The Racism & Smallness Monster In The State Of Iowa Is Officially On The Loose!

Update to my current LinkedIn entry: "(Self/Love Yoga: The Movement, When Timely--Reiterated), Piecemealed Thing #1-The Dubuque Community School District, (Ends 9.11.2020, after I was looking at when/how to leave, after they lied to me & the State, trying to shut down my COVID-impacted Unemployment Insurance--twice--of which they were only 1 employer, in return for heroics around their rampant racism, childish invasiveness, & discovered incompetencies. In spite of almost instant solicitations to "do this for real," & rave reviews of my "Talent," all over the District, for 2-1/2 years, I endured incessant racial attacks, obsessed fan creepage by Staff members, blatant solicitation to essentially do the Equity Coordinator's job for him, when he came over, with problems himself, from the embattled City (See my website/Google search Dubuque's Race Relations history for details), who then didn't want to acknowledge anti-Asian racism during the pandemic so told me to scram. I was bullied out of a Preschool Assignment by, I found out later, a former Senior Volleyball coach, who's now just a Paraprofessional in that room. And 1 of my subordinates from Casey's General Store, who kept talking in a bad Chinese accent around me, had since become a Paraprofessional in 1 of the "bad" schools I had a great success record in. They are 'releasing me' from the Substitute List, out of the blue, as someone they couldn't pay enough to have, in any capacity--A minority female bridge person, role model, DI Athlete, Yoga Teacher, Diversity & Inclusion Leader, with a top-notch education in all-Honors classes, who was pursued to be a scholar/coach and a U.S Diplomat. This is why you shouldn't come over to help your lesser cross-town rivals, in total good faith, & why Dubuque continues to go backwards, the State of Iowa losing its standing leading Pedagogy in this country, the Parochial system dying, getting mixed into a low-class system it has no business mixing with), #2-ascena Retail Group, Inc./Maurice's, Inc. (We Had No Fashion In Dubuque To Begin With--It Is A Barren Wasteland In 2020), Which Became Piecemealed Thing #3-Kwik Trip, Inc./Kwik Star When #2 Was As Much A Bigoted, Sub-Par, Exploitation Experience As The Things Below, &, Now, Piecemealed Thing #4-The United States Of American Federal Government/Department Of Commerce/Census Bureau, All In Flux & Flow, Due To Socio-Political-Economic Factors & COVID-19. I've got the beam focused on Seoul/Asia, a return to Academia, and JUSTICE. Putting me back where I belong/commensurate work, before I retire, is a double-dog dare, if this country intends to continue existing. You can find more of the salaried jobs I've done, following the three Recessions I've been through since graduation, that I don't get paid to do, on my website: www.WhatItIsPowerYoga.blogspot.com."

Drishti Of The Day Archived Today:

"A morning of a particular kind of quiet met me this week. I later learned it was the 75th Anniversary of the bombing of Nagasaki, not oddly by a bomb called 'Fat Man.' A matching silence, both within, and around me, absorbed the News, later that day, quoting the Mayor of Nagasaki stating poetically that he was similarly devastated at the lumbering pace that nations, even now, were moving at to abolish nuclear weapons. I thought, 'Why aren't major News channels talking about THAT? Amplifying, intensifying, or glorifying the quiet but comprehensively enlightened people, beliefs, and ideas that come out of Asia, when I need their company on this journey the most?' How do I get a stream of THAT to sing me lullabies, every night? Could it be that on the very same day, the wave of Asian golfers, namely out of Korea, who showed up maybe a decade after we knew there was at least one Asian athlete for SURE, became a 23-year-old Japanese-American, winning the PGA Championship? What strange, and beautiful, timing. Big Ups to Collin Morikawa. And, clearly, congratulations to the Empire of Japan for their vocalized, global call to make 'Fat Man''s a thing of the past, and I'll add to that the word 'reparations," because especially with nukes, paybacks are a bi*ch." -Amy Jin Schmelzer

Drishti Of The Day Archived Today:

"Universal humans, I have remained in a state of presence, with little to no engagement, to the matters at hand in 2020. Until now. The United States of America has never existed but in lip service, fraudulent sales practices, and unfulfilled hope. That is because it is The United States of Stolen Assets by Satanic Whites. This land, and say on its creation, including its Name, belongs to the Native American Tribes and should be given back. Now. The Beautiful of all Races will rise up, their numbers and pervasiveness singing full Glory to their Ancestors and proud lands. If you think that this can happen without, minimally, standing up for the Ideals of all peoples, and not be preparing yourself for what may arise if we are called, as a human family, to ensure that evil people are removed from their evil posts, you are of no use to this planet. SCSC089752, The City of Dubuque and Dubuque County Courthouse, in The State of Iowa. Preserving the beauty of the land, this country needs to be razed and given back to its rightful owners. Those of us who have been here to assist in whatever is best for all that belongs to God will always serve to Protect and Defend that New World, regardless of circumstance." -Amy Jin Schmelzer

From One Of The Midwest's First Asians. I'd Confirm That With An Asian Who's Been Here At Least As Long, But Sometimes I Don't See One For Years.

      One of the things that tickled me the most about Business Writing--Formal course name approximate--at DePaul was an articulate rant, by my Prof, about tired, cliched writing and speech. I decided against Race Relations, as what many people would've almost expected to be a natural fit, as an academic pursuit, in my undergraduate work, for a number of what I still deem solid reasons, even today, but as someone who's been called an "Original," in this and in life, in general, I want to impart on those wanting to learn that you sharpen the tools in your toolkit, in Diversity acuity, through study. If you're fortunate to have a degree to pursue, a choice to make about it, and the way to make that real, that's one way to accomplish that. Pick apart the protected classes, to start, and put your ego aside, relegated to Truth-seeking. Study history and multiple perspectives of the same facts in linear time. Take the time to open your mind, if you're fortunate enough to access the best of all learning environments--a classroom with a class and a prof, to listen to everyone's weigh-in, freak-outs, and brilliant and not-so-brilliant questions and answers. Knowledge is power, but Consciousness is King.
      Then, I'm going to tell you what some of the "powerful talking heads" don't want to hear. Put your boots on.
      Everyone wants to be an activist, since the time I actually was one but didn't care to be called that--a default, natural Leader...a chosen Leader, at times. A token who turned out to be "the real deal" by Design, to some people's chagrin and running, and to most people's amazement and belief in what used to be the magical evolution of the U.S. of A. That's when everything wasn't an extreme version of some bad stereotype of American citizens come true. And when "You become what you condemn" hadn't fully descended upon and made manifest, pervasively, throughout the White majority and all of its poor, sorry, ill-supported "minorities" either selling out to, mimicking, or by sheer good fortune or genes, leading or getting what they wanted out of the White majority, on request, because they, frankly, didn't do anything wrong, did everything right, and had, or did things, their White counterparts, likely best friend(s), boy/girl(friend) did, or could, not.
      If I hear one more person say "moment," "unprecedented," "folks," "ally," not specifically talking about nations who would defend us in wartime, and vice versa, I'm happily outta this popcorn stand as soon as this virus clears.
      The only way this country is going to change is if people in this country get tough as f**king hell. I'm going to say it like that, in spite of my general dismissal of foul-mouthedness over an extended period of time, because my general observation, now having seen all I want, or need, to see about the true nature of what's going on in this country, is we're at a point I long knew was inevitable, and, unfortunately, I'm right about a lot of things being completely lacking or missing altogether, and a huge part of that is reality. That's why everyone here is nuts. And the people who aren't and can cut throught the Maya, are likely of the enlightened ilk that has disallowed their willful participation in an entire country run on defense mechanisms, suppression, repression, abuse, self-absorption, and greed, bigoted genocide, and general hideousness of character, including, but not limited to, lying and manipulation as a means of primary communication, predatory everything, insecurity/self-esteem issues as a baseline, and lowering the standards of entry and beauty because the society starts to see the impacts of the aforementioned on both systems and people's appearances, so all aspirational people and their attributes start literally getting torn down so all the ugly, fat, sub-par people can be "happy," even though they're not. And that's the point. Unless they are. In which case they're not complaining about the standard to begin with because they're too busy being beautiful and happy, no matter what their face or their a** looks like.
      It's crossed my mind that if we don't work to eliminate war on the planet, in this century, we should follow the wisdom of nations like South Korea or, from what I was told by one of my Power Yoga practitioners who came from there, Israel, all U.S. citizens, maybe should take a turn serving a requisite amount of time in one of the Armed Forces. I'll add to that, as an idea long before all the ish hit the fan about Policing, some time in Law Enforcement. If you literally can't even say you'd make it through Basic Training for the latter, especially, to protect or defend all of us, SHUT. THE. F**K. UP. I mean that. The infinite Listener is finally stopping you right there.
      I'm questioning how I'm seeing Congress members with a spouse who was, at some point recently, a jail bird. I'm pondering how a generation that raised their kids on "Just Say 'No'" is now so pathetic, weak, and/or pedophilic, in an entire country that's generally sexually sick and ignoble like that, or so far in one direction they're literally cheering on criminals serving no time for their crimes because they're personally deciding there should be no punishment for anything since the criminals all had terrible upbringings in a sub-culture that f**ks and abandons and/or traumatizes their own progeny because they're genetically high-quality like that. Makes total sense (W. T. F.).
      And now they've got stupid Whites, Asians, and whomevers pulled into the Drug Game/Poverty/I-Had-A-F'd-Up-Childhood-,-Too illegitimate, mixed-children-no-one-really-cares-about-or-you'd-be-a-stand-up-parent-who-got-married-first-and-maybe-learn-about-childhood-development. As a really sick, off way of fixing the Race problem, for one. Wrong answer. As The United States of America gone bad, more like it. There's no Consciousness. And certainly no Love--in some of the most obvious, fundamental things that should. For everybody.
      When I was growing up, there were people who chose to interracially date/mix, and in places like the Tri-State Area here, or even the State of Iowa, it was so rare, and it was so clear they both might be persecuted--harshly--for it, that it was almost like a rare, tension-filled, high-powered event that everybody watched, whether they wanted to or not. In the many years that have passed, and I bloomed, I'll say, to clarify my evolved stance on this, within the past 10 years, that at least back then, NO ONE, or far fewer would've dared do so without what--Consciousness. And Love. And, in that way, some of these couples were literally applauded and revered by the kids, the "woke (Cliche word)" peops back then, as almost like American heroes. They put their whole selves both in and out there. Clearly.
      And you want ME to TEACH or defend you OR your lost-as-you-possibly-could-be, trash-talkin' "little s**ts?" F**K NO. I mean, you tell me. It's clearly evidenced you have no interest in learning.
      And what does a soulless country, with all its arrows off the mark, do, when you add in Technology and devices, after 2000? Watch. The standards come down. YOUR being beautiful, your being "perfect" is now a threat to not just people's general happiness but their literal LIVES because they're totally all there, in the first place, and well connected to their healthy family, with parents who're awake enough to actually love one another and raise strong, healthy children, physically, mentally, and spiritually. DEFINITELY. Meet Instagram and soccer moms taking off their clothes in their Computer Rooms, during the last Recession, or stripping to go to Harvard to see what the bottom lines REALLY are in this country. Hating on Asian girls who are to blame, then, for their self-loathing, versus the fact that they're actually the whores, from inside out, because the Asian girls actually just get straight A's while they're at Harvard, and are naturally beautiful and lacking the general weakness and impurity of character exhibited by their White, female aggressors. As with anything in my classes, if it doesn't apply, let it be cuz for the woman with the karma for it on the mat next to you, here's the mirror.
      Rather than a Race War, maybe we should create a Council at City, State, and Federal level. Based on Race. Yeah, I said it. Every Race should be thoroughly vetted, including statistics on who's who, including what percentage of your Race has committed a crime, what percentage has committed multiple!, and the categories of those crimes. For ALL of us to see. If there's a way to track who's reporting, and NOT, because they're ACTUALLY all participating or complicit, skewing those statistics for all of us, we should all know that. And then we vote, based on the Races of Man, on everything. This would drive Races to handle their own s**t and either look like a s**t show, for REAL, in front of all of us, or get their s**t figured out and start improving from the inside out, recognizing their true leaders, natures, roles, etc.
      Honestly, your saying you're going to make the Vice President, or a Supreme Court Justice, e.g. BLACK, which used to be a BAD WORD in Diversity work, and not even that long ago--Interesting--makes me sick for us all. So what you're SAYING is that White people know they're getting out-populated, they give up on, either in racism, or general defeat, hoping their "great nation" isn't turning into a s**t show because of their former slaves, e.g., run wild, so you start going against more of the rules that bind us, which is literally giving away the farm, based on Race, like that isn't just as indicative of your general fallibility and inability to hit the self-correction bull's eye. Since you got here. And how bad is that on the African-American community to even consider accepting when you've been claiming to know better all along, to participate in that bullshit or take the bait of--It's the same racism because you "can't earn anything because you're inferior, lazy, stupid, yaddahyaddahyaddah, RIGHT?!," instead of point out it should be the Best of the Best, period. I mean, you're above the shit they do to you, right? Honestly, I've stopped being sure.
      Asians, from their weird a** perch they've made me part-someone they Hiroshima/Nagasaki'd/bombed the F**K out of the Korean Peninsula, killing millions of our precioius people, during the GOD DAMNED WAR, then basically walked away and scratched their a**es about it, focusing, as always, on THEMSELVES about it, never actually helping make peace there to help make Korea Korea, or finish the damned thing--Honestly, you don't ever want these people to do surgery on anyone--part-chattel Cabbage Patch Doll, part-rescued baby from, I'm connecting through the resources I have available to me, and like the rest of my life, am watching you not know what the hell you're doing, and run from engaging me, as if my e-mail's instruction for the rest of your life, or a rhetorical question that requires no response, like either I'm not real, or you're not, if you just think it so. I know some of you speak English. I'm being told by, e.g., my Thai, Taiwanese guy friends I'd "hate" my own people's men cuz they're "assholes," that you'd be scared of me because I'm more like, it's insinuated, a powerful White woman, maybe even a man--LOL--or worse, the Ascended Master extraterrestrial that seems more reflective a truth, based on my experiences. Anyway, welcome to The United States of America. They consider us one lump over here. I learned not even that long of a time ago part of the hold-up, via deduction, is that the Asian Diaspora is so ancient, proud, strong, and clear, that you/we consider yourselves/ourselves separate Races of Men, not nationalities. Which explains why a consummate Asian-American kid with natural leadership ability, leading all kids, or other people, other than Asians, is STILL looking around like, "Where the hell ARE they?!!!" "They're pu*sies." "They're small/shy/quiet." "There aren't any." Honestly, we're also smart and fast as light, so let's get off the decades-late situation and find a unified way to promote Asian heritage and Asian pride. I'm so sick of you trying to suck everybody's. Yeah, I said it. I've never done that. Actually, it's been the other way around, for me, and you can only get that from people, universally, when you're always right, and you'd never hurt them. And you make them Great, not play the karma game with them. Quit apologizing or being the first, for instance, magazine to fail to blast the perpetrators of Asian racism on your cover and, since the pendulum might be swinging over to the descendants of slaves run amok, centuries pissed--Honestly, it'd take White people THREE DAYS to get that collectively nucking futs--start talking "Yellow Peril For Black Lives" s**t if they're beating up Chinese-American Grandma over COVID-19 straight up RACISM, while spreading in their 'hood Blacks can't get COVID (I mean, their genes are, OBVIOUSLY superior, physically, to everyone's, ESPECIALLY the sickly little yellow people like, e.g. Bruce Lee). OOPS! Now, they're all trying to play violins over all their people dying off! Wrong answer! LOL--No one playing violins in either direction--Black OR White--even the Filipino, Thai, Korean, Chinese, or lump Asian (epithet) wants to call THAT s**t on the rug. Let's just blame the President! And then psycho-analyze his being f'd in the head, due to an abusive, German-American upbringing, like that's going to help, all without Ph.D.'s, much less in Psych. Last time I heard, this country has a 9th Grade, collective I.Q. level. Like I said, SHUT. THE F**K. UP.
      I'm going to tell you something. I was one of the first PEOPLE, much less youths, in this all-White, "most racist City in the United States," likely the "first" minority/human of Asian descent to do a lot of s**t around here. Which is likely why I've been exiled everywhere in this country because they're like, "S**T. Anytime we let her do anything here, either in actuality or because of that, she's going to set a record here, and we can't let that happen--more." Then, they'll turn and stare at me, during this Pandemic, half-guilty, half-stuck because they can also see, e.g., I could be their Doctor. And the story hasn't changed, but I've run into more racism and bullying by African-Americans, both as a child, and in very grown-up, what just turns into pure evil, contexts, as an adult. While simultaneously being slotted, by everyone, as "urban," "Black(-leaning!)," "one of them," etc. my entire life...because no one had to tell me Black Lives Matter. I came onto the planet crying when they did. "Sympathetic to." "Defends and protects them." Take her down. Same with Hispanics, even, most recently, Native Americans. Allies, what? RECIPROCATE. Is it game off because I had to bother saying it, to those too f**king weak to already be hut hut about it. It's not a question. And there are countless of those instantly cool, but that SHOULD be the given. We all need Allies. So don't take your best, most objectively effective ones and literally almost die trying to make them enemies...but it's all on everyone BUT you, right? "Everyone hates Black people." WRONG. We hate what you DO, which then becomes WHAT YOU ARE to us. Which is a kind of people to have nothing to do with. Oh my God you're back at Square 1, but now you did it to yourselves. You decide. Or have you, already?
      If the White Race is really leading or teaching, much less "Superior," in any way, explain how, or why, it's actually been me, who, for years, has simply put two and two together, in times of necessity, or when I feel I must, that I have never seen anyone get--Not Black, not White, not the Tribes, not the "superior," enlightened Asians--No one--that, by definition, if you're "SUPERIOR," you'd be so f**king ginormous, both heart and soul-wise, you wouldn't be able to just take care of your Race, or Religion, much less just your own spouse, kids, and your iPhones, because you'd NATURALLY SEE AND OWN THE WHOLE PICTURE OF THE HUMAN FAMILY. You'd need the garage, the skyscraper, the better part of the city block, and likely the whole planet. And the definition of the "Superior ______ Race" would be everyone's cheering and jumping up and down because, by God, even the racist White people stopped being racist and actually had to admit they liked you as the Mommy, or Daddy, way better. Oh my God, everyone's HEALTHIER. And can see other people more clearly. And God's Races of Man ARE actually all very diverse, within themselves, and they are all amazing and beautiful as they are human and potentially erring, depending on their level of personal advancement, via natural talent and/or destiny or hard work on it on this planet. And wow--I can be free to stand up for Justice, with you people in the lead. And we actually all WANT to immediately correct to make it better for everyone. Now, we're all actually HAPPY the only way--the REAL way! And we didn't all have to mix ourselves into an oblivion or overdose together to do it!!!
      Chuck your stupid "America's Got Talent," all the international copycats, "American Ninja Warrior," "The Voice," dog ears on your head--Yeah, you are your dog, at this point, and idol/celebrity worship when, honestly, they were f**king dorks as far back as high school, and f**king work on THAT. I can't imagine what might naturally result, in terms of general suicide and soldiers coming home, offing themselves, because we actually got to the point, while they were gone...if anyone's even needed for war, period, after that, and we've not only ensured it's actually a country worth dying for, but now we're working on World Peace. It's the "Leader of the Free World," but that's not even within the scope of what we've just decided is the real purpose of our existence, and wonder why everyone's choosing opioids and "weed," instead? Either we can, or we can't, because we really are, or we aren't. I'm waiting. And so is every other country that likely has descendants who are now "Americans," over here.

Drishti Of The Day Archived Today:

"Your love means nothing, if it's not shown." -Amy Jin

Drishti Of The Day Archived Today:

"I agree. I question the intelligence, impetus', & competencies, or lack thereof, in the leaflet situation North Korea considers destabilizing and provocative, in a direction we've had enough of, for the rest of the life of this planet. The Korean people are known for their impeccability. There is enough human error on this planet. Let us not contribute to it. Do we deny that the North is not the other 'side' but the other 'half?' Our bloodlines and, therefore, our lives, have been stopped up by the fissure that is two separate Understandings to accomplish the same thing. Rather than focus on standstill and War, who is penning and refining what an ideal, complete, and self-sufficient Peninsula would look like, in total alignment with our Ancestors? Who is sharing it so that all with relevant DNA may weigh in? Where is the consideration that the 'contamination' in those streams is no match for the Strength, Ancient Wisdom, and Discipline in reverence of that track record, we clearly still express in the modern world, so that the sending off of our own infants, toddlers, & children is not acknowledged as deeply erroneous and should be apologized for, the truth told, in their regards, their beings absorbed? I am confident you can see what I See. Heal our people. Once and for all." -Koh, Jin Hee, AJS

Drishti Of The Day Archived Today:

"In the advanced study of bigotry, of any kind, hopefully to eviscerate it, perceiving, understanding, and becoming excellent in all things, from microcosm, to systemic, would be a fair way of explaining evolution, however, the infinite, upward spiral alluded to in this Yoga, and so many other forms of Religion, or Spirituality, even Consciousness, in terms of becoming more Enlightened, one way or another, has brought me, lately, to the conclusion that there is no 'systemic' anything bad. There are just people. In fact, I hesitate to say that I used to be adept at comprehending other people's postulating, takes, and have-at-it's, but it's perhaps as remarkable as it is Nightmarish, to have been so adeptly studying it on the go, so to speak, from within all systems, and able to see in all directions of dimension, no matter where I was physically situated in the matter, that I feel the more accurate depiction of systemic bigotry, based on any demographic, is a spirit that is omnipresent as God, but it is not that Power, for only those with low-ranking, Dark receptors pick it up, their thoughts, words, actions becoming unwitting, or bent-willed, soldiers to its plans. The Unnatural, the Impure has become their lifestyle, in some way(s), and the criminality of -ism meted out is simply another effect of this cause. That bigotry, for some, might be the original Impurity itself." -The Jin.

Drishti Of The Day Archived Today:

"Americans willing to attack, or treat badly, their own, because they look like citizens from a nation who was superior in response to COVID-19, even while having no other nation to look to to deal with something 'no one would've believed or knew how to deal with,' and would then--LOL!--desperately sue China, like hick, rabid, racist animals, while allowing cities, states, & the temporal powers in the federal government to look like The Three Stooges, oftentimes doing nothing they should, thereby writing into Law that you CAN'T sue THEM, while letting guilty criminals off scot-free, from ground up and top down!, are egregious signs of extinction I have warned about for most of my adulthood. In the end, if you claim citizenship in an entity that starts to be defined by all the Wrong things, you, too, will have to go to war, defending that evil. What I am learning from those, here, who are about as evolved as the poor bat this all came from, is that Asian-Americans should go stab White toddlers, on their errand runs, because they hate them, & that should be o-kay. We should track down the White kid who got us all sick, during flu season, in any given School District, & file Class Action lawsuits against his family--or whatever we feel like, as soon as he/she recovers, & we should track down any number of Whites I can recall who were found to have trespassed in empty houses, and/ or ACTUALLY broke in & stole something, & bully/intimidate them to the point of, again, physical altercation, in which killing said person would be as natural as punching back. God knows they'd be easy to find because they were NOT people who had anything it would've taken to be a Runner. If The United States of America is looking to continue, it needs to put conscious spiritual evolution before the economy, as what defines its value to this planet. You can see the coronavirus as a warning shot from both Mother Nature and God, that carries upon it a direct mandate to return to what, alone, can lead all people in this country from Madness--the only thing this country leads the world in--Reverence, Respect, & Observance of the Laws & Order of the Natural World, which Man violates every day because men and women are either incompetent to do it, and they crucify their Teachers, or they are literally incapable. Every sentient choice counts. If you fail to honor this Wisdom, those Spiritual Lessons will continue to become Real & Material for you, until Choices are made for you. That is not what Source wants, out of your Free Will. You would be served to choose Love." -Amy Jin Schmelzer

Period.

:)

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=IhcLty9E0E8

      I can go be a Monk now.

Drishti Of The Day Archived Today:

"How are the Native Americans in this country doing, during this pandemic? Surely, there are other people who've thought, & cared, about that besides me...I think for every Hate Crime against an Asian-American, during it, one state should be given back to the tribes that originally inhabited the land, in exact proportion to how they were dispersed before they were lied, cheated, and stolen from out of, or off of, it. God and Mother Nature would love that. I mean, if we're talking giving money to the descendants of African-American slaves, as if that even touches compensation, surely everyone, including those descendants, are thinking that first. In a recent text to the house, I said, 'A Wise old Jin once said, "One can tell how people have lived by how they act when they think they might die." (Emoji: The stack of books)' Fortunately for the tribes, my understanding is that there have been HUNDREDS of Hate Crimes against people of my Race in one week, including before this pandemic began. Just remember who squished their curve. It wasn't this place. I think it's time for all the Asian-American Medical personnel, & those of us who would do whatever was necessary to help our countrymen here, or in Asia, to consider quarantining at home, rather than helping. After all, I'm sure diseased sub-humans hardly produce any Ivy League doctors busy doing anything positive for this country, anyway. Then, while all that's going on, I'm gonna go do what I should've gotten to do, upon talking--go back to Seoul & learn K-Pop dancing & how to say, 'I love boyz' in Ha(e?)ngul." -Amy Jin Schmelzer

Drishti Of The Day Archived Today:

"What I have always wanted to hear, e.g., Journalists & leaders on a national level, say, albeit in direct response to what I've been reporting for years, namely about experiences in this country, most interestingly in my own hometown, and my own home state, of Dubuque, and Iowa, was what I finally got to hear last night, in response to what is happening right now in the Iowa Caucus...I think a direct quote is, 'There is just something OFF there...' No one, who has maintained the high watch for me, associated with Love Yoga: The Movement, especially, is likely surprised about this 'debacle,' as the key factors in its creation have been looking to either kick me out or take me out, for years. The lack of Diversity, maintained suppression or rejection of it, unexplained improper usage of their own talent(, a.k.a. their own kids), who do return to the area, after they literally ran a campaign in Dubuque to do just that--Get their gifted kids to care about Dubuque, as adults, & 'come home' to contribute, lack of 'big' anything, including companies, expectations, ability, or Grace under fire, Project Management or Business acumen, unless it's about Agriculture, specifically IT...I have been sick twice now, since the holidays, from overexposure to the public in 3, going on, 4 jobs, for lack of even 1 'real' one that any community I've lived in in the country has been able to produce, where even complete strangers, much less people who are aware of who I am, or what people have always known my capability level was, look at me, while I'm doing them, like they're apologizing with their eyes...Note: I am the type of person who isn't sick often. The hilarity of actually being one of the members of the generation that spawned, or looked to jump into, dot.coms, was recruited into the 2000-2001 Recession & Crash of IT, as the starting gates to the 'real world,' but whose resume was instantly spit out by, e.g., IBM, who came in, stroked some high-level egos in this area, but destroyed the lives of pretty much everyone who matters, including the good local landlords we do have, local pricing, rightful distribution of wealth, etc., is that I'm sitting there watching this unfold last night, on CNN, coughing(, since laughing turns into coughing, as of Saturday), & I don't know what was funnier--that it was actually happening, that anyone as intelligent as the people on those networks would be shocked that it was, or that, as of about 24 hours before this all happened, in full realization of how f'd up this place truly is, nothing will change, when I look around Eastern Iowa, and the Midwest, in which I was raised, that these people are still home to me. They're still 'my people,' in a way that could not be replaced, possibly, the way the same could be said about those of my Race & Ethnicity. It's a big world out there, Great State of Iowa. If you want to play with the Big Dogs, you've got to raise your bars. And that means embracing your naturally derived High Bar Holders, not disowning them for coming home to Protect and Defend you--from yourselves, it seems." -AJS

Drishti Of The Day Archived Today:

"It would behoove all involved if tours by candidates were: Introductory establishing/reiterating fundamental platform themes, then predominantly Q & A to allow each indiv. market to know how that candidate either fits, or doesn't fit, the needs of that market. I am so supportive of many things about Candidate Yang standing up to lead this country. I am still looking for specifics, however, on Change that I don't want to have to go digging for in an exceedingly booked life. If I take the time to show up, I want to learn a lot about the candidate in a relatively short period of time. Also, a full hour, or more, would be better. I appreciate the witness/testimonials of my fellow Iowans/in some cases, Party leaders, but we need a better way to vet our elected officials, especially our Presidents. Any moment where they show up to speak, we should feel more like students in an elite classroom, rather than consumers receiving a Marketing pitch. Thank you to all of my truly Good countrymen, who hold integrity sacred, who put themselves out there to serve by leading--on both, & neither, side(s) of the aisle. -Amy Jin Schmelzer, currently, Dubuqueland, IA"--from the apartment & President shopping trail, after seeing both E.Warren & Andrew Yang, missing Buttigieg, Biden, & Sanders, due to, likely, "Norovirus" or soul sickness/having seen & heard the latter, previously" -AJS

Drishti Of The Day Archived Today:

"'Model minority?!?!!???! Superior Race! It's a good day to realize you're actually a swan, Asian(-American)! ROCK IT!!!!" -AJS

Drishti Of The Day Archived Today:

"You know you have 'Animal Farm,' no pun intended, when, rather than get healthy, balanced, in regard to God connection and Ego, the people of a nation that says it stands for the best that the world has to offer, literally just starts to eliminate competition and the aspirational bars altogether so 'everyone's the same.' That's never been the promise, even by God. We were created equal, but the Greatness that we attain, while we are here, is a product of our volition, and for some people, their Destiny. Instead of being the party school that lets literally any degenerate person wanting to use a degree, barely procured, for instance, for their own, normally self-serving purposes, including in the realm of Beauty and the standards that have always helped any of us be better, in any way, why don't we surrender to the way we were designed & learn to be happy for other people and think they're amazing...because they are...including all the things that make us different. This is the definition of Beauty. How much of that can you hold?" -AJS

Drishti Of The Day Archived Today:

"Admitting you did what you did, and psychologically tooling yourself up to become the world's best self-corrector, is what this Movement's all about. The sins of the people have created the materialism, technological zombie-ness, and destruction of the biology of the very earth we stand on until most people are so disconnected from that earth, and themselves, that they can't even feel themselves, or it, burning all around them. Where do we go Next? What I've always seen is we'd better hope there is one, if the masses don't turn this barge around." -The Jin

Drishti Of The Day Archived Today:

"The blight of your ignorance, your blatant discrimination around Race, Religion, my being a female, or the like, is keeping cars from flying and, literally, stands oafishly in the way of World Peace. I find that if you don't speak specifically, no one takes accountability." -Amy Jin

Drishti Of The Day Archived Today:

"Chicago minority youth, put down your phones, put down your guns, and stand up against racism and protected class violations wherever you are--in your homes, in your schools, your neighborhoods, and the city, at large. If you die fighting for anything, give your lives for that. Use your being, your words, and your actions to annihilate the Oppressor wherever you find him or her, through public awareness, policy, and Law. Make known those who harm you therein, and do not stop until the world hears you, making Justice our final Banner. Your people have endured to help right the soul wrongs of the past, paving the way for many peoples who detest the pain that has been inflicted on your purity, perfection, and sovereignty." -Amy Jin

Drishti Of The Day Archived Today:

"What's incomprehensible, at this point, is people flocking to their nearest town square or to the actual border to condemn, literally, illegal activity by others, called trying to break into the country, period, outside of the protocols in place to ensure Order, as all Law exists to do, yet they'll literally turn and walk away when their neighbor or cubicle neighbor or BFF gets laid out by classic, blatant discrimination. It's called 'loquISIMO.' So stay at home, dig your heels in, and throw up a sign or wear that t-shirt for your sister's husband or co-worker's in-law or coolest person ever you just met in town who just got passed up for that job AGAIN or got passed over for the home loan or didn't get the interview due to Race or Religion or Age or Gender or too much education or just too hot for this job and do what 'Americans' used to do, which is toughen the ish up and SUCK IT UP, likely apologize, and to yourself, and SELF-CORRECT when it makes you self-reflect, and you admit you don't even do the most basic things any even 'average' person would do with a glaring ethical dilemma in front of them. Most citizens here have proven too low to allow the cream to rise to the top unless, of course, it's them--even if they're not the cream. Even more head-shaking is that everyone runs to the border and acts like this nation isn't the absolutely top leader and consumer of only one thing for sure--the conscious, willful purchase of illicit drugs, whose ringleaders we keep trying to shelter from punishment and whose abusers we treat like victims, like animals who have no free will, as if each and every one of them isn't selfishly entwining this entire society in violence, hell, and repulsiveness that knows no limit. Where are the reality checks about THAT, as well as the limits of the current cultural milieu here never shifting enough to let other things lead that could clearly do better? Instead of 'Just Say No,' it's become 'Let The Lesser Have Their Fill And Create Lesser Law.' Condoning the bad kids, instead of declaring war on them and their absolutely conscious choices, has become the way of the spiritually void who far outnumber the enlightened. Those foul decision-makers kill off the Talented, Pure, and Gifted kids to lower the bar because it isn't as hard to reach. The thickness of the bell curve that shrugs life off instead of standing in the fire has become just another overdose because, as usual, no one cares to represent anything higher--and they've already seen what happens to the people who do. And the perfect immigration process never gets written into Law because, bottom line, it's Walt Disney World after Walt dies, and apparently the Vision for Utopia died with the Founding Fathers. And the Medical community continues to desperately seek to remain relevant, as things like true Yoga expose them as such, selling their souls to isolation via high-in-the-sky paychecks with corrupt prescriptions written and targeting the DEA, then calling the results a new 'disease' just so they can be the ones to profit off of 'healing' it. Really? Do they ever? Such an attachment to life and keeping it going, however invasively, seems to cover up an equally intense fear of dying, the heat of that intensity seeming to reveal a life lived not of valor or noble or saint-like choice and contribution but of dirty deeds done really expensively. To whom it may apply, as always. Reality check #2: Geronimo and the Apache are still acknowledged by the United States government as the only Force of God, by Him or by Man, that has ever effectively, and totally, kept the southern border clean and clear of foreign, illegal invasion. Fact...What happened to those guys, anyway?" -Amy Jin

This Is "America:" Pete's Thai Kitchen & Hirschbach Motor Lines, Dubuque, Iowa

      My official statement to my U.S. adoption agency has now joined the voices of the "mass exodus" of Adoptees who have used their lives and voices to bring adoptions to the U.S. and out of Seoul to a "trickle," due to the violence, abuse, exploitation, and gross neglect we face while our home nation, and families, are deceived, promised otherwise.
      This reads bottom up, as always. If you want to read it backwards, that's on you:

-----Original Message-----
From: Amy Jin
To: *A Lot Of Peops*
Sent: Mon, Jun 25, 2018 9:36 pm
Subject: Sorry--Here's The Missing Link!!! Re: 1 More Thing On That--Re: ***The Continued "How Low Can You Go" Of American, Capitalistic "Business:" Cutting Ties With Pete's Thai Kitchen. From Amy Jin Schmelzer And Love Yoga: The Movement, F/6.22.2018***

https://www.aol.com/article/news/2018/06/25/asian-american-gop-official-says-party-members-have-called-her-chnk/23467697/

-----Original Message-----
From: Amy Jin
To: *Those Peops*
Sent: Mon, Jun 25, 2018 9:24 pm
Subject: 1 More Thing On That--Re: ***The Continued "How Low Can You Go" Of American, Capitalistic "Business:" Cutting Ties With Pete's Thai Kitchen. From Amy Jin Schmelzer And Love Yoga: The Movement, F/6.22.2018***

      If I had children, they would be reporting to me about how they're effectively making the world a cleaner place by FIGHTING BACK, as strong, proud Korean/-Americans, with the mind their mama gave 'em--or they'd be disowned.
      To be clear, the definition of a "ch*nk," and a completely inappropriate response by any Asian/-American present, for any amount of time, in the face of any kind of -ism relating to their people or their ancestry, is to literally "be nice" and do nothing if they're not genuinely transcended above it. What that is is allowing me, or children in schools, or Asian-American talent in Corporate, Government, Entertainment, or any other industry, to be attacked for no reason other than protected class. From a collective standpoint, this is a no-go, as an effective strategy.
      It is worth noting that both TAIKO Japanese Steakhouse & Sushi Bar, & Ichiban, disclosed to me that they had large rocks thrown through their windows--multiple times--Ichiban before they even opened, if I'm recalling accurately, and there was no question that it was racially motivated--with Indonesian, Malaysian, Taiwanese, Chinese, & Korean Adoptee employees around to look upon it since no one was Japanese in the building--with "White," some with Native American ancestry, Staff also privy at the former.
      On a positive note, I watched a Documentary by a Muslim female on Netflix on Saturday night about modern-day White Supremacists/Nationalists, including those mentioned in past E-Updates, and at least they all seem far nicer and willing to Heal than the ones I was privy to in research in Academia and subsequent Civil Rights involvement.

Wishing You Some "Summer Madness" (Kool & The Gang), Playing In My World,
Amy Jin

Sent From The Tablet 🌽💌

-----Original Message-----
From: Amy Jin
To: *A S**t Ton Of Peops, Relatively Speaking*
Sent: Fri, Jun 22, 2018 9:32 pm
Subject: ***The Continued "How Low Can You Go" Of American, Capitalistic "Business:" Cutting Ties With Pete's Thai Kitchen. From Amy Jin Schmelzer And Love Yoga: The Movement, F/6.22.2018***

*My Stare-Down Self-Taken Picture In My Black John Deere Hat*

      Around the time the last without-a-doubt debacle in income-earning in this country occurred, Darryck Dean (See my LinkedIn profile and website below) was still contacting me, outside of orders, with the still-unknown meaning of the send of the track, "Redbone," which we both heard for the 1st time, during a DOJ/Darryck Dean "recruiting" trip to Kansas City at this time last year, when it became clear that a life of standing up for Black people, and all people treated inequitably, was actually being answered, in a context of what was becoming years, at that point, with so-called "leaders" in the African-American community in the Dubuqueland area making a concerted effort to join the White racists and religious bigots in this area in wiping me off the map, likely permanently...It looks like they were that desperate for something to "unify" about since, the real way, it seems, I alone have the answer for...BUT they tried!
      Interestingly, following my recent News send on Harvard University and the lawsuit(s) against them, I have yet another situation to relay since I've seen a number of you at this location already, and the words of another timely Childish Gambino song come to mind, "THIS IS AMERICA..."
      Please note that, as far as I know, my Civil Rights are still unprotected by The City of Dubuque, per Crenna Brumwell (You can find details by responding to this E-Update by e-mail or going to my worldwide web website in the Signature below, or refer to previous E-Updates, where applicable), in which case, for lack of other options, thus far, I'm allowing Karma to take its course. Bottom line is, if she's right, I will be exposed as a liar and fraud, where my Purpose is concerned. And if I'm right, everything the death and destruction, in my life, that decision has touched, will not only continue to boomerang back, but the power of its full exertion will belong to me and, therefore, belong to Just ends, as determined by God, with my full support.
      Again, and again, Civil Rights violations are crimes. The White majority has been attempting to do a hostile takeover of Asian Spirituality in this country, excluding us from settings that facilitate our intellectual and comprehensive growth, and, now, similarly taking over our places of culture and ethnicity, like thieves in the temple and Animal Farm. Request the previous E-Update on the Asian Exclusion Act and "G.I. Jews" on IPTV, if you wish for more on that.
      If you are part of the Asian-American community, or the larger, international Asian family, regardless of national lines or animosities, you have the choice to defend, in whatever way is yours to do, our shared, ancient, sacred heritage and our RIGHT to be here, in The United States, contributing, fully protected from what has become rampant, condoned, and complete ostracization and destruction of our lives, most often for being superior in far more ways than not.
      Adoptees have been fighting for recognition and correction in our send-off in Seoul since I graduated from DPU in 2000.
      If you are Asian, what do you do to represent all of us in your individuation, and to attempt to bring us together, for all of our sakes?
      You can be part of the stereotype that is insidiously fed to us and harm all that lives by selling your soul to the lost demons of this nation, or you can rise up and establish what we know to be true, lasting, and powerfully good, via the wisdom of the ancestors in all of our DNA.

From www.WhatItIsPowerYoga.blogspot.com:

*The Rev.Dr.M.L.K., Jr. Image From The Website*
Image Courtesy Of AOL Image Bank

*Image of Malcolm X From The Website*
STAND UP, ASIAN-AMERICA.-Amy Jin/Image Sourced From www.MalcolmX.com

      If you are part of the White majority, you must decide, as I have so clearly stated before, whether you will fight for Justice and Freedom for the entire human race, or not. If you stand for nothing, you will fall for anything, as the old adage goes. And Soul Weakness is prey to everything under the sun.
      I am conclusively stating today that after many years representing all-encompassing Spirituality that leaves no Path behind, and watching the world crumble to lack, every kind of weakness, immorality, a lack of pride, discipline, self-mastery, personal evolution, and doing the right thing when it matters most, including the takeover and subsequent bastardization of American Yoga--all these things most notably within the "Business" world of my original grooming, which, at this point, clearly no one is schooled in who's actually in it, and clear, structured environments based on merit and "best" has been replaced by people's drinking or drug connections and/or who they're connected to, sexual-history or baby mama-wise, the enlightened lose hours and jobs because they have no illegitimate children or addictions to feed, including for material possessions, like everyone else, so are punished, rather than held up and rewarded, people who are clean are seen as having something wrong with them because personal hygiene and the Health Dept. have gone out the window, and the endangered species who still have the dying "Iowa work ethic" and can actually put their cell phone away to use it, are told, then, to do everyone's work, while everyone else looks on, but then looked at with disdain for making everyone self-reflect and not like what they find...that there is no reason to go down to the border for a nation of people who still watch their friends and neighbors, their own family members, in some cases, taken out by racism, bigotry, religious intolerance...a fundamental breach of contract...and that there is no reason to hope for equal treatment for the LGBTQ community when the color of someone's skin is still a reason for such ill treatment at work that literally every single colored person ends up illegally terminated or treated with the goal that they quit, like suicide, doing the majority cohort (controlling the money and power) and their sometimes-minority cronies "the favor."
      The generation that fought against the Vietnam War, fought for Diversity and Civil Rights, but also showed us the dark side of sex, drugs, and Rock N' Roll, as their legacy, apparently wants, out of all of those things, not to end the fruitless, and asenine, practice of war, as veterans off themselves like popcorn popping, nor to ensure that Civil Rights are almost totally solidified with the clear Law Enforcement that they deserve, before they outta here, but on watching as drugs, and their potentially spread legalization does (purposeful?) population control on the weakest of weak, to improve the gene pool of a vastly unconscious, mixed-into-oblivion populous with no power of bloodline, no legacy, no pride, literally no nobility, no racial or ethnic understanding, much less appreciation, and, I hesitate to say, no Soul, except where certain individuals have been spared, as an act of God or the rare who actually consciously breed.
      How can you share anything when you "know nothing," including about where you're originally from? Do you care about the nation of your original peoples? When Bankruptcy or natural disaster or atrocities find them, do you feel pain in your psyche as you're walking down the street, or have you so disconnected from your own truth that you are owned by no one and, also, seems like, CARE for no one, either?
      What do you teach when you avoid relating to just about everything because you "don't know" about just about everything, including yourself?--!
      What do you think the impact is/will be on Education in this country? On the products of every school in this country?
      Do you think that children who know, without hesitation, who they are, and are sure that where they come from is essentially, and provably "Good," constantly say, oftentimes in psychological turmoil, "I don't know" and think to blow up a school or shoot other kids?!
      My message in participating in the School District this year, as opposed to "teaching the masses," as has been the usual, is, and was, all things are connected, as Chief Seattle reminded us...and we are grooming either all the people named and called on the rug on my website, and in the various forms of my Teaching, or we are creating the Game Changers who will lead the way truly because they are the select who actually see it.
      This Sight is not the creative power vested in all people.
      It is a Gift that requires no ego effort to access and is given to those that Fate has created for that Purpose.
      This is employer #10,000 of sad, American-Wall-Of-Shame repute that still wanted to talk to me "about it," but like the last several employers of the exact same ilk, I'd need to send an invoice because you're not getting free consulting from me, too, after doing what you've just done.
      (Read from bottom up--A few simply typos have been corrected therein):

(Note: Hirschbach's final statement, even though I think Amanda was open to my continuing to tell her how things SHOULD be handled, but it's a waste of breath--is that she cannot even apologize, nor speak to a possible end to being power tripped on for showing talent and having other employees come to you with questions or needing guidance, as an example, when you have no agenda or care about if they do, but are willing to help, because, "they have full faith in Lindsey." I said, "Even when she show up late, as in late enough to literally wonder if she's OK? How does a Manager even reprimand the bevy of people who are going delinquent on their shifts or showing up whenever they want, if people on Staff are literally asking if she considers it a job or not??" No real response in the place this world's become, from a Millenial, likely schooled in the area, "We have full faith in Lindsey." "What about when she never shows up at all, leaving some of us with background to have to literally scrap and run the place, without authority or compensation?" "We have full faith in Lindsey." "You are giving no provable results showing that you're addressing the workplace harrassment and bullying I'm citing, after everything I told all rounds of interviews, and after Brad seemed to want to believe I was making up how the world was, outside your doors--and now he understands why I told him he was naive, as I was, when he asked. In these times, that type of demeaning abuse in verbal, mental, emotional, or physical is o-kay you, is literally what you're saying." "I'm not saying it is, but I'm not required to speak to you, in any way, about what we are or aren't doing there." "I feel I'm owed an apology." Pause. I say, "You realize that what you're saying is literally insane. By any Business School standard, you're violating a number of laws (Note: including the same interstate alcohol purchase as their "Consultant") and standard Business policies by handling my reports, which could be seen as a Consultant's Actionable Items List--I know I work on them every time I'm there--with not only refusal to take accountability but asking the person who's been victimized by workplace violence and inequity, like all the others, to abandon their job because you won't bring your place up to code and law. This has been the same nightmare I vowed to myself I would never get into again."
      I could tell she wanted to continue the conversation after her meeting she had to go to, but I think she could tell the feeling wasn't mutual.
      Like Kohl's Department Stores, Inc., and all the places in Kansas City, right before I came back this stint, HR in 2018 is about using protected class violation to "protect your own" and punishing those who aren't, even if those places literally end up non-existent soon after.
      If you want to focus on revitalization of the North End, focus on the beauty of the Bee Branch because there's no hope in what I've just experienced with this restaurant. American Nightmare.)

Amy Jin eternallove47@aol.com

To:

      LOCO. !!!

-----Original Message-----
From: Amanda M. Mulholland
To: Amy Jin ; lindseywallace920
Cc: cowboy007
Sent: Fri, Jun 22, 2018 01:05 PM
Subject: RE: Next Week's Availability

Amy Jin,

Please call my desk directly. 402-404-2206

Thank you!

Amanda Mulholland, PHR
Human Resources Manager
2460 Kerper Blvd, Dubuque, IA 52001
Office: (402) 404 – 2206
amanda.mulholland@hirschbach.com

Hirschbach-Logo

From: Amy Jin [mailto:eternallove47@aol.com]
Sent: Friday, June 22, 2018 13:05
To: Amanda M. Mulholland ;lindseywallace920@yahoo.com
Cc: cowboy007@live.com; Brad Pinchuk
Subject: Re: Next Week's Availability

      I wasn't resigning, and the number's 563.556.3524!

AJS!

Sent From The Tablet 🌽💌

-----Original Message-----
From: Amanda M. Mulholland
To: Amy Jin ; lindseywallace920
Cc: cowboy007 ; Brad Pinchuk
Sent: Fri, Jun 22, 2018 12:45 PM
Subject: RE: Next Week's Availability

Hi Amy!

I left you a voicemail at the number you had listed but I wasn’t able to reach you.

I appreciate the feedback on Pete’s and for your time spent there. For coverage purposes in the restaurant, we will accept your resignation effective immediately and do not need you to report to your scheduled shift tonight. We will, however, pay you for your scheduled shift today.

Thank you!

Amanda Mulholland, PHR
Human Resources Manager
2460 Kerper Blvd, Dubuque, IA 52001
Office: (402) 404 – 2206
amanda.mulholland@hirschbach.com

Hirschbach-Logo

From: Amy Jin [mailto:eternallove47@aol.com]
Sent: Friday, June 22, 2018 07:53
To: lindseywallace920@yahoo.com
Cc: Amanda M. Mulholland ; cowboy007@live.com; Brad Pinchuk
Subject: Next Week's Availability

(Note: Showed I was above more juvenile mind games--I go to source first, where appropriate. In addition, this was normal communication that normally would've been had with Lindsey at the restaurant--but I still had no schedule for next week, there was a possibility it wasn't even made yet, and Lindsey had not shown up [again] last night--at all. Things went much more smoothly without her there, as they did at a Lunch when she failed to show)

      My counsel, both internally and externally, says that after how my initial offer was handled, a clear exit would've been called for, and that's a euphemism, by other people's takes.
      Amongst the highlights of last night, my section had 8, Afton's had 28. In the absence of any sort of Manager, again, it seems we've been working together, as "Servers" to do that, and my lines, now, on that are clear. I had a nice group of older women who were well traveled in Asia this week, unsolicited, tell me I was a great Server but far too educated and "using my time better elsewhere" to be serving in "this place."
      I notice I am the only Asian in the Front of The House and that I am routinely talked down to, and that the $5 base wage by a questionable Consultant dropped to $4.50, after employment, then again to $4.35, in spite of inquiries for clarification.
      No one communicates things such as drastic changes to the dress code so that it looks as disparate as it feels, operationally.
      I believe it is best, and I will finally take that counsel, to use next week to finally work on my Resume and continue my search for very well-fitting, commensurate work.
      My Specialist in Iowa City this week solicited my attention to P.A. School.
      I will see the restaurant tonite!

Amy Jin Schmelzer

Sent From The Tablet 🌽💌

-----Original Message-----
From: Brad Pinchuk
To: Amy Jin
Cc: Amanda M. Mulholland ; lindseywallace920 ; cowboy007
Sent: Sat, Jun 16, 2018 12:34 PM
Subject: RE: [POSSIBLE SPAM] The Restaurant
(Note: In retaliation, and unprofessionally, if he's really a CEO?, he copies Lindsay--If it's really an "e," so be it--Like everything else, no one seems to know)

Amy:

I’m not actively involved in the operation of the restaurant. (Note: O-kay, so who is?) Please work with your supervisor, Lindsey Wallace, on any questions or concerns (Note: Just shaking my head). Amanda will provide HR support to Lindsey and her supervisor, Pete, as needed.

We’re aware of the heat issues in the kitchen and actively working on a solution. We treat all of our employees with respect and will insure that they are in a safe environment (Wrong. As a very poignant example, they only got a restraining order on another management candidate, who actually had a lot of true things to say about this restaurant, from the text stream I was shown, after I handled that situation, literally, after interfacing with him directly on my 1st day of work--!).

Respectively,

Brad

-----Original Message-----
From: Amy Jin
To: Brad.Pinchuk
Cc: Sara.Henze ; Amanda.Mulholland
Sent: Sat, Jun 16, 2018 8:27 am
Subject: Re: The Restaurant

"with blood"

Sorry about the other typos, but I'm penning this on the go.

I also shared with Staff and Lindsay yesterday that sections should be equal, unless crafted specifically otherwise. I love the section that I was in, however, from Th. to Fri. it was cut to 8, instead of 10, while sections on the pther side had 22 as a head count.

AJS

Sent From The Tablet 🌽💌

-----Original Message-----
From: Amy Jin
To: Brad.Pinchuk
Cc: Sara.Henze ; Amanda.Mulholland
Sent: Sat, Jun 16, 2018 08:20 AM
Subject: The Restaurant

Hi, guys,

I am still in the system as "Schmetzer." Can you please change that to "Amy Jin Schmelzer?"

Brad, what I told Jillayne continues here, too, (Note: Lindsay attempting to talk down at me and make me look bad at work, though it's not working) though people seem quick to correct themselves, when confronted. Apparently Lindsay was telling everyone I was delinquent in showing up yesterday morning when the way she said "good-bye" to me Thurs night was modifying my schedule by taking me out of Fri. A, at my tequest, with no problem. When asked why she did that, she muttered "I don't know..." and walked away backwards.

Afton is also trying to be Mgmt., pre-Title? She acquiesced when I asked her about that later, when she came in for Dinner and tried playing disciplinarian about my Lunch shift that dodn't exist. When I told her what really happened, she said, "Oh. I don't know, then..."

Customarily, Server's Assistants, or Bussers, make a very small fraction of one's total sales, and not any, in some settings, especially when they've stopped helping you because they notice the "Manager" has, also, for instance, doing her self-stated job at the Bar, and it's generally noted how fast you are tocare for your own section.

This is perhaps worse than the Alice In Wonderland stuff I noted in rounds of interviews with your company.

Thiltgen said Setving wage was $5/H, as a selling point. Lindsay was telling all of us, in spite of my reporting otherwise, it would only be $4.50.

I think, had I not made it a priority, the Restaurant would've been operated withoutblood all over it last night (Note: The restaurant, while keeping the Kitchen open at 110+ degrees, with broken ventilation, became the site of the recent hit and run on the North end).

Yesterday, today, we are in active heat advisory, with cooling centers around town. In the event of Ventilation breakdown, you may want to check to see if any Health Code/OSHA policies exist about the heat in the Kitchen...Certainly I would say that seems inoperable, from an immediate assessment standpoint.

I also had a customer make a blatantly racist comment to me in front of many people, in 2 days there, as this type of bigotry seems not reserved for the area outside building walls. We might take a look at protocol on that, rather than have me handle it on the spot, as usual. For this to happen in an Asian restaurant so early is not a good sign. (Note: There were a number of no-no things going on, racially, specifically, on a regular basis there. One of you said, "That's more than a microaggression," when I called it that, just calling the the real thing. I'm willing to call real things microaggressions sometimes now because that's how regularly I'm having to deal with this again)
...
-----Original Message-----
From: Amy Jin
To: lindseywallace920 ; Brad.Pinchuk
Cc: Sara.Henze ; Lindseywallace920 ; Amanda.Mulholland
Sent: Mon, Jun 4, 2018 6:57 pm
Subject: Re: [POSSIBLE SPAM] Scheduling The Sit-Down--

      Great, Ms.Wallace! You seem very nice. I'll see you then!

The Jinster.

-----Original Message-----
From: lindsey wallace
To: lindseywallace920 ; Brad.Pinchuk ; Amy Jin
Cc: Sara.Henze ; Lindseywallace920 ; Amanda.Mulholland
Sent: Mon, Jun 4, 2018 6:53 pm
Subject: Re: [POSSIBLE SPAM] Scheduling The Sit-Down--

I will be in at 3:15. See you Wednesday!

Thank you,
Lindsey Wallace
(563)213-9906
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On Mon, 6/4/18, Amy Jin wrote:

Subject: Re: [POSSIBLE SPAM] Scheduling The Sit-Down--
To: lindseywallace920@yahoo.com, Brad.Pinchuk@hirschbach.com
Cc: Sara.Henze@hirschbach.com, Lindseywallace920@yahoo.com, Amanda.Mulholland@hirschbach.com
Date: Monday, June 4, 2018, 4:53 PM

(Note: How in the world are they wanting to start me without my I.D.s or any HR paperwork...and also cannot seem to keep my phone number written down...or use my correct name?)

Good Afternoon!
      I'm a bit disappointed I was the only one who followed up on Action Items from my last meeting there, but yes, if I'm on the books, you're going to need my Driver's License and Passport. Are you available at 3:15P? We can discuss where things are at, on my end, then.
      I go by "Amy Jin" as my First. My Middle, which is the 2nd part, is Korean.

TY!

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-----Original Message-----
From: lindsey wallace
To: Amy Jin ; Brad Pinchuk
Cc: Sara C. Henze ; Lindseywallace920 ; Amanda M. Mulholland
Sent: Mon, Jun 4, 2018 01:23 PM
Subject: RE: [POSSIBLE SPAM] Scheduling The Sit-Down--

Hello Amy,

The hourly wage for any orientation thru the restaurant will be minimum wage, $7.25 an hour. If you’d be interesting in picking up some serving or hosting hours this summer we would love to have you. They are flexible depending on what you are looking for. If you’d like to come in on Wednesday around 1 pm we can discuss hours and scheduling. Also, Amanda from HR will be there to go over the paperwork side of things.

Thank you!
Lindsey Wallace
(563)213-9906
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On Mon, 6/4/18, Brad Pinchuk wrote:

Subject: RE: [POSSIBLE SPAM] Scheduling The Sit-Down--
To: "Amy Jin"
Cc: "Sara C. Henze" , "Lindseywallace920@yahoo.com" , "Amanda M. Mulholland"
Date: Monday, June 4, 2018, 11:59 AM

(Note: W.T.H.)

Amy:

Lindsey Wallace, cc’d, is going to manage the front of the house for Pete’s Thai Kitchen. She will follow-up with on the next steps.

Thanks

Brad

From: Amy Jin
Sent: Monday, June 4, 2018 11:54 AM
To: Brad Pinchuk
Cc: Sara C. Henze
Subject: Re: [POSSIBLE SPAM] Scheduling The Sit-Down--

(Note: I had to send this because Mr.Pinchuk said that he would send me the Wunderlich (Spell check), which I found an odd way of selecting people starting, minimally, at $45K, at Hirschbach, but whatever--I'm not afraid to be vetted, whatsoever--but never did, and he had already confirmed that the weird psychic feeling I was getting that he actually was expecting me to come down and start running the Front of House Management role they'd advertised, that I'd applied for, that they subsequently told me they didn't have the money for...but were wanting me to do without a Title, or pay???, was actually true. And because I didn't, and possibly because I exposed I was spiritually aware of that mind game?, a Hirschbach employee's daughter, who was quitting at Brazen, who was the new girlfriend of my divorced? ex-co-worker from the downfallen TAIKO Japanese Steakhouse & Sushi Bar, where I also managed without pay and stayed employed continuously during a turnstile of weekly hire/fire/rehire/quits, including former strippers from East Dubuque, Lindsay, was "stepping in to help." I think he noticed this did not injure my ego because there was no ego to puncture, and I was still getting a feeling that there were really bad things going on down there, which is why I was in no hurry to start. REAL NEWS. What's REALLY wrong with Dubuque--and per my Dropbox video sends--what always has been).

      Hi, guys--I was wondering what the hourly is for the Orientation hours for the restaurant. Sarah said last week, after I let her know I'd completed my Onboarding, that those hours had already been logged but didn't know the $ information.

      I also didn't know if you were still interested in my taking the Wunderlich, therefore being able to assess where things were at.

      Either way, I wanted to be sure you didn't need to see my identification to complete the HR work.
I believe tomorrow is the last day for the School District and would like to start moving forward with summer plans from there.

Thx!

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-----Original Message-----
From: Brad Pinchuk
To: Amy Jin
Cc: Sara C. Henze
Sent: Mon, May 28, 2018 12:34 PM
Subject: RE: [POSSIBLE SPAM] Scheduling The Sit-Down--

Amy Jin:

Unfortunately, I’ll be out of town on Thursday. Tuesday & Wednesday look good for me.

Brad

From: Amy Jin
Sent: Monday, May 28, 2018 9:57 AM
To: Brad Pinchuk
Cc: Sara C. Henze
Subject: [POSSIBLE SPAM] Scheduling The Sit-Down--

      Thursday would work best here! Rock it out this week in test runs!

AJS

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-----Original Message-----
From: Amy Jin
To: Brad.Pinchuk
Cc: Sara.Henze
Sent: Sun, May 27, 2018 09:45 PM
Subject: Re: Pete's Thai Kitchen

I apologize--"Power Yoga (Add: 'shala') (school)"

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-----Original Message-----
From: Amy Jin
To: Brad.Pinchuk
Cc: Sara.Henze
Sent: Sun, May 27, 2018 9:42 pm
Subject: Re: Pete's Thai Kitchen

      Hi, Brad! In my endurance test of searching for finally-commensurate work, yes, Sarah (Thiltgen) is encouraging me to talk to you about the Front of House leadership role, as a step in the right direction. Perhaps it's too last-minute, but anytime after the school day, this week, would work, especially Tues. or Thurs. I could likely also make tomorrow work, preferably around 2:45 or 3.
      I'm glad that you guys were able to make part of a vision I've been pitching my Power Yoga following, as well as local leaders, a reality, as I was also trying to encourage a number of companies and people from major metros where I've lived to come to this area/Iowa, assumably as I'd be building my own Power Yoga (school).
      I look forward to hearing about what Sarah has said is a diversification of what seems like your already-strong core competency, that being Hirschbach.
      Also, I go by my 1st & Middle as my 1st ("Amy Jin").

In Gratitude,
AJS

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-----Original Message-----
From: Brad Pinchuk
To: eternallove47
Cc: Sara C. Henze
Sent: Sun, May 27, 2018 08:30 PM
Subject: Pete's Thai Kitchen

Amy

Sara and Jillayne let me know that you wanted to spend some time talking to me sometime this week.

Sara Henze, CC'd, will schedule a time that works for both of us.

Brad

(Note: I was told in my 2nd-round interview with Sarah, which also took hours, in spite of time constraints, that she wanted to set up a meeting with Brad to see if he could help with career, not a short-term fix, meaning likely commensurate work at Hirschbach or one of his contacts, so this was immediately a strange e-mail to me, on top of calling me outside of my preferred name there. AGAIN. My practitioners know I call this my "racist litmus test")

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-----Original Message-----
From: Amy Jin
To: Sent: Fri, Jun 1, 2018 08:28 AM
Subject: Pete's Thai Kitchen

      "...And I don't know what part of 'not right' has been setting off a subtle but constant alarm about this place since they finally picked up on me a couple weeks ago?, other than they're another Buffalo Wild Wings or Kohl's, but all steps of the process have looked questionable since. Another marathon 'meeting' with Brad Pinchuk, head of Hirschbach, who talked to me about a # of directions, then had the audacity to hint that I seemed 'to be in a # of directions,' simply because, what?, I could outperform him in all of them? He shut up when I said, 'And thank God, right?, because if I wasn't gifted enough to be in any direction I chose, I'd be dead by now.' (He was in the Army). He's also employing the shiesters, Anne & Natalie, of the Kohl's management team quits or firings? while I was tortured there, too. Anyway, had to put him in his place a couple times, and who I was as a yog seemed to silence him there (He & Jillayne do private work weekly with the former owner of Twisted Root Yoga on Bluff). I think he noted I had some subtle comments pertaining to that. He kept me until the building closed, from after school at 3:30, even though he knew I had limited time. He was supposed to have HR send me the Psych/I.Q. test he uses for placement at Hirschbach, but now I have Sarah Kluesner, now Thiltgen, their consultant (Note, 6.22: Star Brewery, crust, the German Bank building), still breathing down my neck about getting on the floor to 'help Pete'--as a Cashier (Server), even though they've all acknowledged the patterns of activity against me (Note: exploitation thru abuse, waste, and fraud in gross overqualification and/or underemployment), especially where 'employment' is concerned."

      Don't do the crime, if you can't do the time.

Conscious Consumerism. You Are What You Eat, In More Ways Than One.
AJS

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Korea, End That Weak Record-Making. On Physical Alteration:

"South Korea is the plastic surgery capital of the world. It's been reported that one in three South Korean women between the ages of 19 and 29 have gone under the knife." -"'Harper's Bazaar' Staff," "What Korean Women Really Think About Plastic Surgery," "Harper's Bazaar," https://www.harpersbazaar.com/beauty/health/a20114059/seoul-plastic-surgery/, May 1, 2018

Sigh. Beware of the big, round eyes, and big, round God-knows-what-else, of women who, ironically, don't even mother their own offspring but yet want bigger t**s, like sellout sluts selling their faux purity and creamy white skin to the uncaring masses for pay...of a people who start going against the grain of their shamanistic, Buddhist roots--Roots that speak of the preciousness and sacredness of the natural world, of enlightenment, and of natural healing, not fabrication via scalpels that misrepresent, to the whole world, what the best of what our pure-blooded people naturally produce, Beauty-wise, really look like.

You put on a show for peoples who wouldn't love you, no matter how "perfect" you manipulated yourself to be. You're Asian. They will never even like you, much less concede your off-the-chartness. Clearly, you attempt to show them, then, that you're dumb as a box of rocks, even if you're now all cut up and put back together again, just to feel like you deserve to get up and live in the morning.

LOVE to all my beautiful Korean and Asian peoples who rock whatever eyes their mama and abeoji gave them, with no alterations. There's no Glory destined for a people made of plastic.

Drishti Of The Day, The Korean Peninsula Series, Archived:

"So, let me make sure I understand this right. Rather than walk back a clear misstep, about the 'Libya Model' by, again, someone who has no business helping run a country, especially of this sort, especially in these times, it's followed up by threats to, now blatantly, kill off North Korean leadership, likely more millions of innocent bystanders since accuracy's never been a strength, coming from The United States of America, and 'overthrow' the North Korean 'regime.' To WHAT. With the high bar of what's been, and is, running The White House deciding?!?! First, only over the weekend, is the U.S. of American public hearing, for the 1st time, the reassurance that these are, actually, self-defense drills that, from any sane person's standpoint, should likely be run, and communicated, as such, to the North Korean government, if Peace is what is being worked toward with the utmost delicacy and strength, as anyone of any level of intelligence would do on the continent of Asia. Second, who enters an opportunity to make a huge difference in World Peace with all-around bigots shooting their mouths off this way, speaking for an entire, vast nation?!!! You DON'T. The children, in this country, still ask if I'm from 'China or Asia,' so the question of their critically thinking about what their country and soldiers go out into the planet and do to the amazingness in others that can be found in the world is a moot point. North and South Korea, ideally, will be One again. I am grateful to Kim Jong Un for the most pinpoint accurate, timely addition of the word 'dotard' to my vocabulary, and South Korea leads the world in its Education system. In fact, The State of Iowa has modeled the entire vision of Education in the state off of it, and other top nations, as a bar, and, as you know, Iowa has widely had the reputation, at least in my lifetime, of leading this nation in Education, at least where performance-based results are concerned. In a nation where its soldiers and children, literally, are offing themselves, as a matter of course, now, and its stagnant world religion that has been corrupt, pretty much since its inception, in pretty much any way that's possible (And didn't all these other 'Christians' come off the Roman Catholic Church, which started with St.Peter?), continues to coerce and act in complete opposition to that faith, highlighted in their not even questioning, at this point, the choice to kill...because when you've fallen that far from God (e.g. Satan, whether metaphorical or actual), you start to believe that you ARE God, or are equivalent to God, and, therefore, the Laws of the Spiritual no longer apply to you...I think it's imperative that the everyday people of this nation start to ask themselves what they might do if they woke up one morning and realized that what they were really living in was Nazi Germany, but bigger, trying to finally have its way. I can't imagine seeing this activity, these problems, or this evil from, for example, Buddhism. Wisdom, however, is not something bred in a country of egos. It doesn't seem to occur to them that their lack of answers, revelation, or 'a better way,' on Sundays, or any other day, when they finally turn back to Law as default setting, is a very clear sign that God's simply not talking to you because you're NOT a clear or pure channel, and everything He/She/It gives to you, you go out and use to do WRONG." -Amy Jin

Drishti Of The Day, The Korean Peninsula Series, Archived:

"So, from my perspective, the very best thing happened after the Winter Games. Good and bad, right? Other than invading and leaching off energy, The United States, in the decades since the Korean War, was supposed to be helping the fissured Korean Peninsula make Peace, not War. Not getting that accomplished, of course, Korea, in perhaps the least likely time, brokers its own deal, in spite of the supposed strengths of our current President, somehow producing the response from Pyongyang that they're interested in denuclearization, which we all should be doing. I'm sure led by the U.S., U.S. and Seoul-based forces then proceed to run more military drills after that happens (W.T.F.), thereby producing another missile launch by Pyongyang. The idea that jealousy or invalidation, again, of people who can do what you can't, wouldn't exist at the level of national leadership, right? And so, I'm thinking, 'There's either something we're not being told, or we might as well scrap everything, give the Native Americans back their land, and start all over, letting them lead, because this is a bunch of planet-destroying nonsense.' When people ask me, 'Are you from the North or South?,' I say, 'It should be One. Everyone involved knows it. And that's my final stance.' The soul nobility of my generation will be determined by whether or not we can do what our predecessors have not, which is prove that we can broker the only deals that matter, which has to do with Peacemaking, from root to plant, not just deals that profit our personal bank accounts. Fortunately and unfortunately, I've been seemingly barred from participating in the latter, in spiteof my gifts and acumen therein, likely as protection from the Cesspool that is humanity by the Higher Power, as part of that cosmic reasoning." -Amy Jin

Drishti Of The Day, The Korean Peninsula Series, Archived:

"North Korea is right about many things and takes the hit for Human Rights violations in Korea when things like 'purification camps' went on in South Korea, including before the 1988 Olympics when, ironically, U.S. Sportscasting put Seoul on blast for being the baby basket of the world, just a softer version of the same claim by N.Korea that it has served as a 'whore' to the U.S. And, God, to do that, you'd hope the 'guy' would at least be worth it!!!! Amongst those violations should be considered international adoption of its 'unwanted' children, sometimes just months old. Not from a People so ancient, so regal, and so ethereal, brilliant, and wise. In Reunification, it is required by Source that the Adoptees be sent lines back to the Peninsula. Not unlike the women tortured, raped, and slain in the sex slavery camps by Japanese and U.S. soldiers, you, our own People, have raped us of our souls, attempting to sell us into slavery, as if you had no idea what ran through our bloodlines. Your Suffering does not give you the RIGHT to cast us out, alienating us from knowing our Beauty and Destinies, rather than fix the culture and demand nobility from the rest of the world as we emanate it. If we all perish, let it be living and dying for that, if we are forced to Battle. Every day of my life has been that Battle, because of the choices you have made, in which I had no voice." -Amy Jin

Drishti Of The Day, The Korean Peninsula Series, Archived:

"I would like to see the U.S. pull out of South Korea altogether and see Seoul reunify with the place of its Creation myth, wielding the power of our Ancestors and sacred sites to create more solidity in all Asian nations through the Healing process, and instigating synergy in helping to ensure every Asian person is cared for, its peoples sound." -Amy Jin

From The E-Update Flow:

-----Original Message-----
From: Amy Jin
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Sent: Wed, Jan 31, 2018 02:08 PM
Subject: The Perfect Version, Attempted Re: ***The State Of This Union: On The Bad Karma Of This Country And Its People, Couched In Some Bad, Bad Crap--From Amy Jin & Love Yoga: The Movement, ('Wednesday, January 31st'), 2018***

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It will be interesting for me to see, no matter what happens, how, and when, The United States finally concedes the superiorities and innate amazingness of the Asian Race, and actually absorbs them, both internally, as part of the American Pie, and internationally, honoring their timelessness, their sovereignty, as President Trump, for instance, says.

And Aaron Onglingswan! ⛩

What is for sure--The sheep herd in this country, however, en masse, completely, and treacherously allows itself to remain more like animals than critically feeling or thinking homo sapiens as to the other parts of that Pie, and more so, the rest of the planet.

As an example: A.) Did you know that some basic online querying--Who knows what's best, in terms of data sources therein, but validated by my own cross-checking--shows that the average height, for instance, in South Korea and The United States is actually the same, by some sources, or close? www.disabled-world.com cites the male avg.s, South Korea first, as 5'7" & 5'9-1/2," the females as 5'2" & 5'4." It's being highlighted now that South Korean women, specifically, have skyrocketed the past 100 years to 8" of growth as the U.S. citizen #'s continue to shrink. More bad food and immigration could not alone account for that change, is my initial feeling, but I'm not the researcher. In addition, Chinese average height is actually notably different based on location within the country, as perhaps it is in other nations but is not notable enough to note.

B.) In more ancestral popping around in my time here in Tauke-side territory, I noticed 2 things about this Ancestry.com thing. First, it cites my DNA as being 99-100% "Asia East." After waiting for way too long on hold, I was finally able to get a phone agent who defensively, and inconclusively, tried saying that the 1% or less might be room for statistical other-ness. I said, "That's weird, though, because doesn't everyone who's of mixed ancestry have tons of pie slices that have to add up to 100?" LOL--which led me to my 2nd realization, which I realized came up for me when, in their database, some of my further "distant cousins," or the images I WAS able to see, would've indicated possible non-Korean bloodlines...and I realized the definition of what I was 100% of was actually a wide swath of Southeast Asia, including island Asian States, Mongolia, and Russia! This tells me that if people are spitting into a vial to clarify that they're not Irish at all but German instead, and as a Korean Adoptee, a demographic set that often is lied to about how their life began, or who was responsible, and has flawed data in terms of their own birthdays, for example, but especially given the pure-blood beliefs of Korea, how much help was the spit test, other than saying we aren't Caucasian? Like everything else, clearly the history of Asia is all sidelined together because the peoples with the real identity crises on this planet are getting the detailed attention. Given the timing on my birth, I'd presume that my mother wasn't a victim in a Japanese or U.S. sex slave camp...but a bunch of my ancestors were('?') It'd be good to know.

There are good people in this country, and by that, I mean according to my standards, but in a time when people like my former "boss" at The Center of Redemption is not only still operatonal but being interviewed locally, now, about finally-being-touted State Bottle Bill revisions that would address everyone's concerns involved--except mine. This tells me that the Dept. of Labor, in a state on fire with corruption, especially around money and execution of policy and law, could care less about the fact that I won't get a W-2 from them because they were that unwilling to add me to the payroll, much less about the discrimination in scheduling in mutually agreed upon horrible times, nor about the drugs or in-house orgy that should disqualify it from operating in a nation that tries to call itself "civilized." I have found solace, in recent weeks, moving through change and transformation for myself and this Movement, based on this, in things like hearing former Secretaries of State weigh in on, for instance, North Korea('--This is in my website writings'), and enjoying memories and hearing from some of you, as, if nothing else, I have been grat('eful') for times when I have felt so ecstatic about the various opportunities I have had to speak Truth to power and, simultaneously, magnetize some of ('t')he finest people the communities had to offer, from all the dimensions of my high standards. You have literally given me reason, at times, to live, to continue, and to believe in anything about anything.

Some people, especially my age or younger, don't realize that until ('what occurred following') the Vietnam War, to be a veteran in this country was not always accompanied by the word, "hero." Like this country, and to my grave concern, lacking the public witness and weigh-in required for a truly unified nation-state and not putting all of us in danger, the('re') have been, and continue to be, behaviors, deeds, and atrocities done under the guise of "American bravery, supremacy, and Goodness," and exemplifying its stated, preferred Christian orientation (which used to be seen as a cult to Judaism--Thank you to one of you for bringing up) that would make any truly good human being, OR "American," run for the closest border and denounce their citizenship.

Recently run articles, even, locally, in "The Telegraph Herald," have detailed the effects of Evil done by this country overseas. I have always regarded Hiroshima and Nagasaki amongst them. Do you know what it's like to still be living amidst landmines, have an infrastructure consistently competing in and coming out on top in international affairs who have to deal with deaths and maiming from trying to disarm them? The effects on civilians from nuclear satanism? On beautiful children and mothers who had no say in whether or not the country even went to war? On citizens kept from or left without family members because the U.S. only talks about the 33,651 U.S. soldiers (www.cbs.com) who lost their lives, not the substantial part of the Korean population in military and Korean peoples that most sites report at 3 &$@#ing MILLION people. I've also seen 5 million. War crimes, reported and not. Rape and sexual assaults, beyond counting, in countries we're supposed to be "helping." Bullying, corruption, drug use, and sexual assault internally. A trembling suicide rate because it is now documented that there's nobody who'll agree with me more than the ones who started telling before I even asked--especially amongst Generation X, Y, or younger. There's no one who's more in touch with the gravity of situations--and if they're a hero or not-- than a warrior who has kept his, or her, sanity, and can still live to tell about things like ('motivations'), reality, and impacts.

I have always held warriors of any kind with great honor, but more so the ones of old who required skill, and endurance(',') that modern-day "soldiers" would know nothing about. Just as the population of The United States has become degenerate all alround me, in the short but critical span of my adult life, mentally, emotionally, physically, and spiritually, as exemplified, ironically, by facts in the North Korean defector's story in President Trump's speech last night. ('I would widely regard any given American as literally incapable of surviving through that, much less making their way across a continent, without being medicated, one way or another, on crutches.')

A "Christian" country that does not harness the strength in its diversity that IT should be humbled and grateful to have, while showing up as the ultimate hypocrite of that religious path and all the rest of their ideals will be so weak and lost and mixed into an oblivion, at some point, that it would (No: 'a') hardly require a take-over, conquering, or anything like to cease to exist.

Until we are no longer biological, ('t')he strongest have, and will, always survive, and the decadent will literally handle themselves in accordance with their abuses, exploitation, lack of virtue, and the like, of both everyone else and, more importantly, each other.

I have been proud, in my time here, to offer direct opportunities to combat that and see that my exile is clear and obvious evidence that it is far too late for lesser spirits in this country('--spirits that are the powers of the status quo').

('Research says most Chinese and Korean peoples have lineage back to the Hans of ancient China, & Google-search a map of an Asia united under Genghis Khan.')

De-Nuke This Planet, & Seek To Allow The Flowers To Grow Again In The Forms Of Diverse And Separate Peoples Who Can Stick To Themselves But Also Love To Get Along. ('Do Not Wish Upon People's Countries Of Origin What You Would Not Want Done To Yours, Or You're Placing An Order. God Fulfills').

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