, regardless.
      You should be put on blast, nationwide. You have defined the word "predator" with all of this.

-----Original Message-----
From: Dean, Darryck (CRS) (CRS)
To: Amy Jin
Sent: Wed, Jul 12, 2017 9:21 am
Subject: RE: For what it's worth...

She is not from Dubuque. I was referring to the fact that you called her out, by name, in your screed against me. I’m sure if she was aware of that, she would not be very impressed..

On that topic, I now think it’s best that you not communicate with my contacts.
I will be reaching out to them to withdraw my support.

I anticipated being put on blast. And, I don’t believe there is really a need for “clearing the air”. It is what it is.

I am not angry with you, it’s just that this is getting too weird and out of control.

From: Amy Jin [mailto:eternallove47@aol.com] ;
Sent: Tuesday, July 11, 2017 6:24 PM
To: Dean, Darryck (CRS)
Subject: Re: For what it's worth...

Then write one, clearing the air so no one has to do it for you, and I'll rebroadcast it (...)

-----Original Message-----
From: Amy Jin
To: Darryck.Dean
Sent: Wed, Jul 12, 2017 9:15 am
Subject: Final Word

      After sleeping on the right thing to do, Darryck, I'm going to say that I feel it perfectly appropriate for you to ensure that my personal safety is not put into the the loom, due to this.
      I would be happy to accept a safe hotel, here, that is non-discriminatory, for the next month, as planned, since June has not contacted me back and is most likely gone on her trip, as you expected. I will hope to gain non-toxic employment here or in Kansas City and be able to segue back to safety, self-sufficiently, as I have been hoping for years since this persecution began.
      Please text or e-mail a response and confirmation of a chosen place, if you choose to do that as part of what you've expressed.
      If not, you have not just "let me down," you have literally put me in danger since I was overwhelmingly trusting you with my life more than not.

AJS

-----Original Message-----
From: Amy Jin
To: Darryck.Dean
Sent: Tue, Jul 11, 2017 6:28 pm

Correction: No "side"

      Consider my E-Update my last statement on that issue until you do. That's my final word. I do not wish to continue communication, in any format, with someone, or allow you access to my person, who's done what you've done now multiple times, and I'm not going to say it again.

-----Original Message-----
From: Amy Jin
To: Darryck.Dean
Sent: Tue, Jul 11, 2017 6:24 pm
Subject: Re: For what it's worth...

      Then write one, clearing the air so no one has to do it for you, and I'll rebroadcast it amongst the loyal following &/or evildoers who come to get their due karma.

Bottom Lines,

If Christine is a "Dubuquer" as her top bar, or would side defend this cesspool over me, good luck, Kansas City!

-----Original Message-----
From: Dean, Darryck (CRS) (CRS)
To: Amy Jin
Sent: Tue, Jul 11, 2017 5:20 pm
Subject: RE: For what it's worth...

Again, for what it’s worth…
As for my contact’s – go for it
I had coffee with Luke this morning. He arrived on his Vespa. Major cool points! I gave him your cell #. I hope the two of you are able to connect. Likewise, with June; but I know she’s leaving town soon, so if you haven’t please reach out asap.
It may take a few tries to connect with Christine (I hope she doesn’t have friends or family in Dubuque!), I’m sure she can point you in the right direction regarding opportunities in the field of marketing.
That’s really good news regarding Delta/Peosta Dental & CHC.
Nothing bad will happen to you.
You are definitely owed an apology. Like I said, the way that was handled, sucked.

PTI

From: Amy Jin [mailto:eternallove47@aol.com] ;
Sent: Tuesday, July 11, 2017 4:34 PM
To: Dean, Darryck (CRS)
Subject: Re: For what it's worth...

      Darryck, I'm planning on being homeless Friday because it feels like the right thing to do, however, you might know your contact, Luke Norris, texted me today and was sorry he missed me and is anticipating talking to me in the next day or so.
      You might also know that not only did the hotel I didn't have a question about call back here, without issue, but Delta Dental's Discrimination Sup. finally called back about the Peosta Dental & Crescent Community Health Center (Dr. Reed, Dr.Humke I was mad about) situation and said they definitely will get this resolved within the week. AND the Medical side said that yes, if I had interviews, they could definitely reschedule my appt.
      I am happy to have your contacts' help in getting my life back. Yes, you've left me out in the cold, and I don't know exactly what to tell you other than it seems best to let the chips fall where they may and hope nothing too bad happens.
      I'd say fix it--fast--with everybody, or leave it alone permanently, like everyone else who's done something of this nature.
      I do appreciate the apology, but you've also been asked more than once now not to contact me unless you're going to fix what's been wronged, without question, and unless you're sure, I'd definitely honor the no contact.

-----Original Message-----
From: Dean, Darryck (CRS) (CRS)
To: Amy Jin
Sent: Tue, Jul 11, 2017 4:02 pm
Subject: For what it's worth...

For what it’s worth, I am sorry for the abrupt, distant and rather cold email on yesterday. If it’s any consolation, I feel HORRIBLE because I know I let you down. I know I disappointed you. I know I hurt you.

Peace Without Rugs
*Image of Amy Jin in Reclining Hero's Pose*
"True peace is never accomplished with shadiness, shirking responsibility, or shoving anything under a rug. Rugs are best left for (Ashtanga-based/Santa Monica) Power Yoga practice." -Amy Jin
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-----Original Message-----
From: Amy Jin
To: Darryck.Dean
CC: *The Current E-Update List In Need Of A Refresh*
Sent: Mon, 10 Jul 2017 16:35
Subject: ***I Love When This Happens--DOJ Treachery: From Amy Jin Schmelzer & Love Yoga: The Movement--Monday, July 10th, 2017***

      Yeah--This doesn't work for me, either, Darryck. And, actually, it doesn't work for the country, the way things are supposed to work.
      Many of you know about this sitaution and/or my stringent standards, especially at this point, in accepting benevolence, Love Offerings, or even the vetting process of people looking to study with me or wanting close contact with me or Love Yoga: The Movement, period.
      After over a year of temper tantrums about this, as if any sane or reasonable person would question my clear processes or legitimate questions over his interest in my person, regardless, I recently was told he was married and, as recently as the last few days, was misrepresenting me as a "Muse" to his "friends and family," including his wife, not as the essential talent recruit (Hence my visit to Kansas City and Des Moines I E-Updated about to be briefed and, basically, evacuated from this area for a little bit. I have been keeping these "opportunities," as they were positioned, under my hat. They are/were commensurate and salaried and possibly would've moved me from leading Power Yoga as primary identity to philanthropically backing my own Movement, either of which was fine, at this point. A phone meeting today was cancelled with the below e-mails about his backing my staying in a better hotel and/or relocating to Kansas City, possibly within the week, after I was told to leave VM's for friends in K.C. Metro with connections in high-level Marketing, Restaurant, Christine Kemper of THE Kemper family in Kansas City, and a fellow Healer/Bodyworker with a potential guest room in a 4-bdrm. house that could be part of the immediate plan on Friday. The role in Kansas City was for a non-profit that had already commenced near Ferguson, MO as Executive Director, starting the program, Elevate U.S.A., from scratch in the urban core. The other is/was for a slightly overqualified but solid Equity Coordinator position in The City of Des Moines' Human & Civil Rights Dept., but/and we know how Iowa is right now, Civil Rights-wise, as all this proves. During my last trip, however, I was taken to meet Joshua Barr, Des Moines' Kelly Larson, and that was good) and "presence" with all that "shine" and charisma and "radiance" he kept mentioning to me. After a call to the DOJ about this, which he was told about, and barring him from contacting me last Fall, which he failed to honor, as I watched him run from the Casey's General Store situation but want to continue some other kind of personal relationship with me, I have told everyone privy I would give him the 2nd chance he kept saying he deserved, but...for what? I believe today I have the answer, as he pulls projections and bulls**t out of his hat similar to that in my own adoptive family, past and current guilty parties in my regard, and past stalkers, predators, and obsessed fans.
      I want to tell you that I have felt "better" all morning in such a visceral way after this surfaced in a more substantial way, and if it's any indication, I have never had more complete strangers--and people I know--wave, honk, smile, &/or get out of the way on the sidewalk on my run after practice today, as if they all knew me. On some level, I believe they all have and do.
      Darryck Dean, Conciliatory Specialist for The Department of Justice of The United States of America, who continues to work with similarly ineffective, corrupted people and Civil Rights anybody in this area, in the state of Iowa, in the Midwest, and in this country, you are banned from this Movement and from further contact with me, except in the event you concede you have a problem and put all other interests to the side, other than developing the rich soil that is the promise and strength and courage found in my generation and younger. Generation X and below, and all women and minorities and undeveloped men in higher generations, you are not finished yet until you are dead. Rise UP through a structure, hierarchy, and limitless potential in its design that is this world, all nations, and The United States itself. The BEST is the best! If you have the answers, the leadership, the Power, and the God-given Purpose, RISE UP and give your life to healing, leading, and changing this world to eviscerate the pain and suffering and the disgusting war addiction of our predecessors. TRUE HEROES will worship ending all wars, not find gratification in more suicides, more PTSD, more astronomical costs, more hideous violence of peoples you don't even know or understand, and more nationalism and faux Supremacy meted out over peoples who require honor, not imposition of Will that goes against both God and Man. Bring people into the Light. We will all be beautiful, be complete, be maximized, happy, and free, and those things will not be tethered to the empty, heartless illusions of material things or gaining power by levying it murderously, wrongfully over other Men.

Wear Your Crown Today, Everyday Citizens.
There Is No One Greater Than What Source God Put In You.
We Are Made To Dance.

(Check, Check it OUT!: From bottom up, as always!):

-----Original Message-----
From: Amy Jin
To: *Someone!*
Sent: Mon, Jul 10, 2017 11:46 am
Subject: Fwd: Forward Movement--

      I asked him to clarify things with Sharon and his "friends" down there he was trying to put me in touch with, which is the bridge back to a normal life he seems so completely unaware of.
      Don't we even call it that here, in a structured program?
      ...
      I'm not going to bother responding to him now--I was supposed to call him later today. I guess he looked up The Glenview Motel, & after minimizing and denying, even trying to pump up what it is here, he was pretty much saying firmly he was going to help me stay in 1 of the other non-problematic hotels in town until the week of the 17th when I was supposed to come down, or possibly be there via one of his friends, June, with a guest room.
      So he's saying he's this or that and in the clear--Is he saying he's not, obviously, now?

I Appreciate You.

-----Original Message-----
From: Dean, Darryck (CRS) (CRS)
To: Amy Jin
Sent: Mon, Jul 10, 2017 11:12 am
Subject: RE: Forward Movement--

AJS, I have no idea what your understanding of this “bridge” is.
As I shared with you, our “frank discussion” was alarming to me in several ways, and was all I could think about this weekend.
What began for me as a spontaneous response to what I perceived as an immediate need for secure housing has now become this expanding tangle of accusations, rules, inquiries, boundaries, speculations and labels.

This “bridge” feel more like a maze.

You are a survivor; and I’m thankful that you have survived some very challenging ordeals. However, I choose to be around people who live in and engage the world from a completely different take than the people you described Friday. (for the umpteenth time!) I am not out to “get you”. I am not out to trick you. I am not out to trap you. I am not out to h arm you.

I am tired of needlessly defending myself against your negative views and low expectations of me and my friends. Nor will I suffer through another hour of you ascribing sordid motivations to my actions - But Still Willing To Accept My Assistance! It was all very chilling. And, it is not worth the bother.

For both of our sakes, I think it is best we no longer pursue building a “bridge”

From: Amy Jin [mailto:eternallove47@aol.com]
Sent: Saturday, July 8, 2017 11:56 PM
To: Dean, Darryck (CRS)
Subject: Forward Movement--

If you get any information, pertaining to our frank discussion, that would change the context of my understanding of this bridge you're giving me, please communicate it immediately as possible. Again, I appreciate your interest in Love Yoga: The Movement and my Vision for this planet.

Thank You!

Peace Without Rugs
*Image of Amy Jin in Reclining Hero's Pose*
"True peace is never accomplished with shadiness, shirking responsibility, or shoving anything under a rug. Rugs are best left for (Ashtanga-based/Santa Monica) Power Yoga practice." -Amy Jin
*Image of Ashtanga Yoga Rugs*
Image Courtesy of AOL Image Bank
www.WhatItIsPowerYoga.blogspot.com
C.913.645.1237
United States of America

(Separate stream below)

-----Original Message-----
From: Amy Jin
To: Darryck.Dean@usdoj.gov; Kevin.VanderSchel@usdoj.gov
Sent: Mon, Jul 10, 2017 11:36 am
Subject: Re: From Amy Jin Schmelzer--Fwd: ***Kohl's Department Stores, Inc. & Dubuque Location Protected Class Violations, Results TBD, And LY: TM Judas Found!!!: From Amy Jin Schmelzer & Love Yoga: The Movement--Wednesday, July 5th, 2017***

      Also, I go by "Amy Jin" as my First, which Mr.Dean is very well aware of. The Korean part is by far the most beautiful.

Thank You.

(+ the following stream)

-----Original Message-----
From: Amy Jin
To: Darryck.Dean@usdoj.gov; Kevin.VanderSchel@usdoj.gov
Sent: Mon, Jul 10, 2017 11:11 am
Subject: Re: From Amy Jin Schmelzer--Fwd: ***Kohl's Department Stores, Inc. & Dubuque Location Protected Class Violations, Results TBD, And LY: TM Judas Found!!!: From Amy Jin Schmelzer & Love Yoga: The Movement--Wednesday, July 5th, 2017***

      It's more than a landlord case, and you did say that while I was in Kansas City at the end of June while discussing Casey's General Store, perhaps?
      Regardless, I am doing my own work, here.

Amy Jin

-----Original Message-----
From: Dean, Darryck (CRS) (CRS)
To: VanderSchel, Kevin (USAIAS) (USAIAS) ; Amy Jin
Sent: Mon, Jul 10, 2017 11:08 am
Subject: RE: From Amy Jin Schmelzer--Fwd: ***Kohl's Department Stores, Inc. & Dubuque Location Protected Class Violations, Results TBD, And LY: TM Judas Found!!!: From Amy Jin Schmelzer & Love Yoga: The Movement--Wednesday, July 5th, 2017***

I did not, and would not mention to Amy that you, or any US Attorney, could help her in a municipal or state matter, in particular a land lord tenant case.

Darryck

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-----Original Message-----
From: Amy Jin
To: Kevin.VanderSchel@usdoj.gov
Cc: Darryck.Dean@usdoj.gov
Sent: Mon, Jul 10, 2017 11:08 am
Subject: Re: From Amy Jin Schmelzer--Fwd: ***Kohl's Department Stores, Inc. & Dubuque Location Protected Class Violations, Results TBD, And LY: TM Judas Found!!!: From Amy Jin Schmelzer & Love Yoga: The Movement--Wednesday, July 5th, 2017***

      Got it. No, he said you, but perhaps he wasn't thinking. He knew I'd tried to contact the Northern Dist. shortly after our DOJ Forum after the cross burning here, last June, but the person never responded, & then you've filled me in what was happening there, also.

Thank You!

-----Original Message-----
From: VanderSchel, Kevin (USAIAS) (USAIAS)
To: Amy Jin
Cc: Dean, Darryck (CRS) (CRS)
Sent: Mon, Jul 10, 2017 10:58 am
Subject: RE: From Amy Jin Schmelzer--Fwd: ***Kohl's Department Stores, Inc. & Dubuque Location Protected Class Violations, Results TBD, And LY: TM Judas Found!!!: From Amy Jin Schmelzer & Love Yoga: The Movement--Wednesday, July 5th, 2017***

Amy,

Darryck must have been referring to the U.S. Attorney’s Office in the Northern District of Iowa.

My office has limited jurisdiction and only has authority within the 47 counties that make up the Southern District of Iowa. A map of our district is enclosed. The counties in dark blue are in the Northern District of Iowa.

I am sorry, but our office does not have authority to investigate or handle matters that occur in Dubuque.

Kevin VanderSchel

From: Amy Jin [mailto:eternallove47@aol.com]
Sent: Saturday, July 08, 2017 4:44 PM
To: VanderSchel, Kevin (USAIAS)
Subject: From Amy Jin Schmelzer--Fwd: ***Kohl's Department Stores, Inc. & Dubuque Location Protected Class Violations, Results TBD, And LY: TM Judas Found!!!: From Amy Jin Schmelzer & Love Yoga: The Movement--Wednesday, July 5th, 2017***

Kevin Vanderschel,
      It was nice to meet you at the DOJ Forum in Des Moines.
      I'm including, below, some of the fun and friendliness I alluded to, currently ongoing in Dubuque around my person (Read from bottom up)--just one of countless, unbelievable situations around my person as I look to reintegrate back into society in a "normal" capacity after spending most of my adult life on a mountaintop, so to speak, on a spiritual mission and path, mostly encapsulated within pioneering Ashtanga-based Power Yoga.
      I am actually writing after Darryck Dean mentioned that you may be able to help me in a caught-up slumlord landlord case from 2013-2014 but which is still ongoing (The state essentially forced the corrupt court system, here in Dubuque County to give me funds back it was illegitimately stealing from my tax refunds--in poverty, due to the mentioned, all-encompassing persecution--if that's even legal, but now they're doing the same). The now-City Attorney, Crenna Brumwell, has recused herself of all Civil Rights action around my person, for similarly bullying me in a courtroom about a $10 parking ticket I was right about (on my website &/or I can tell you--The ICRC knows about it), if that's even legal, and despite my "following" around the country demanding that someone, including the federal gov't, stop what has been happening to me, everyone seems to stand there and watch, including the DOJ in D.C.--so far.
      I'm attaching the latest letter I got from John Goerdt (I've been in touch with about everyone possible in the state, including both Senators' offices before the election and Congressman Blum's--Clear interest, but nothing). The State's Attorney's Investigator I've now left 2 messages with has not called back.
      I want my stolen funds back by calling the original trial "corrupted" or a "mistrial," even, for a number of different reasons and believe it to be, and this activity attempting to harm me permanently, and my life, needs to stop.
      I have never even been able to procure an Attorney. Legal Aid is incompetent &/or similarly corrupt.
      I look forward to hearing from you.

Amy Jin Schmelzer
Currently, in Dubuque

-----Original Message-----
From: Amy Jin
To: nancy.robertson ; mark.loy ; Benjamin.Gamble
Cc: *That E-Update List*
Sent: Thu, Jul 6, 2017 1:11 am
Subject: Re: ***Kohl's Department Stores, Inc. & Dubuque Location Protected Class Violations, Results TBD, And LY: TM Judas Found!!!: From Amy Jin Schmelzer & Love Yoga: The Movement--Wednesday, July 5th, 2017***

"shirt" not "shift"

AJS

-----Original Message-----
From: Amy Jin
To: nancy.robertson ; mark.loy ; Benjamin.Gamble
Cc: *The Peops*
Sent: Thu, Jul 6, 2017 1:09 am
Subject: Re: ***Kohl's Department Stores, Inc. & Dubuque Location Protected Class Violations, Results TBD, And LY: TM Judas Found!!!: From Amy Jin Schmelzer & Love Yoga: The Movement--Wednesday, July 5th, 2017***

Clarification: 2.6 Meaning I'd hoped to be cut later but was cut earlier at 7. And this is being counted as delinquent on me. For cutting hours on me...

Second, the man and woman were standing at a SONOMA (House brand) women's shift table tower, not the kiosk.

Peace.

-----Original Message-----
From: Amy Jin
To: nancy.robertson ; mark.loy ; Benjamin.Gamble
Cc: *The Peops*
Sent: Wed, Jul 5, 2017 11:57 pm
Subject: ***Kohl's Department Stores, Inc. & Dubuque Location Protected Class Violations, Results TBD, And LY: TM Judas Found!!!: From Amy Jin Schmelzer & Love Yoga: The Movement--Wednesday, July 5th, 2017***

      Evidence seems to fall into my hands.
      It's like that when you're the only one who has used his/her will to embody the Truth and is courageous enough to speak it.

      As some of you may know, with full General Management support, I placed an Integrity Hotline call, on behalf of Kohl's Department Stores, Inc. around mid-March (Exact date would need further research), which was accurately assessed by the third-party? Investigative Intaker as "getting picked apart for being overqualified and doing everything right in an environment with no leadership," with definite seeminglyness about some of it being protected class-related, especially given my role in society and already-experienced traumas as Undercover Boss and Yog.
      Now, meanwhile, in spite of having to battle off getting talked down to, power tripped on, double-standarded, and having every leadership job offer at store level botched or dismissed or given to someone with no Business roots, despite applying to corporate, and in spite of every GM I'd talked to in larger markets, including the state capitol and the Chicagoland area, stating that they felt, very clearly, I was getting "used and abused," "was already providing leadership but just wasn't getting paid for it," plus harsher things in my support, unsolicited, and being eager to help transfer me THERE, I told them that I was invested in helping improve my hometown and was giving Nancy Robertson first dibbies on me, based on her promises and hopes for me, from interview on, including Love Yoga: The Movement.
      I was contemplating evacuating a few months into employment, last year, when I was told I'd have to be there for a while before they'd transfer me, including Nancy, who now doesn't remember saying that, and my internal compass was saying to do so fast, seeing fallout, incompetency, and strangeness around me, including smelling betrayals on the horizon. I did not, though, due to loyalty to Nancy, my intentions, Lisa and Nicole McCarthy, who you may know became 2 of the biggest sources of hostility in operations to me, as many people said they were likely afraid of my taking their job(s) or something similar. Or something even less--anything.
      It is now July 5th, 2017. After the "Death of Retail," where 1 of my original career companies (Whole Foods Market) has just been bought out and sold out to yet another company at hand on my website, Amazon.com, as I predicted upon my evacuation of it in 2002, I am somehow privy to not only being completely opposite of where I should be in a corporate hierarchy, as someone exponentially what I was when I WAS salary-earning, but bait-&-switched on a promotion that was supposed to finally produce a livable wage, but I have been prohibited from leadership OR transferring, despite the responses by other GM's for months about my situation, primarily by the District Manager, as I find out that Janet McCarthy, my 1st grade teacher from Resurrection, has been sending my personal texts on to her sister, who has been sending my personal, confidential (screams for help) text messages to the corporate office, 100% guilty of joining in on violations of policy and protected class Law in the building. I am suspended until they can discuss the details (Thank God) of a text message I sent after I was bullied out of the building and felt ill about it, following no response by corporate on anything I was reporting, and finding that I was being thrown under the bus, store management even showing signs they were lying about me behind my back, &/or corporate showing signs they were looking to help do what everyone else has done to me, rather than redefine their environment, which was find something wrong with me, which was really hard to do, especially with everyone else texting me about working their shifts & asking why I wasn't a Manager yet, in addition to adding their own dread and concerns to my mission to make the store a recognizable business, say by Chicago or Fortune 100 standards.
      Janet McCarthy, you are dismissed--and banned--until further notice, like lunatics who have violated me and my Movement before you, and you have officially helped not only change the way I see this area and my hometown forever, but have also allowed me to call it my own. I have never been more clear, poised, or ready to assume leadership or whatever responsibility is called for by me, anywhere on this planet, and you have helped me finally feel that--even here. Without question. I have always been and am also prepared to protect, defend, and stand for, as always, any people who know the Truth and who will also put their lives on the line to help me create a utopian world and worldview, starting wherever I choose to be.
      Similarly, I have said and will say again that, in spite of myself, my Purpose is based on Peace, not War, though I am an accomplished Warrior, in a number of ways, and I will continue to not only fight, but self-defend against those who come in evil spirit and wish them smote out by Source, or God's, will, as is the only Will alive on this planet.
      Should you have a hard time understanding my views or Right to defend myself against life-robbing vampires and aggressors, come to me first. When I text that your niece and the Beauty Supervisor are wished "imminent death" because they are jeopardizing my Work and life and have literally just made me sick to my stomach, and to wish me "the Force," it is actually a highly enlightened, SOFT way of surrendering these embodiments of ignorance to God, rather than doing as most people do, which is lose their god damned minds which, honestly, based on what's been done to me, I would have every legitimate reason to do, but you already know that, based on your support of my path & words for those who have already hurt me.
      As you, and many, many others have suggested, I have not gotten a gun, as all reasonable people would have by now. I know. It probably makes me either completely stupid or crazy. Really, though, I just hate violence. Including against me, without reason.
      It seems, however, my Purpose is far too stellar...and I will continue to outshine all of the sub-humans who cross my path, not give you far too much accessibility to me by doing anything humanly contemptuous to them. Bringing the fullest extent of Policy, Law, and God's Law, however, to the extent that it has been granted to me, IS not only Purpose but a HUGE part ofmy gift set, as well. And that is not my choice but something for which I was created, as you well know.
      So apparently a transfer MAY be in the works, since you all are aware another new friend of mine at the store, and others, have brought a number of things to my attention about all of this, including that he was transferred before most people even noticed he was there. Perhaps the need for this in my regard was highlighted by the proof that just keeps surfacing, more and more and more, including someone in my most intimate circles telling me just a few weeks ago, when I finally disclosed her sister's involvement in my treatment at Kohl's, not only was she outrightly resistant to knowing about it but said immediately, by e-mail, that she was sorry--that they weren't raised like that--and that she'd be happy to be a Reference for me, no matter what. Her answer, however, like everyone else on this long path I've traveled, was that I quit, rather than the truly bad employees be fired immediately, including her relatives. This is clearly, to everyone, a move that was happening last month already, behind my back and under the radar. AFTER I had already been bait-&-switched promoted, including with several-months-late 30 & 90-day Reviews that were pushed through for another attempt at the agreed-to raise (They don't produce those, we found out afterward), which just meant doing twice as much way overqualified for a buck or so more (I was watching all of this with interest so was kind of not interested in quitting right away just then, for a while there--This all makes for REALLY compelling case study at Harvard, should they ever stop discriminating against Asian-Americans). AFTER Nancy Robertson conceded that she'd botched my offer and said she was open to transferring me, if I really wanted. Turns out everyone being investigated was lying about their incidents, which I just found out today, including about Nancy trying to nail me with a "tardy policy problem." All of a sudden. Right. The person who never misses a scheduled shift, requests off through all the proper channels, when I actually do request off, who people have acknowledged does all the work they discover no one else has been doing, on a regular basis, including through the holidays...You all remember I have a stress-related condition that is now putting my life in danger, correct? Well, it came from somewhere.
      Let's explore the punch report we all knew was bulls**t, now that I've actually taken a look at it--even though I've got much bigger pokers in the pot, including that good old Buddhist monastery in Asia I keep on talking about, less and less as a joke.
      Here's my "tardy problem." Note: They've NEVER questioned my performance or work ethic. Just my Integrity Hotline call because I cared enough to dig my heels in...based on lies that I would have to help run the place so started cleaning house. Didn't know I could've just transferred without caring because they lied about that, too, standing behind me for protection as I voiced the things almost all the "good employees" have said as people who should've done something about it made excuses and started shooting at the Messenger.
      Like all found traitors and violators of myself and the ideals I lead, to be fully forgiven, you must do whatever's necessary to make up for what you've wronged, including a formal, public admission of wrongdoing and regret which will be published and broadcast--possibly beyond this country.
      Note: The Tardy Policy was not enforced 'til after my Integrity Hotline call and, as usual, the corporate "norms" I single-handedly brought to the table were wielded against me. As an example, I was literally just told today that leaving early, even a few minutes, was wrong, even though it's normal, which Jenna Brown in HR went silent about. Even when they're emergency-style cutting hours. Also, they let me run around saying the grace period on punch-ins/outs (I'm not really a punch-in or out type of employee, but for this dissertation...) was 5 minutes. Apparently it's 6.
      There are daily call-ins of people not showing or just not showing. I have never missed a shift and have covered for others, to be nice, not because I wanted the hours. On time. And underpaid. From this scary motel that I have made deal-with-able and has become my throne for soothsaying. They recently found a snake in the store, amongst other things, from what I hear. And from what I'm gathering they think that DePaul University's Business School, in its heyday, is not only the same as UD's Underwater Basket Weaving major but as coming in out of dress code with no aspiration other than to collect your paycheck, with no education, period, even if you skip work to do just about anything.
      Here's what they counted as my being gone wrongly:

11.8.2016 Was likely cut. Did not write a formal note yet since I saw no need to.
11.16 Doesn't count--Within the grace period, but I think this is the one they already found & admitted to before I left the location today.
11.22 Left early. Permission by Nancy. That-time-of-the-month problems/not feeling well. Our target market, however, is "women empowered to take care of their families," so this is punishable by law.
12.2 1 min. past the grace period--HUGE problem corporate prospect.
12.16 Almost called in. Problem with a former Law Enforcement official highly admiring--fan? Stalker? and potential landlord, including his new wife, who was one of my practitioners at The Dubuque Community YM/YWCA.
12.21 Called. Ran into Hempstead traffic. Ike said in a later meeting with him and Nancy to just call in MORE late & they normally won't count it. Also after the Integrity Hotline call. Several minutes late?
12.22 May have been post-run bleed day I told Ike about (Cut my foot open on my run after practice, before showering & coming in). He kind of laughed. Athletes get it. S**t happens.
12.26 Nope. That was here.
2.1 Thought it was 2:30P, which everyone laughed about that day because I normally never screw up, but when they start scheduling you all crazy due to imminent death in store status cuts, budgets, and the role they're still using you for but not paying you for, even I can't do that many backbends!!! Did I arrive at 2:31 or 2:29 that day?
2.6 Cuts before & after I got there. I agreed to leave a “couple” hrs. early, which became “7.” This is on the tardy sheet.
2.7 More cutting, though they made Sales & Credit yesterday! Negotiated “8” with Anne. :( Had to leave early against my will, again. Why the hell are these on the tardy sheet?!
2.22 1 min.--"More b.s. notes (Public whippings) from Nicole so had to front her out when I got there. Told Natalie I was interested in her dept., that I was out at 5, instead of sticking around to do inventory prep, as I’d told Nancy I wanted to do, & I called Schaumburg from the parking lot. Almost called in. Sales were way under par yesterday, I saw. With Lisa leading, as usual." I was there by my own choosing, and this is being counted as a tardy?
2.25 Likely told I could go if finished with all my stuff. No notes. "Nancy says it IS the change, 3:51-10:38P 6 H, 47 M but she still hasn’t heard from Mark yet (Lisa said he’s on vaca). W.T.??!!" I was in the promotion with no raise and no explanation.
3.13 "Told could go home early (Dead) 3:54-7:59P 4 H, 5 M
--Had a bit of snow last night, but it seemed pretty clear here…Anyway, Anne announced at Huddle Mark’s coming tomorrow for a “business meeting.” Coincidence? E-mailed Nancy before work an update/that we should discuss it." This must be the time marked as "Weather" they keep talking about that I keep vehemently refuting. I'm the only one who never missed due to snow or ice., including the day when half the store called in. ?
4.4 "Nicole left the last note she’ll 2:50-7:48P 4 H, 58 M ever leave, telling me I 'have to' and 'U always have to do ALL Accessories Recovery" when I'm the only one who does Floor Pick-Up, deep Recovery, as a matter of course, EVERY time, as a known fact. I'll leave the !#$%!#%s out of this direct notation. ..."Anne asked if I wanted to leave early since we were dead. Sales still HORRIBLE. A few min. late/Accident on Pennsylvania & the NW Arterial coming in."
4.11 Does not count. Why are they counting it. Grace period.
4.17 Bullied out. Smell-violator Kathy & controversial, also-bullied, new Manager, Sonnee, at hand. 2 min. late past the grace period. This is my 1st time in the store since my "best fold job he's ever seen" remark rec'd via Nancy by Loy during the recent visit they had me come in for to basically make the store look " perfect" or, well, corporate, which I did. After they'd zeroed me out in retaliation after the Integrity Hotline call and, when confronted by me about that, Nancy gave me the go-=ahed to come in and do this job "whenever I wanted."

      An Apr.21st call with Brown, HR, WEEKS after a dead Integrity Hotline phone call and multiple, diplomatic follow-ups. July 5th. A continued witch hunt which is dead on its face. And another split personality found in the family that recruited me & promised to help, never harm me. Number 1 million.

      I'll leave you with a little story. I believe it was on the 4th of July, but there was a couple at the kiosk, when I was walking back to the Beauty Department, and they were kind of looking at me, wanting to connect, but not needing help. So as I went by, I spoke to their situation & said, "Do you have any idea how many husbands I see here holding their wife's stuff while she's busy doing all of this?" and kind of emulated her hand movements trying to shop & pick things out. They both cracked up.
      As a portent, I was told to go to the Misses' side Registers to cover a No Show when I got there today, and this older gentleman kept going by, like he wanted to say something to me. When there was finally a clear space for him to do so, when I wasn't handling a Power Yoga class-like line that suddenly formed as soon as I showed up, he said, "Excuse me, miss. Do you have any, you know, benches for husbands to sit on while..." and we both started laughing. I said, "Unfortunately, we really don't. There's maybe something back in Customer Service and benches in the foyer, but..." And he said, "You know, you really need more benches for husbands!" I threw up my hands and, for the 1st time, took no responsibility for the store whatsoever, "Hey--I only work here!" He laughed again. He said, "You know the definition of insanity. It's when something's not right, and rather than fix it, you just keep doing the same thing over and over and over again." I felt his talking at me turn to talking WITH me as I stood there, looking at him. I said, "I know. I'm with you on that."

The Jin.

Waiting In The Wings--S.W.A.T. Love, Y'All!

Waiting In The Wings--S.W.A.T. Love, Y'All!
Pretty Princess Rachel Photog'ing Me At Kohl's Department Stores, Inc. on Halloween 2016!, Dubuque, IA!, M/10.31.2016!

One Of The Only Ultimately-Good Things To Come Out Of Cell Phones--Creative Expression.

One Of The Only Ultimately-Good Things To Come Out Of Cell Phones--Creative Expression.
Even When I Try To Look Like A Bad A**, Tho', This Is Apparently My Peers' Interpretation.

Discovering The PC Cam: (11.7.2016: From Being Held Hostage & Trafficked? By 1 Of My Backers?!!)

Discovering The PC Cam: (11.7.2016: From Being Held Hostage & Trafficked? By 1 Of My Backers?!!)
(See My Writing On Brett Albarado & Jeannie Madison, Out Of Red Wing, Minnesota, 2014, In The Writings Above!)

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F/July 18.2014

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(And My Personal Favorite--The "Miss Universe" Wave)--If Only All Encounters With PC Cams In Our World Were This Pure.

Prasarita Padottanasana - (Spread-Legged Forward Fold Position)

Prasarita Padottanasana - (Spread-Legged Forward Fold Position)
The Shell-Toed, Park Bench Ad-Lib

Tryst

Sometimes u got me feelin' like feelin' like I's high as high as a kite. Sometimes I's feelin' like sticky licky fingers in a can o' peanut butter and u gotta know better than this.

To take advantage of me's a tryst. U's usin' me 4 her. Her *****, her calm. It's the smile in my demeanor. I got u figured out.

I can't begin to tell u how to move, how to make it betta. Her personality's vexing--sure 'nuff is--& I think it's time u made her your world, or for once,
u gonna get kicked to the curb.

Now's the time for feelin' good. How 'bout u say what u feel(in').

I want you. That's what the point is. As piercing as it might be, you can feel it in your heart, can't u, Boo? Pretty ain't as pretty when it's covered in the aftershocks of your hos/fire and ice. In your head. Your jones for her, instead. Your moans. Emotions can't be played with when they's locked up in your head.

Here's the big picture: U want her, go get her. Feel me? Have no fear, & do it. Go get her. Be a prisoner no more. I tell u, it ain't worth fear. The shark underwater. The fierce pirate's been stealin' your loot, & it's u. Why u bein' severe about it? Pressure-free. Feel u? Feel me?

Peace.

How can u say it ain't a peace thang. Your life's been tied down to nothing-ness since the day u met her. U don't sweat her. There. There's the matrimony. Dutifully. Please believe. In yourself. For once. Go and get her.

A-men. There's the prayer part of you. Puttin' it out there slow enough for truth-tellers to command something new. U think, like a messenger, it ain't ancient teachings I was sent to you? Put u in your new place, space for makin' a blazing choice. A "hi" "how u doin'" half a million dollar smile might work nice.

Best be spendin' those pennies. I like to see you spendin'. Prisoner no more, we've done better, I'm sure. At least u got to steppin' those feet in the right direction. And can't any diversion keep those feet from crossin' the threshhold to the new me, the new u.

Free at last. Free at last.

Thank Goddess & Buddha I'm libertad'd from u. You hunk a' monkey bread. Junkin' me up instead of practicin' what u got. It's sweet love. Sweetness and freedom that's been sent from above. Dios. Thank Dios. Apprecios mi pretty prose so at last I can feel my emptiness.

You got it. A prophet.

A harnesser.

A tryst.

It's over. Be at peace now.

We's complete.

U'r on your path.

And I worship you no more. Nirvana.

Me. So free. I'm back in paradise.

-Amy Jin
(This piece was written as an expression of both understanding other women's perspectives & offering them a higher option.)

Word Up.

Word Up.

S/March 7.2015:

S/March 7.2015:
Enjoying The Popcorn.

The Not-Lost Souls: The Practitioners Of Love Yoga: The Movement

(Normally, The Practitioner Photo Gallery) Sunday, April 15, 2018: We'll see where we go from here, Ashtanga-based peops. Determine the quality of your soul in the matters, circumstances, and with the choices, before you. That is the purpose of our existence.

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The One True Mirror Is The Depth & Truth Within.

When I Left Everything I Knew, I Did What I Knew I Needed 2 Do--I Purified (Asana, Pranayama, Tapas), Knew & Further Studied Myself (Svadhyaya), & Surrendered My Being & Existence To Source (Ishvara Pranidhana--My Favorite). I Was Brought To Ashtanga, To Yoga, To See That What I Had Identified As Being Responsible For Inner-To-External Freedom Was Not Only Teachable But An Ancient, All-Encompassing Wisdom Tradition. I Said To Source, "I'm In."